Peach Mojito

Awesome.

2009-10-10T09:01:00.002+08:00

I'm back! :D Although most people probably won't realise it because they never come to thing blog ever since Cherry Epiphany opened.

Addicted to Fish-a-Fish! Grah. Missing my old friends too. Sigh. Wonder how I'll be able to keep up.

2009-07-08T20:26:00.003+08:00

THIS BLOG IS OFFICIALLY IN HIBERNATION! :D

NOT UPDATING THIS BLOG IN A WHILE. BUT... UPDATING SOMETHING ELSE.

See whether you guys can find it! Haha!

Clue:
Coloured Realisation on a blog that lives.

Wimbledon Finals and Songs!

2009-07-06T12:53:00.009+08:00

I'm a big big BIG fan of DD Lovato! :D Here's the new single "Here We Go Again". I don't like the blonde though. I wish I could attend her concert because David A's going to be there too! Sad. And another girl group that I'm totally crazy about, The Veronicas! :D There's another song which I'm going crazy about. The lyrics are so sweet. Oh and Jai Ho too! :D From Slumdog Millionaire. It's really touching! And I like the tune to Jai Ho too!

Here We Go Again - Demi Lovato

I throw all of your stuff away
And then I clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
And ignore all your messages
I tell everyone that we are through
Cause I'm so much better without you
But it's just another pretty lie
Cause I break down
Everytime you come around
O Oh O Oh

So how did you get here
Under my skin?
I swore that I'll never let you back in
Should have known better
Been trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you
Is so addictive
We're falling together
You think that by now I know
Cause here we go go go again

You never know what you want
And you never say what you mean
But I start to go insane
Everytime that you look at me
You only hear half of what I say
And you're always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye
But it's no use
Can't Be With Or Without You
O Oh O Oh

So how did you get here
Under my skin?
I swore that I'll never let you back in
Should have known better
Been trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you
Is so addictive
We're falling together
You think that by now I know
Cause here we go go go again

Ohhh
And Again (And Again)
And Again (And Again)
And Again

I threw all of your stuff away
And I cleared you out of my head
And I tore you out of my heart
O Oh O Oh
O Oh O Oh

So how did you get here
Under my skin?
I swore that I'll never let you back in
Should have known better
Been trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you
Is so addictive
We're falling together
You think that by now I know
Cause here we go go
Here we go again
Here we go again

Should have known better
In trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again

Again again again and again and again
And again and again and again

Yup, anyway I watched the Wimbledon Finals between Andy Roddick and Roger Federer. I was only watching it because my sister wanted to watch it and because we didn't want Fed to win and break P. Sambras record of 14 Grand Slam championships. But Rod put up a great fight! And I was devastated that he didn't win. He looked really disappointed too. Felt so sad, and I may be a turned fan of Roddick now. Depends if I see his other matches. But my sis says he's going to retire in a couple of years time which is sad.

Replies :p

2009-07-06T12:34:00.004+08:00

Thanks to all the people who wished me a speedy recovery by any means! Really appreciate it. :D

People like:
Chian
Joanna
Janice
Jerlin
Naomi
Nic
Mariel
YiHui
Timo
Zeng Wei

Oh, and I didn't go to TTS. And if I'm not there in school on Tuesday, I have officially died and you can come to my memorial some day on the next week or so. ;P

Illnesses are Sickening

2009-07-02T19:54:00.003+08:00

Sigh! Been out of school for 3 days now. First day was the NWSP Prize Presentation ceremony and it was during class time so we had to pull out of classes. I could only come back for History and Chemistry, which means I missed out on English and Calculus. And then I fell sick. Which means 2 hours of Calculus gone, 1.5 hours of English gone, 1 hour of Chinese and 3 hours of Physics gone! Poof! Just like that. Sheesh. Plus, tomorrow there's PE which I'll definitely be skipping. That leaves Calculus, Evolution and Chinese and yet I have to stay till 4 because my actual lessons only start at 11.30am. I think I'm going to die tomorrow in school.

Speaking of which, I feel really discriminated against, even in my own house! First, it was my Dad and now I'm sick. My dad's recovering quickly and just has a slight cough but I still have fluctuating temperatures which hit high fever levels at 38.0 degrees as well. My doctor said that if I still have the fever temperatures even after taking leave for 2 days, I'll have to go to TTS to find out if I have H1N1. I mostly have all the symptoms. Sheesh.

My family is like shunning me and asking me to be more "socially responsible". They're telling me to wear a mask and don't eat near them or cough without a tissue or throw my tissues into a "personal" doggy bag. Then I'm eating porridge all day long and not allowed to touch any other food with my "infected" hands. Oh, and I can't go into their bedrooms because I might spread the germs around.

It's like I'm a cancerous cell or something and everyone's avoiding me at all costs. I'm already feeling bad enough in my condition and yet my family wants to put more pressure on me by shunning me. It's like I don't feel home in my house. I might as well just sleep on the streets and make everyone feel better. My family should be supporting me and trusting me and yet I feel like an outsider. I'm wondering if I should go to school tomorrow. I might not, you might see me on the news as one of the newly discovered H1N1 virus spreaders. If I still have a fever tonight or tomorrow morning, my mum is taking me straight to TTS.

Gah, I really hate Singaporeans. They're like so obsessed with people who have the flu and wearing a mask. They immediately disperse from a room in no time at all, trying to get as far away from the H1N1 gang. And my mum is afraid of being publicly labeled as a relative to a H1N1 carrier. She also exaggerated the fact that everybody won't come here because it will be quarantined and there will be posters and notes all over our doors screaming "KEEP OUT! H1N1 CARRIERS LIVE HERE!".

Trying to be optimistic here. I'll hopefully attend school tomorrow, but likewise would be shunned from class activities and placed at the farthest corners of the class, a safe distance away from my classmates.

Oh, and a shout-out to Ms Evangeline Cheng who might be reading this! :D

First Day of School!

2009-06-29T15:39:00.004+08:00

Oh my. I totally felt an out-of-body experience when I first stepped into class. It's as if the class were some weird jungle which I know nothing about. I think it takes time to warm up again after you been away from so long. Especially with your Mentor stopping you from coming in to the class and drilling you with all the H1N1 questions. I was tempted to say that I had a runny nose that morning but didn't and it went away after mentoring. It's usually because of my sinus. Oh, and everyone was talking about MJ's unexpected death. Sigh! I wasn't a total fan of him but I did know the more popular songs like "Billy Jean", "Thriller" and so on. But somehow people tend to forget that 2 other people died that week as well. Farrah Fawcett and Neda from Iran. I saw the video of Neda's death and it was really heartbreaking. Still, there's nothing we can do about it so back to school!

Mentoring was talking about H1N1 as always and Mrs James gave us our timetables! :D I didn't print out mine because I knew she would give us one! :D Then first was Chemistry. The first part was still OK but I was still feeling the effects of surrealism and couldn't really pay attention until the calculations part. We're going to have the Come-Back quiz tomorrow, unfortunately. So studying Orbits today, finished the rest already.

Then Chinese we got the shock of our lives and it was pure torture looking through all the H1 Chinese Syllabus. I think I'll need all the motivation in the world to NOT DROP to CLB and keep pushing on till I complete the syllabus. Oh, and O Level Oral is on Thursday. Great... More Chinese.

Genetics was hardest! There's a full 20 or so slides on the history of genetics, which I don't think is really relevant because all they talked about was what this generation couldn't find out and who finally figured it out in the next decade or so. The last few slides were important and we only got 40 minutes to go through them. And next week is the practical! Gah! Die. Homework starts to pile in again. And I get the main gist of the lagging replication DNA strand but totally forgot all the terms except primase. And that's only the FIRST LECTURE! This is going to be a tough module to handle. I'm just really looking forward to Evolution to brighten my day.

Sentosa + ACM = Family Love

2009-06-12T21:25:00.010+08:00

With the sunlight in my eyes, all I can see are stars and not the banal humdrums of life.

I went for a great family outing today! And, took many pictures! :D Heehee! But my phone almost died on me, but it was faithful and held out till I took enough photos. Sorry in advance for the poor quality on some of the pictures. Trust me, I did retakes umpteen times and still couldn't get a good one either because of my shaky hand or because of the horrible lighting in the museum.

First off, we all woke up at 9am. Well, actually me only. Everyone else woke up pretty early for some reason. So I had my breakfast of pancakes and maple syrup, all from Aunt Jemima's brand. My sister had them too. So we all planned to go out because everyone was at home. My mum has been dying to see the new Kang Xi exhibits in the ACM for a long while now so today was the day!

But first, we went off to Sentosa's Underwater World! :D It had a new Isopod exhibit which is really cool! So we drove there, figuring that the parking fee at Sentosa would be much cheaper than parking at Vivo and taking cable car/bus to Sentosa. When we reached the gantry, my parents were really funny. They were fiddling with cash and cards because the fee was only $10 for all of us. My mum took out $50 in advance and so was struggling to find smaller change. Then the gantry operator told us the fee was deducted using the cashcard. So, my dad too out the card to pass it to my mum to have the gantry operator tell us that he already deducted the fee. Heehee, I think we're just one big family of jokers. Even the gantry officer was smirking to himself when we passed.

We went to park at the beach station and then got lost once we went by foot. In the end, we went in the right direction but it still took us quite long to reach the food court and there were tons of people there too. Apparently, it was some large gathering of Primary School students with a similar sized group some University Undergrads. They were blasting HSM songs. Which I inevitably sang and danced to the tunes. My parents were shaking their heads and my sister tried to get as far away as possible. I seriously can't help it! I think I'm an addict of some sort. o.O Once we had our fill, we went off to the bus station to catch a bus to the Underwater World attraction.

The first stop was the "petting" zone? We got to touch the fishes, sharks and rays. It's really weird touching a fish, especially a ray! It's really slimy. Seriously, I love animals and mean no disrespect but they felt weird. Maybe I need to get used to them and I haven't really touched a marine animal in quite some time. There were actually machines which dispense food for the rays for $1 and you could feed them by hand. I didn't try to though. There mouths are huge! And they seriously just grab the things straight from your hand. I saw some other people feeding them and got freaked out. I'd rather feed a lion or something. Haha.

The next stop was the Sea Angels. They apparently belong to Class Gastropoda. They don't have eyes but they have sensory organs at the tip of their projections. They are really small! Like a few millimeters in length. And they swim by flapping their "wings" which make them look like angels. I found a really nice picture of one, because I didn't get one of my own. They're so cute!

Next up were the crabs! I saw the giant Spider Crab first. It's huge! And one even stood up to let me see it's bottom! Took a picture of it too! Then there was a teeny tiny coconut crab hiding inside it's enclosure. It's seriously small, it could fit into my hands if I cupped them together. The ones I saw at CI'07 were way bigger! Then we saw a poor horseshoe crab. It died and was belly up. You could see all it's legs. It was really sad and some tiny catfish were taking refuge under it's shell. Didn't take a photo either.

Hmm, then we went to the isopod enclosure! Ok well, it was more of a fun exhibit where people could play in! It had a dome shaped opening where you could crawl in and look at the isopods close up. It was also a great photo-op! We hogged the place and took serveral! Haha! :D Then we moved on to the main attraction, the revolving dome exhibition where most of the marine life are feature. We took several photos there and went twice! Got bored of it though, and people were pushing and shoving. There were quite a few tour groups too. From Korea and China. We let them take pictures and got out of the way since they should have the priority. But some of them were seriously rude. I was talking to my sister about the fish and was taking a photo of it. Suddenly, this CHEENA man came up and bumped me aside. My photo went all blurry and stuff. And he hogged the place with his FAT @$$ for like 5 mins before he let me in again. Sheesh. We also got to view the feeding of the fish. They really SWARM in! The poor guy had to wrestle his way out to go to another area of the tank. He waved at us too!

We went out and we got this free tickets to go to Desperados! It's this really cool interactive game where you sit on a saddle and shoot at outlaws and drunken cowboys. I got 0 in the first round! Haha! :D They take pictures of the best and worst shooters and I got my face plastered with a donkey's face! But I reedeemed myself the second round! :D Hehee! :D I won the Sheriff's Badge because I got the most points in the game! Wahaha! My sister was second, my dad 3rd and my mum LAST! I LOVE MY FAMILY! Some how, we just all like our faces plastered on the screen. In the first round, my mum was first, my dad 2nd and my sis 3rd. So we all switched around for the second round! Wahahaha :D I still got the Sheriff's Gold Badge and everyone else got the Silver Deputy Sheriff's Badge.

Then we went to ride the Luge! It's our 2nd day of riding in our lives. This time, we posed for the camera shot! We got a diamond formation! :D We bought that photo and now we're showing it off to the world. I might have it scanned in so that I can set it as my desktop wallpaper. It's a really cool picture. Me and my sister were totally cam-whoring on the Sky Ride. Wahaha! :D I love those pictures! Straight after, we all stopped at Starbucks to get a quick drink. I got the Iced Caramel Latte, my sister got the Double Chocolate Ice Blended and my parents shared a plain Iced Latte. I got a major headache after that. I can't take in too much caffine. Haha! Either that, or I was majorly dehydrated. After that, everyone was poofed out but we still went to the Kang Xi Exhibits.

Arrived there and parking was yet again a mojr issue. But we were lucky and managed to secure a slot in around 15 minutes time of waiting. We had a special promotion price for a family of 4! We only had to pay $20. So we viewed most of the exhibits that were already on display and I took quite alot of photos there. It's cool to learn about ancient history. I'm always fascinated by the culture and literature of the ancient world, I don't really give a damn about the modern one though. Which is why I don't really like history classes, but love history itself.

Then we viewed the Kang Xi Exhibit. We weren't allowed to snap pictures, so sorry but if you want to see the exhibit, you should get tickets and go! It's really cool! :D They made it really modern so it's quite interactive. And they also had paper calculators back in the day! It could even cube root and log simple numbers! It's totally awesome. Shan't reveal too much, but that was what interested me the most! Freaking cool! :D And the 80m long scroll. That was awesome. It seriously was really cool! :D Ok, shall stop bragging. Shall upload pictures!

WARNING! PICTURE HEAVY! 100+ PICTURES! BROWSE THROUGH AT YOUR OWN RISK!

My angel dog! :D

Doesn't she look just adorable in this photo?! Could just squish her! Heehee.

LAST DAYS OF SCHOOL!

Class Pizzas! WE ordered 8 large and there STILL WASN'T ENOUGH!

Nic made a cube full of hearts for me! :D One on each side!

Black on Yellow

Yellow on Black

Red on Orange

Orange on Red

Green on Blue

Blue on Green

FIREPROOF

Firstly, total darkness...

Then a scary face and hand greet you in a white light!

P4 MATH CARNIVAL

Pork Floss and Foxy! :D

We're all REEDEEMED! :D

Heehee! This proves that bored people read my blog while DJ-ing.

Popsicle Sticks in return for 2 hard days of work! Yummy!

XLCRAP

Who's that mystery person hiding behind skewers full of drumlets and fishballs?!

Master Chef for the DAY!

UNDERWATER WORLD

GIANT SPIDER CRAB! Who was nice enough to show me it's bottom!

Mummy and Daddy Dearest inside the Isopod Dome!

Sissy and I, 1st attempt total fail!

2nd Attempt? Heehee! OK :D

Jellies!

Moon Jellies! :D

Inside the big revolving exhibit. Note my height against my sis. BOO!

Schools.

White-tipped reef sharks! Notice the white tip! Easy identification! There's also the black-tipped counterpart.

The Great White! Which is in 3D and you have to stand outside to see. It's cool to watch people go by and try to look for the shark! Heehee.

HUGE GREY NURSE SHARK!

Me next to it! With an awkward smile...

Mummy and Daddy! :D

Other grey nurse sharks.

Failed attempt at capturing a ray from below.

Best failed attempt trying to capture a shark from below.

Big ass lips that I want to kiss!

Deep Sea Isopod!

Dugong or Manatee! Mermaids of the Sea! Her name is Gracie! :D

Cleaning time boys!

And now it's FEEDING TIME! SWARM!

BIG ASS SPIDER CRAB MOULT! It used to belong to a spider crab that they had in the facility but it died. So now it's mounted up! :D

LUGE & SKY RIDE

All aboard!

Was bored! So took this! :D

My dad's head was too big! Even for the LARGE HELMET!

I LOVE THIS PICTURE! MWAHAHA! :D

Mummy and Daddy Dearest AGAIN! :D

The luges we queued so long for!

Up on the Sky Ride Camwhoring!

We sat behind them! So that they couldn't do any "ahem" things behind our backs!

Another photo that I really love! :D

Sheriff Yeo, reporting for duty! :D *see the gold badge?!*

KANG XI EMPEROR EXHIBIT

Mummy and Daddy!

Tiffany and I!

TURN LEFT FOR EXHIBITS

Buddha with Naga surround him.

Supposedly Buddha's Footprint

Detailed Artwork

Buddhist monks Praying

Another look at the really cool artwork.

Leafs of a Book of Scriptures.

Main Book of Scriptures.

Miniscule tools.

Some jewellry that was trendy in the past.

A dress that a girl would have worn.

Cute Little hats which children would wear in the winter.

Ancient Clothes! :D

A book made of bark! The contents were interesting but I forgot what it was about.

A close up of the manuscript.

Oracel Bones.

A bronze urn adorned with figures.

Exquisite Ming Porcelain Artwork.

A warrior on a tiger and a Ming Vase.

I loved this piece the best!

Heehee! Cute little steamboat set! Complete with pranws and crabs!

A sculpture of a family eating together.

Guan Yin in heaven with all her little deities surrounding her.

Porcelain Figurines, this time painted.

A reminder of what houses used to be like in the past.

I found this sign really cute!

A scholar's table.

A writing set, complete with brushes and ink palettes.

A pair of scrolls...

by the hand of Chen Qin Wang!

A poem about literature.

A pull-put drawer which you can touch!

Authentic Ming Porcelain plates.

This was soo cool! :D A Buddha's head was carved out in 3D but the rest of his body is just etched into a huge stone slab. Guess the artist was lazy!

The art of "Daoism"! I think they meant "Taoism".

A few of the many Taoist Deities.

Vintage Street Sign!

Vintage everyday items like stamps, coins and british dollar bills!

OK I'M DONE! :D Phew. That was tough. Anyway, after the museum, we went to eat MALA STEAMBOAT! Mmm... We went to the Beach Road one, since we passed by there earlier in the day. That one was SUPER FREAKING HOT! It drove me to tears just drinking that! I had to down 2 cups of coke! I almost went for the lime and aloe vera drink but firstly, the cost was $3.40 a cup! Secondly, it's acidic so it would hurt much more! And there was Soya Bean Milk on the menu but I don't like Soyabean. Bleh! Burned my tongue. Hope I don't get the runs early in the morning tmr!

Going to the park tomrrow with family again! Then everyone is going seperate ways later in the day. My parents are going to a wedding, lunch service. My sister is going to watch her coach's volleyball match and tennis later on. I'm going to watch HEARTBEAT with XY and maybe eating dinner as well. Heehee! Hectic day!

I"M SO TOTALLY ATTENDING THIS! :D

It's going to be a kick ass event!

My friends keep my heart beating

2009-06-11T21:14:00.006+08:00

FAVED QUOTES OF CHIAN!

Hansiang: Aiya, my camera cannot take picture, too dark already, cannot focus.
Kashing: Wah, buy thousand dollar camera cannot focus?
Everyone else: Hahaha.
Kashing: Thousand dollar camera don't have flash?
Everyone else: Hahaha.
-Hansiang decides to use flash function-
Kashing: Wah LIGHTNING!
Everyone else: HAHAHA!

-Xinyi offers me hotdog just from the pit-
Me: Omg never tell me it's hot!!
Hansiang: Aiyo, hotdog is hot what. -Takes a bite- EH WAHLAO HOT!!!

Kashing: Eh I want to COOK!!!

Lorna: -Squeals while cuddling and smothering Coco- Whee my 'kuchiku'!!! I love you so much!!! You're my baby girl!!!
-5 minutes later-
Lorna: Eh you stupid dog!

OMG! I totally love my friends who are just like an extra large piece of crap. They totally stink and rock my world! I don't have photos of that day though. Sad. I should take more photos, lest I forget the great people in my teenage life.

So, I woke up at around 10 am and went off to fetch my crap friends from, where else, West Mall. Which honestly is the most boring mall which I have been to and yet I always rely on it to meet up with friends if they're coming to my place. So, I always arrive earlier than the rest but somehow, I managed to arrive 30 mins earlier than the designated time. They guys didn't even meet up YET! Chian was still on her way from City Hall when I called in to check. Xinyi and PHS were coming much later. I went up to Popular and saw this great book on sale! It's called "The Broken Souls". It's your usual thriller story. It isn't really as gory as it claims to be but it was way cheap! I read about 6 chapters in when Chian reached.

We waited for the guys to show up which was about another half hour away and stopped by McDonalds for our quick lunch. The guys met us there. And as usual, they were goofing around. The big twist was that this time, the girls weren't the ones on "diet". They guys ate much less than us, which made me feel fat! After lunch, we headed down to the bowling alley. My fingers haven't been slotted into a greasy bowling bowl in ages and the feeling was total ecstasy when I did! The shoes though, were a different matter. We ended up pairing up and my team eventually won because KS was goofing around in the first game and in the last 2 games he was trying to hook the ball! Which he did on several attempts! :D But I lost the overall individual category. BOO! I won the first game but then lost the next 2. I lost my an overall 20 points but I think I had the most number of strikes! :D Heehee! :D

After that we went grocery shopping! Chian and I were goofing off and trying to out-run the guys. In the end, both our feet hurt as we weren't wearing the appropriate foot attire for running. She was wearing her strappy slippers which undeniably hurt, I can testify, and I was wearing my really loose crabby ballet flats. We met PHS there and he gave us his expert opinion on BBQ stuff! We're total noobs at this kind of things. Nobody brought MONEY! SO I had to pay for the whole shibang. I'll get back at them later! Charge them 50% service charge! xP Kidding! Asking where the other 2 went? Apparently, they went to the arcade. Zzz... So, Chian got pissed and then we waited for quite some time. Then we played a prank on them.

We went back home and the weather is freaking hot! I was sweating balls by the time we reached home. We intended to wait for Xinyi as the guys wanted to watch the NBA finals between LA Lakers and Orlando Magic. No interest, so just waited for the game to end and we headed down to meet XY at the pit. We didn't have alot of things because I didn't really plan and prepare the stuff.

So, we missed out on a grill thing which we had to go to great lengths to obtain. We called everyone! XY first, then my Mum which called my dad which called me to say my dad wasn't available. Then XY asked me to call Chong Wei, since he lives just next to me. But I didn't have his number, which I had to go trhough Clayton to get. In the end, PHS had to walk to CW's condo to buy it and we were trying to figure out how to get the fire started.

The guys tried and failed many times and Chian got it in a instant. Haha! Girl Power! I was just a person who lit the matches and held the fire starter, a.k.a Ultimate Slacker. Heehee. XY arrived and PHS minutes after, with the grill! Then we found out we didn't have utensils and brushes. But that was after we had skewered everything. Sigh, it was an ultimate fail BBQ but it was fun!

We went back up to the house but it was really late already. We attempted to play Twister like last year but it ended up in us eating peach slices. KS was sitting in a corner being all sugar-high and stuff, drinking straight from the bottle of Coke. He looked seriously "drunken". Oh, we played MJ too. The guys left after one round because Rahul was pissed. The girls continued on and I was trying to coach and play at the same time. Then Chian left and returned my favourite book! :D Xinyi stayed on and we played 4 rounds with her! Haha! :D I was trying to coach her and she was counting the digits on all the tiles. It was so cute! :D Finally she left, we cleared up and I went to sleep exhausted.

My right arm hurts like shit now. I was wondering all day about the ache in my right arm. I only realised it's cause after I typed out the day's events. I feel bad for not going for class outing. Sigh, I'm just too tired. I'll definitely make it up to the class. Oh, and we took quotes from the day! We laughed a hell lot!

CHIAN, I <3 YOUR NEW SKIN! :D
XY, I'M ATTENDING HEARTBEAT! :D <3

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i'm seriously craving cupcakes now.

what timely departure.

2009-06-03T20:30:00.005+08:00

There's so many things going on right now. And that P4 Math Carnival is sucking the life out of me not to mention wasting resources.

I was a good girl and forced myself to get up for netball training today. I kept trying to convince myself it's much better as 3 days per Month instead of 3 days per Week. So I willed myself up to change and everything. Then I took my dad's car and had totally no clue how cold the weather was this morning. The breeze was particularly strong and chilly. So anyway, I met Elaine in the driveway and turns out only 8 of us were actually there for training.

It was quite OK, seeing as I haven't trained in decades. I've lost all my mental strength as I can't even hold 30 second bridges/statics. Grr... no wonder my tummy is in the shape that it's been in these past few years. Sigh, I shall try to will myself into doing PTs as well. Oh, and the court was soaked. So the balls were also soaked and splashed rainwater all over us. And the balls were also really slippery so I couldn't get a good grip on a few of them and they inevitably smashed my face yet again. Forgot to wear my contacts and so my glasses got smashed but I fixed them now. :D Anyway, getting a much nicer pair this week hopefully! Then we moved down to the concourse as it was raining moderately I guess, for lack of a better word.

We played the Tap Ball game. It was fun! :D We haven't played that game in ages. And I got to run around aimlessly again. Oh, and chests were smashed, inevitably I suppose. But to hear the thud when the impact lands is just "ouch". We played 4 games I think. Then we joined the juniors in their training but we only did one set. Then I rushed back home! This is the start of the epic story of which I would like to name "The Epic Math Carnival".

Here it goes:

One fine day, exhausted after netball practice, this girl rushed back home thinking she would still be able to make it in time for her P4 Math Carnival Briefing in school later on that afternoon. So, she quickly made her exit and waited at the bus stop for her bus which usually crawled to the juncture, making the wait all the more agonizing.

Finally, she boarded the bus and alighted at the designated stop. She ran most of her way home and quickly got her necessary garments and rushed off to the shower. She hurriedly washed off all the grime, dirt and sweat off her body and changed into a fresh uniform. Someone off in the distance called out to her, her lunch was ready. She came out of the bathroom, wringing out her hair.

She chomped down her meal of Spicy Fried Rice and quickly went to the blow dryer. She turned the power on to the maximum and started combing through her thick locks to get to the bottom-most layer and started to work her way up. She had already planned her activities so that she would maximise what little time was given. She managed to dry her hair to the point where she was satisfied and quickly tied it up into a simple ponytail.

She played and fed her dog for the remaining amount of time before departing towards another bus stop to wait for her bus. When alighting, she wasn't surprised to see it filled to the brim. However, she thanked her lucky stars that there was a seat not taken and quickly ascended on it. She opened her edition of "Salvation in Death" by Nora Roberts and read the last few pages of the current chapter before closing it again and waiting patiently for the bus to arrive at her school.

After a few minutes, she realised that her friend had also boarded the same bus towards school. However, she didn't know if he had saw her and they never made eye contact. When they arrived, she quickly went up to him to start a conversation about the purpose of the briefing that they were going to attend later.

She had made it! With only minutes to spare, she clambered onto a seat next to her other friend who apparently also just reached. She started to converse and wait for her other friend to arrive. Then they decided to shift seats as more people were coming in and they didn't want to be a dead weight.

Yeah, ok can't continue. I'm not good in English if you didn't know. So, shall not pretend to be. Yup, met Aaron in the bus. Met Janice in the Auditorium. We then shifted up because all the other schools were trying to find seats where they all could sit together and I think we were blocking them as we were randomly sitting in any empty space. So we moved to the back and Cheryl joined us. The Genevieve joined too! She was wearing some jeweled flip flips and a skirt. She was weaving something cool! :D I shall do it too! :D

Then they told us to move back to the front, so we shifted back to our original seats. Naomi still hadn't arrived yet. So, the MOE GE Branch guy was shifting us AGAIN because he wanted it orderly. Yup, so we shifted to the side. Shortly afterwards, Naomi came. So we were all complaining as the guy wasn't even addressing us. We waited 45 minutes then we got a briefing of

"OK, we'll brief you tomorrow at 7.15am."

Genius. I wasted all the electricity, water and money for nothing! NOTHING! Super pissed. Grr... I seriously don't like this carnival. And plus, we're arriving 45 minutes earlier before the rest because they want to brief us. (#&$@)#!

Followed Janice all the way to Bishan to collect her photocopied papers. She's already doing Calculus exercises! We wanted to watch a movie but there wasn't anything nice showing that we hadn't already seen. So Janice ran happily off and me and Naomi got something to eat at BreadTalk. She got ice cream too from McDonalds. We wanted to find a place to sit but the restaurant was full as usual. Went back home via MRT and my knees were aching. Probably from all the running around and netball.

Went back to Home Sweet Home and end of story. I didn't sleep like a baby at all. I don't know why. I'm so frustrated today. Sigh. Oh, and I like this rendition of "Oceans Avenue" by YellowCard. It's been playing on the radio for quite some time and I just seemed to want to upload it to my blog now. I feel like I'm in a live concert again. Seeming which, I've only been to one live concert in my LIFE and it was Planet Shakers. And now everyone knows why I like PS even though I'm not Christian.

Oh and we ate at Carnivore, Vivo City for Daddy's Birthday! Scrum-dee-li-umpcious! :D So was the cake! My dad said he overate because he ate 2 slices of OUR BIRTHDAY CAKE and then his colleagues threw him a birthday bash too and he got to eat MORE CAKE.

So basically Carnivore is a restaurant where there's a salad bar. There aren't any menus as it's free-flow of meat. No appetizers or main courses, just plain meat. It's the Brazilian Churrascaria. They roast several different meat on spits and then they come out and carve it straight onto your plate whilst still hot! :D All meat lovers fantasy. I couldn't eat much that day as I got my braces done. But I still managed to eat some fantastic meats, though cut small enough for a baby to chew on.

We ordered some apple spritz and my dad had the Sauvignon. I got to try some! :D I like wine! I guess it's an acquired taste. I hate beer though. I can't stand it being bitter and gassy at the same time. The total bill was $223.30. I was schooling my parents on proper etiquette. Which is funny as my sister was saying I sounded more like the parents and my parents were behaving more like the kids. I guess when you're having a good time you'll tend to forget that it's fine dining.

When my mum read out the price, she didn't include the decimal. She just read out 2233. So we were all thinking $2233?! OMFG! Then she explained and we could all breathe easier. Oh, and we had Chocolate Fudge Cake and Strawberry Ice cream for dessert. Almost wanted to get my Apple Crumble! Sigh, I couldn't bite so I decided to go for something soft like cake. Yup! :D That's about it. Didn't get a picture of Daddy's cake though. That would be fun!

NEW MOON!

2009-06-01T19:38:00.010+08:00

OMG! THE TRAILER IS THE BOMB! The wolf is too cute I think. Wahaha! :D OK, now I'm dying to see it!

Ok, the next best thing. O levels was a total bummer. Especially Paper 1. The guys said Paper 2 was harder but the girls said Paper 2 was easier. Besides, I'm definitely assured a place in the TOP 5 for the girls. =D I just hope I pass enough not to get transfered down to CL B. Lol, everyone's been asking about Os today.

Apparently, PTM didn't go as bad as I thought it would be. Ms Kong praised me for my improvement and asked me to work harder next semester and revise during the holidays. The same thing went for Mr Teo as well. My mum's happy that the teachers said I improved but she's constantly nagging me to do my homework. It's only been 3 DAYS into the holidays! Sheesh! I have no life.

Tomorrow is Daddy's Birthday! :D I shall post something nice tomorrow then! And we get to finally eat that delicious cake that we almost ruined with our unstable minds and hands. Yum! We're going to a restaurant in Vivo but I don't know which one exactly. I'm wondering if we should sneak it into the restaurant and ask them to serve us some dessert and they whip out the disaster cake. Haha! :D

Oh yeah, and wanted to share two new songs. I bet you already heard the second one though, if you watched American Idol's Grand Finale. The first is now a personal favourite because I watched the video on MTV and loved it. And the third one is my explanation for the current trend that's hit Timo and Jah to sing that irritating part. It was from an old song actually, and yes I do know the lyrics to that one as well before I heard this one.

Kelly Clarkson - I Do Not Hook Up

Oh, sweetheart put the bottle down, you've got too much talent
I see you through those bloodshot eyes
There's a cure, you've found it

Slow motion sparks, you've caught that chill, now don't deny it
But boys will be boys, oh, yes they will
They don't wanna define it

Just give up the game and get into me
If you're looking for thrills then get cold feet

Oh, no I do not hook up, up I go slow
So if you want me I don't come cheap
Keep your head on my hand and your heart on your sleeve

Oh, no I do not hook up, up I fall deep
'Cause the more that you try the harder I'll fight to say goodnight

I can't cook, no but I can clean up the mess she left
Lay your head down and feel the beat as I kiss your forehead
This may not last but this is now so love the one you're with

You wanna chase but you're chasin' your tail
A quick fix won't ever get you well

Oh, no I do not hook up, up I go slow
So if you want me I don't come cheap
Keep your head on my hand and your heart on your sleeve

Oh, no I do not hook up, up I fall deep
'Cause the more that you try the harder I'll fight to say

'Cause I feel the distance between us
Could be over with the snap of your finger, oh, no

Oh, no I do not hook up, up I go slow
So if you want me I don't come cheap
Keep your head on my hand and your heart on your sleeve

Oh, no I do not hook up, up I fall deep
'Cause the more that you try the harder I'll fight to say
'Cause the more that you try the harder I'll fight to say goodnight

Oh, sweetheart put the bottle down 'cause you don't wanna miss out

Daughtry - No Surprise

I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I say it louder, I love how it sounds
Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrappin' this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

Chorus
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever, just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

Chorus
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say

Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God knows we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no,
As no surprise

If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this
It's easier to see the reason why

Chorus
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
(stayed till today)
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Flo Rida feat. Wynter - Sugar

[Wynter]
Da double dee double di (x7)
My lips like sugar (x2)
This candy got you sprung (x2)
So call me your sugar (x2)
You love you some (x2)
I’m sweet like
Da double dee double di (x3)
I’m sweet like
Da double dee double di (x2)
I’m sweet like
Da double dee double di
Sugar

[Flo Rida]
Hey, I’ve got a mouth full of cavities.
Sweet tooth, full of mama, like sugar to me.
So my love with the lips, put a bug in the ear tone.
Shawty gotta kiss, it’s an emergency.
Spit sprung for the taste, addicted to her gloss.
Won’t smile this way, baby I rub it off.
Put my tongue in your face
A little mistletoe, sippin’ Gram I A.
I’m a fan all day.

Do me that favor, cuz I like your flavor.
My manage behavior; I’m into your major.
Sweeter so flavor, that’s good for this player.
My hood, now and later, throw back like a pager.
Pretty much, you’re givin’ me a sugar rush.
Lil mama, give me high blood pressure when you blush.
Lips feel soft as a feather when we touch, Shawty that’s what’s up.

[Wynter]
My lips like sugar (x2)
This candy got you sprung (x2)
So call me your sugar (x2)
You love you some (x2)
I’m sweet like
Da double dee double di (x3)
I’m sweet like
Da double dee double di (x2)
I’m sweet like
Da double dee double di
Sugar

[Flo Rida]
Hey, Sh Shawty would you mind, cuz I want me some.
Now and later, I don’t wanna have to wait, you the one.
Yep! Yep! Your vision. So, so delicious.
Can’t help my interest, candy addiction.
Wanna peace, to a piece gotta get a piece.
I don’t know a piece, Give me all your sweets.
Bottom and top lip, bout to have a sugar feast.
Level with our trip, I’m a lip bitin’ beast.
Man for them things, all 42 teeth.

Squeeze the sugar cane on your mouth, must beat.
Ain’t your mama slirp, stickin’, usin’ my tree.
Like taffy but classy, get at me.
I’m flyly Let you know I wanna kiss.
But your lips, they’ll do me fine.
Now baby don’t trip with the juicy kind.
Get, get on the grip, Girl you ain’t lyin’.

[Wynter]
My lips like sugar (x2)
This candy got you sprung (x2)
So call me your sugar (x2)
You love you some (x2)
I’m sweet like
Da double dee double di (x7)
Sugar

[Flo Rida]
You like my sugar, my sugar.
You so sweet, so sweet.
Like my candy, my candy
You so sweet, so sweet.
I got a good appetite with you on me, on me.
I’ll wrap you out of them clothes.
You my treat, my treat.

Girl you my sugar, I call you Candy
And tonight I’m gonna get me some, get me some.
Girl you my sugar, I call you Candy
And tonight I’m gonna get me some, get me some sugar.

[Wynter]
My lips like sugar (x2)
This candy got you sprung (x2)
So call me your sugar (x2)
You love you some (x2)
I’m sweet like
Da double dee double di (x3)
I’m sweet like
Da double dee double di (x2)
I’m sweet like
Da double dee double di
Sugar

The original song came from H E R E!

Oh, and the new Heineken Advert is hilarious. Well, for me at least.

Oh and sorry it's in another language. Couldn't find the English one. But you get the idea.

"Never leave your partner behind"

2009-05-31T20:08:00.007+08:00

OMG! NEW MOON SNEAK PEEK! Well, it wasn't that nice to be honest. But the excitement building up to it is killing me! I want to see how it fares against "Twilight". Oh, and thanks Shri! :D I try to be optimistic.

Tomorrow is the BIG TEST! O LEVELS! And yet, not like everyone else I still have to continue on with Chinese for another 1.5 years before I can drop it. Sigh. I really hope I do well. Though not counting on it because I barely touched a Chinese book ever since the exam was over. I NEED MOTIVATION TO AT LEAST READ AN ARTICLE OR SOMETHING! Not dropping to CL B. Not dropping to CL B!

We are having Class Chalet in the end! :D Yippee Doo Whee! So excited! But seems like most people already have plans so we don't really know what to do right now. Kinda in the middle about everything. I also still haven't enrolled for any dance or yoga classes! And it's funny the way people are so shocked when they find out I'm enrolling for dance classes, moreover yoga classes.

Finished my Dad's Cake at "The Icing Room". It was where I did my sister's cake. She totally forgot about it. This is the kind of gratitude I have for giving her my hard work! Sigh. But this time my dad knew about it. It was inevitable really. Also, this time me and my sis decorated together! I was panicking half the time because she had some weird decorating ideas and it almost got ruined!

Went for Joanna's Church Service today. It was my first service! It was kinda neat! :D Everyone singing Hymns and bowing their heads down in prayer. Of course, I didn't pray because I don't really believe, no offense. The Pastor today talked about Death. It was really interesting as he pointed out the differences between religions when they talk about the afterlife. I personally believe that I'll get reincarnated or there just lies nothing after this. Guess we can never be too sure what lies ahead. So better to live life to the fullest! :D

I attended a Movie Screening at Janice's Church on Friday night! It was a night of technical glitches, blinding blue screens of death and a really romantic movie that made me cry 3 times. Haha, yes Janice, I lied about the crying part. I shall go get "Fireproof" and show it too all the girlfriends so that I can make them cry too! :D It's so touching.

Agreed to a large extent.

2009-05-28T14:30:00.005+08:00

I've just agreed that my class is nice to a very large extent. It's going to be so sad when we reshuffle again at the end of this year. Apparently, many people didn't get in for Math Honours and that made them extremely emo today. Which is a bummer because the holidays are approaching really fast! Besides, I need to go focus on O levels if I do not want to get kicked back to CL B next year. Gosh. That would be very demoralising. A Chinese not know Mandarin. And I also agree that our class it's fair share of A-holes too which just want to ruin everybody's day.

We're going to get our progress reports tomorrow! Well, what's done is done and can't change anything since it's been printed in black and white already. Just deal with it. My sister's PTM is today. I wish her good luck! She scored pretty well I think. She's able to get her dream racket which I have no interest in. I still have to finish my module evaluation surveys which took forever to load in school. It even pushed me out of eSpace twice and disconnected thrice. The computers there just don't like me. Sigh.

No Boundaries - Adam Lambert and Kris Allen (Studio Version)

Ohh
Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want
But how long can you wait
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you've lost your way

What if my chances were already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong
But you gave me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

I fought to the limit you stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don't know where the future's headed
Nothing's gonna bring me down
Jumped every bridge I've run every line
I risk being safe, I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
No boundaries
Yeah, there are no boundaries

Chock full of goodness.

2009-05-26T20:28:00.003+08:00

My holidays are jam packed with activities and I'm loving it! I'd rather go out then rot at home. My first week is already packed to the brim and I still have to register for other stuff like a job and dance class! COOL! :D I love my holidays.

1st week:
1st O Levels Chinese
2nd Chemistry Baking Workshop and Daddy's BIRTHDAY! :D
3rd Dental Appointment
4th P4 Math Carnival
5th P4 Math Carnival

Other activities going on:

406 Class Outing (Vijays Bday?)
Enroll for Hip-Hop Dance Class at O School
Enroll for Yoga Classes
Find a job
Donate blood...
Random Movie Marathon at my house!
Have a Girls Night Out
Attend Nicholas's Concert
Netball Trainings
Surabaya Trip
Arrange for Coco's Scaling appointment
Finish reading "Salvation in Death"
Watch Movies!
Prepare for IRP
Pack table
Prepare for upcoming semester
Register for upcoming modules

I've finished reading "Angels and Demons". It was quite a twist from the movie storyline but I think they basically had the same idea. I find that there's a huge difference between as opposed to reading the book first then watching the movie watching the movie first then reading the book watching the movie first then reading the book . I find I enjoy both equally if I do the latter one. If I do the previous one, then I would only find the movie a huge bore as it swerves from the storyline.

Watching "Blade: The Series" now. I'm a total sucker for vampire flicks. Thats why I'm still awaiting the arrival of "Underworld: Rise of the Lycans" to come out on DVD so I can get it! I don't go for second best when it comes to my entertainment so I don't like to watch movies on the computer as the quality sucks. I'd rather purchase the DVD and enjoy it for the years to come. Oh, talking crap now. Realised that I haven't been answering my tagboard messages for quite some time. Hehe, sorry guys! I'm just lazy.

I'm attending this movie screening called "Fireproof" with Janice and her church. I've heard of it before but didn't interest me that much so didn't intend to watch it but she invited me and bought me a ticket so I must go! :D Haha! I think it'll be nice! :D Cool, it was the highest grossing independent film of 2008. It should be nice. I think it's talking about a fireman and his marriage. And of course, Christianity.

Tomorrow is going to be boring. But we're bringing board games to play! :D I'm bringing Taboo. Actually, lugging it to school. It's HUGE! Seriously, I wasn't meant for transport outside the house. And we're eating pizza and stuff. Yumyum! I love my class :D Wahaha!

NEW MOON!

2009-05-19T23:32:00.005+08:00

OK, I'm going GAGA over this New Moon poster! It's a teaser but it's authentic!

It looks so much better than the Twilight one. I hope that the movie will be better too!

And I want these for Christmas!

Dance Off!

2009-05-19T21:31:00.003+08:00

Anybody interested to learn it with me? Hehe! :D

Oh, BTW, watch it in HQ. Much clearer.

Preps. Props. The Works.

2009-05-18T19:53:00.006+08:00

Something for everyone who's feeling stressed out over exam results!

I can finally lift my head up high and rejoice as Semester 1 comes to a close. Now, I don't have to worry about projects and overdue work for another 2 months or so. I've had a lot of heavy downs with little ups this semester, which seem to complicated matters. Like for instance, my grades are much better but then at the cost of my friends. I feel so guilty and yet I can't stop being such a bitch about everything.

Anyway, I hope next semester will turn out to be much better. I'm not going to start on IRP because frankly, there's no course which I have interest in. All the Animal Sciences and Biology courses have been snatched away and I don't want to force myself into doing something which I don't like and have to stick with it for the rest of the year. Been down that path and I shall not tread on it again. I shall exercise this June Hols, I'm going to trim my lipid trilayer! Also planning some 406 gatherings! :D Bowling, BBQ, Cycling, Movies, the works! Maybe arcades even! It's really surprising how some people get so excited about bowling. I would have never expected that kind of a reaction from them! Haha! :D

I may also apply for a job or enroll in dance class again! :D Who knows? I'm feeling adventurous this time. And I need to widen my social circle. I seem too reliant on some people that when they aren't around, I seem to just crumble and fall away.

Yup, anyway today was pretty fun! Well, not for the first part. But that was one of my petty squabbles again. So, shall skip that part.

We ate at Subway. I got my regular Cold Cut Trio and Choc Chip Cookie. Ate and was really full. Xinyi, Chian, Fabia and Genevieve were my eating partners. I almost wanted to go to Orchard because of some planning but it got postponed in the end so I went out with Chian and Fabia to watch Angels and Demons.

We went to Westmall because it was the closest stop that had a decent cinema. It started at 11 but we got there at 11.20. So we missed the first part where they describe the anti-matter and how they synthesized it. Don't want to spoil it for any of those wanting to watch it during the marking days but it's really well produced. I didn't read the book so I don't know if it fits into the storyline but from my friends, they said it's a huge contrast. Oh, and I find it way too gruesome to be rated PG. I'm imagining the little kids watching this and they'll probably be traumatized for most of their childhood. Haha!

Then we went to crash Fabia's house. It was all the way in Ang Mo Kio! So, we talked along the journey. Hmm, things that I shall not disclose here as it might and will jeopardize a few people's reputations! Including mine of course! ^.-

We watched a few videos from YouTube and then watched The Devil Wears Prada. We only got till half way through and we had to go back. I only reached my house at 6.30 when I left at 4.30. I had to stand most of the way through! And this guy beside me had a really funny gypsy bag or something. It jingled when he moves. So it was pretty noisy. It was really weird looking too.

Yeah, anyway watching all my Disney Classics on YouTube. It sucks when Disney no longer plays the Classics and just drones on and on about ~~Miley Cyrus~~ and ~~High School Musical~~. I DID NOT JUST TYPE THAT! Yeah, but have an urge for the old times. Just watched Beauty and the Beast and The Little Mermaid.

Shall watch Aladdin and Cinderella next. I hate Snow White,Sleeping Beauty and Pinnochio. Although I LOVE AURORA! The name I mean, not the character. I shall name my daughter that one day. If I have one.

Blade the Series also just started! I love the 2-hour premiere last night! It airs after Harper's Island so I'll be wide awake on Sunday nights.

2009-05-16T13:06:00.002+08:00

Fool's Gold

2009-05-15T22:23:00.003+08:00

Hmm... this has been an interesting week, no doubt! Shan't elaborate further but my parents know and are willing to back me up if there is a need to.

Chemistry was total failure! MCQ was still manageable. OEQ was the killer! Except for the catalyst question. And the balloon question. If not, I'd rather die now then wait for my results. I hope I retain my A or at least a B.

Physics was do-able! Even though I slacked. The cow question was utterly retarded. I ended up drawing a free-body diagram in the last 5 minutes and I almost got it. It was at the tip of my tongue! But I couldn't write it down anyway. Seems like other people got weird results like 300 or 8.00x10^6 kg. So I guess I'm not totally doomed!

The only one left is vectors! :D And I shall study really hard for it! :D Since it's the last one anyway. Playing Restaurant City and waiting for Mousehunt to load while doing revision is NOT GOOD! But temptation is too great! I needed to relax once in a while.

SADNESS! There isn't going to be a class chalet because we've tried booking too late. We'll just have to settle for other ways to spend our parent's hard-earned cash!

406! Check your emails for further updates and details!

AFTER EXAMS!

Give me some time! LOL! :D

4 Down, 5 More to Go!

2009-05-12T23:11:00.004+08:00

I seriously died for EVERY PAPER TODAY!

I'm guessing everyone else did too. Of course, except Jah who was really confident about his answers! They were good too! But I don't know if they truly answer the question. Chinese was bugger. Surely going to fail. Plus, no moderation and O levels coming up way too soon. The first section was easy! But I'm not too sure about some of the comprehension answers. Then came the second comprehension which I totally DID NOT comprehend. Thus, I become desperate and started to copy the passage word for word with little paraphrasing. Of course, I added my own opinion but then it may be wrong as well. This is screwed!

The composition was manageable but I don't know if I wrote off point. I finished my gong han in 50 minutes and then proceeded on to my composition. Wrote similar points to Naomi but she didn't finish her paper. I had 5 minutes to spare so I counted the number of words and I hit 523. YAY! :D I feel like it's an accomplishment as I usually get brain freeze when doing these type of essays. Especially when under a strict time limit.

Got dismissed earlier, so went to eat a quick lunch of instant noodles which tastes horribly like plastic but there was no other choice as all the rest of the food stalls which I normally frequent didn't open for the day and the Japanese stall was flooded with people. So was content to at least have something in my grumbling stomach.

Went to library with Naomi, Cheryl and Annabeth. Annabeth didn't have any modules so she went home early. But we first tried to photostat her BioD notes but to no avail. In the process, I drained my copy card too. Sigh! The Ryan came to collect my debt to him. It was such a long time ago, I barely remembered until he told me. Yup, so anyway, was panicking as usual for Geography as I still didn't understand the Bornhardts and Ruwares theories.

So, when the paper came out, I basically wrote at least one page for every single question other THAN the Bornhardt and Ruwares one. Which I only wrote half and drew pictures to illustrate. I abandoned that question and moved on to the tsunami one. Luckily it was that rather than earthquakes! I didn't really memorise the earthquake strategies. So, basically lost 7 marks at least.

Went home with Genevieve! We talked on the way about her dancing life. Haha! :D Now, I've also given up math to fate! I've done the formative, notes and tutorials. Hope I can make it through alive. I really don't know what else to do. I don't feel prepared at all as some of the questions I don't know how to approach and some I have the wrong methods. Sigh.

Talking with Cheryl now. She was confiding in me her deepest secret now. It's so much more complicated than you might think. Don't know how to help her. It really depends on the people involved as well. And my friendships aren't exactly in a field of fresh spring daisies either. They're more like the teetering rocks like Devil's Marbles.

Quiz from Facebook!

2009-05-09T20:46:00.002+08:00

1. Open this website
2. Take the Personality Quiz
3. Copy and paste the results to Facebook
4. Tag your friends
5. Do comment if you think this is true about me too.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

2 Down, 7 more to go!

2009-05-08T19:49:00.008+08:00

OK, English was the usual killer. I kinda of went off point as I first related it to the Singaporean context, then I started to drift off to globalisation again. I'll definitely rejoice if I get the same marks as my test! And if I get higher than that, I'll shoot up to the moon! :D Anyways, comprehension I thought it was OK but the vocabulary was killer. Then summary I managed to do a draft and edit a few points from the comprehension before time was up! Then it was off to mug!

I ordered toast because it was quick and it had carbs and sugars. Then quickly chomped down and went back to the library to cram some more info into my already chock-full cranium. And then everyone was panicking and Janice and Jerlin were screaming at each other. It's like really scary! Even Nic was scared! I was trying to calm everyone down, as were the others, but was getting hysterical myself! Then Jerlin went to join Yi Hui I think. Afterwards, it was much more peaceful. Then started to cram and notes were flying everywhere!

Then after sometime, we started to discuss the negative influences of our classmates. Of course, I will not name anyone here but they are the usual culprits and they should know themselves well enough by now. Then we talked about stuff like flaming and I got to know more about what people say behind other people's back. I just want to get this over and done with! Grrr!

So, we were panicking for Biology and when I finally got in, I did it at a snail's pace. Because I was ticking and shading at the same time. It's not what I'm used to. I usually tick my answer first, then go back and shade. Which apparently saves much more time and I shall continue using my method. I began biting my lip again! It's a habit I shall have to kick after exams. No time to worry about that. But it inevitably always seems to happen during exam period. Now my lip is like scabbing on one corner. I think it's because of my braces as well, the sharp edges keep rubbing on my lips too.

Anyway, Cell Bio wasn't easy but it wasn't difficult either. I did, however, make careless mistakes! Shucks! I shouldn't care about these things now! I still have math and others to take care of! And I should study for Chem and BioDiv! :D I got As! :D I think I should get a B for Geog and I don't really care about Chinese. Seems like everyone gave up as well. Just hope that the other teacher marks our papers instead of ours!

O Levels coming up soon! After that, I'll party my ass off! Wahaha! I deserve it.

I Remember The Boy - Lea Salonga

Today I heard them play the song again
An old familiar strain from way back when
Ev'ry note and ev'ry line
It's always been a fav'rite song of mine

It used to haunt me so some years ago
Reminds me of the boy I used to know
And although the melody lives on
The mem'ries and the boy are all but gone

And while the song still brings that certain glow
And the words still sing of love I know
It isn't quite the way it was before
I remember the boy but I don't remember
the feelings anymore

The promises we made seem easier then
As if we knew our love would never end
But seasons change and time erases the tears
As qiuckly as the rivers disappear

So while the song still brings that certain glow
And the words still sing of love I know
It isn't quite the way it was before
I remember the boy but I don't remember
the feelings I remember the boy

This is somehow feels like what I'm feeling now

NOT ABOUT THE "SCANDALOUS" LOVE TRIANGLE THAT I'M IN!

***

I don't think I'll be a good parent. I've realised that most of the parents who went to elite schools put too much pressure on their kids as they would want them to score well and thus to succeed in life. My dad went to Hwa Chong Institution so my grandfather wanted him to become a doctor. Then my Father joined NS and he fell in love with it so spent most of his career working for the Air Force and garnering the title of Major. My grandfather wasn't too please as his nephews all obtained MDs and Business degrees and were living in mansions while my father was living in a old HDB flat.

Now that task is passed on to me. He wants me to become a doctor. I wish I could grant him that wish but it seems that it is way beyond my control now and even if I were to become a doctor, he would not be able to live long enough to witness it. You see, my grandfather is 82 years old and is still a bundle of hyperness. But he's nearing his time and he knows it. Sigh.

So, I don't think I'll be a good parent as I'll impose on my child everything that I did not manage to accomplish in my childhood. And that could very well ruin his/her childhood and he/she might grow up to hate me and might even smite me everyday. Being an idealistic parent is so tough these days as everyone is so competitive. We want the best for our family and yet if we push them too far over the edge, they may never bounce back from it. So I'm scared and I know as a first-born how daunting one's parent's expectations must be to a child so young. I want him/her to learn how to dance, to learn to play 2 instruments, to have good grades, to have no qualms in life and everything that I could have only wished to accomplish. And sadly, everything seems to be in place, except happiness and freedom. I can't give my child the freedom that I would want to give it without first lowering my demands and that would be a hard thing as in my life, I have hardly given up anything.

Happiness is hard to come by people. So we should treasure every laugh, giggle and smile. I love my parents and have no regrets about my upbringing. They have raised a good daughter and I will promise to care for them forever more.

Lea Salonga - Medleys that get Me through

2009-05-07T12:51:00.005+08:00

I love Lea Salonga's voice! :D Her voice is really beautiful and peaceful. I can just destress when I listen to her.

Dont Know What to Do Dont Know What to Say - Lea Salonga

I have loved you only in my mind
But I know that there will come a time
You'll feel this feeling I have inside

You're a 'hopeless romantic' is what they say
Falling in and out of love just like a play
Memorizing each line I still don't know what to say
What to say...

Refrain:
Don't know what to do whenever you are near
Don't know what to say my heart is floating in tears
When you pass by I could fly
Every minute every second of the day
I dream of you in the most special way
You're beside me all the time

I have loved you and I'll always will
Call it crazy but I know someday you'll feel
This feeling I have for you inside

I'm a hopeless romantic I know I am
Memorized all the lines but here I am
Struggling for words I still don't know what to say

Don't know what to do whenever you are near
Don't know what to say my heart is floating in tears
When you pass by I could fly
Every minute every second of the day
I dream of you in the most special way
You're beside me all the time

(instrumental)

Every minute every second of the day
I dream of you in the most special way
You're beside me all the time

All the time...
All the time...
All the time...

Can We Just Stop and Talk Awhile - Lea Salonga

I have often dreamed
Of a far-off place
Where a hero's welcome
Would be waiting for me
Where the crowds would cheer
When they see my face
And a voice keeps saying
This is where I'm meant to be
I'll be there someday
I can go the distance
And I'll find my way
If I can be strong
I know every mile
Will be worth my while
When I go the distance
I'll be right where I belong
Down an unknown road
You embrace my fears
Though that road may wander
It will lead me to you
And a thousand years
Would be worth the wait
It may take a lifetime
But somehow I'll see it through
And I won't look back
I can go the distance
And I'll stay on track
No I won't accept defeat
It's an uphill slope
But I won't lose hope
Till I go the distance
And my journey is complete

Come stop your crying
It will be all right
Just take my hand
Hold it tight
I will protect you
from all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry
Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
Don't listen to them
Cause what do they know
We need each other
To have, to hold
They'll see in time
I know
When destiny calls you
You must be strong
I may not be with you
But you've got to hold on
They'll see in time
I know
We'll show them together
Cause you'll be in my heart
Believe me, you'll be in my heart
I'll be there from this day on
Now and forever more
You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart
Always

Look at me
I will never pass for a perfect bride
Or a perfect daughter
Can it be
I'm not meant to play this part
Now I see
That if I were truly to be myself
I would break my family's heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight
Back at me
Why is my reflection someone
I don't know
Somehow I cannot hide
Who I am
Though I've tried
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
Now I pray
That a time will come
When I can free myself
And lift their expectations
And on that day
I'll discover some way
To be myself
And to make my family proud
They want a docile lamb
No one knows
Who I am
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside

Sigh, What is the world coming to?

2009-05-06T20:26:00.003+08:00

Well, I can't say that I'm pointing this post to anyone in particular since I feel that most of the people in NUSHS aim to get better grades than anyone else. But I mean if once in a while, the occasional person that doesn't do good scores great results and yet everyone is putting him down saying that he doesn't deserve that A.

Maybe he worked really hard to get that! Besides, you can't get anything above 100% so getting an A+ is really all you can get. Why be so pessimistic towards others? Grr! I've been on the receiving end of those type of comments too many times. So I feel their pain too. Like, can't we all just be happy that we got A? If there truly is an issue, then take it out with the teachers! Don't come and flame us secretly and hope that when some teacher reads your blog he'll find out the "dire" truth about those people and that they don't deserve to have it at all.

Missing the good ol' days.

2009-05-05T20:24:00.002+08:00

It was times like those when we were all carefree and relaxed. Where we weren't trying to pull out all of our hair because of overdue homework and projects and IRs and what nots. Although I love my class now, it still pains me to read up upon the past. People like XlCRAP and pooh bear and sea bear and drone and queen bee and 3 shorties. If xlcrAp sees this, just like xlCrap, xLcrap pleads you to NOT delete your blog!

All those memories would be lost! Ah, I wish I had kept like a solid journal and not one that can be easily discarded by the click of a button. Oh, and I guess everyone knows now about my "love triangle".

I need to study! I can't screw up my A grades! Rawr! I'm proud of myself! :D And so, since I've managed to come this far up I shall continue. Besides, there's only 3 weeks left. What more can happen? Just trudge through this unpredictable sludgy swamp and you'll definitely see the light again!

Quoted from xlcrAp's blog:

xuanji says (14:05):
its raining here
yichian =D says (14:08):
it is?
yichian =D says (14:08):
its HOT here
yichian =D says (14:08):
steaming =.=
yichian =D says (14:08):
im wearing black T.T
xuanji says (14:08):
lol can i make a joke?
xuanji says (14:13):
oi
yichian =D says (14:14):
hmm?
yichian =D says (14:14):
srysry
yichian =D says (14:14):
yeh wad joke lol
xuanji says (14:15):
er i say sorry in advance
xuanji says (14:15):
its cos wins is there
yichian =D says (14:15):
omg!
yichian =D says (14:15):
u think winston's hot
yichian =D says (14:15):
wad the heck
xuanji says (14:15):
no i do NOT
yichian =D says (14:15):
ahahhahahahahhahaha xD
___________________________________

2 ways to analyse the above chat log.
1. bee thinks pooh bear is hot.
2. bee thinks pooh bear is hot. he says sry to the sea bear bcos he thinks the pooh bear is hot. plans to change pooh bear into hot poo... hahhahahahahahahahhaahaa =))

I miss talking to them. They are really good people and it can be so damn hurtful when they slip past you.

X-Country & Class Outing & Crashing My House!

2009-05-01T20:46:00.002+08:00

Yay! OK, Thursday was fun! Although the rain dampened the mood quite a bit for Janice.

Went for X-Country early in the morning! And I'm really appreciative of Daddy's Car right now. He came back from Nepal! :D With this hand-drawn story of Buddha. It's really cool and you can really tell that it's real. There were marker marks and paint to show for it's value. Anyway, it cost US$200. Rounded down. So, it's a real gem. My parents are getting it framed! It's so cool! :D I want one in my home next time. OK, moving back to the story.

Went to Mac Ritchie Reservoir and I saw the station masters at their various checkpoints along Lornie road or something. My jaw literally flew off, it didn't just drop off. It was soooo LONG! Like, even in a car driving at 50km/h it seemed long. So I followed the crowd and it led me to the really packed area beside the tentage. But before I reached, Chian was holding some kind of box in her hand and was walking against the flow of traffic.

So, I went up and then I saw the Javan Myna in her hands. She was sort of stroking it. I asked what happened and they said it broke it's leg and that it was dying. I was really shocked! Never seen a dying bird before. So, they brought it to Mr Soh and then he said that there was really nothing we could do for it so it had to be put back. Fabia saw it first and it was flapping in the drain, struggling to climb out I think. It was kinda sad. We were trying to find a place to put it but there were so many colonies of ants around and we were scared that it may attack it.

So, eventually we put it on an area, far from ants and then we went back. Joanna was calling me! She was so scared that I was late. Haha! Then we talked for a while and put on our bibs. Joanna was fiddling with hers because she said it needed to be straight. Joanna is such a perfectionist! Then we waited for a very long time. I took pictures with Chian! Haha! Somehow I always seem to spoil a good one. Then they called us in to run!

I was really dreading it because you can imagine. Everyone running and elbowing to get in front of one another and yet, there I am just slowly taking my time. It's kinda stupid if you think about it. And my bell fell out of my souvenir! So I was true "No-Bellian" that day. We did our warm-ups and there were cockroaches squirming everywhere in the grass. They were trying to burrow into the soil to avoid the rain. And yet, so many of them lost their lives because I bet there were a few people trying to kill them at first sight. These weren't the average cockroaches! The household one has a smooth carapace while these ones have flaps and ridges. Plus, they were trying to avoid you guys, just that there were too many of us so they had to go around at least a few people.

After we did warm-ups, they called us in because of the rain. How wonderful! Everyone was high-fiving anyone they knew. Which was quite funny actually. Janice didn't like it though. Then we were supposed to go into the tentage area while the rest filtered out into the carpark. The guys were just coming back from their run and congrats to Vijay! Who got 3rd! Pan Chuen got first! Weiren got 6th and Reshi got 12th. That's all I know. Shane and Timo got 48 and 49. Which is such a waste because they could have done it!

Then we were singing in the rain! The boys got evacuated into the veranda on the other side of the pond and Shane got owned by Dr. Wong. It was really funny! Haha! "Shane woo! I see you! Get out of the rain now! Run!"
Or something like that!

Then they dismissed us after the rain stopped and then we went for class outing!
6 Flemings, 3 Nobellians, 2 Fibo and 3 Faradians if I'm not mistaken.

Flemings:
Mariel
Joanna
Nick
Wayne
Funan
Naomi
Nobellians:
Lorna
Shane
Reshi
Kristacia
Fibos:
Roslyn
Janice
Faradians:
Elijah
Yong Qin
Kevin

This time, Nic sat with me on the bus and we took a picture together! Wayne got really jealous! We posed for the picture too! Which everyone didn't expect, especially from me. They did have some request though! Like put your faces closer together, wrap you arms around each other. But we denied them the pleasure of laughing at us. Haha! They told this really long joke about this golden man with golden food. And the moral of the story was that Char Siew Baos were more popular than Siew Mais.

Then we decided to got AMK Hub and there was no show that we could watch. Horsemen looked nice but it was NC16 and the woman at the counter didn't allow 6 of us to sneak in. BOO! They should! LOL! It's such a big crowd too. Friday the 13th was M18 and looked scary! Then Nic wanted to sit next to me as he wanted to scream in my ear during the scary parts. So in the end, we decided not to go into the movie and 3 of them wanted to go into the arcade but then mos of us didn't have clothes to change into. I have a phobia of getting chased out for a reason and I don't want it to happen twice. And yet, they wanted us to go in and so we did but we got chased out before we even stepped into the middle of the store.

Then we went to Junction 8 to watch another movie. The 3 of them didn't follow and instead they went to Timo's house. So, we rushed to J8 and then Nick ran up because he could pay the bulk of the payment as he had Nets and we could pass him the money later. But somehow, he couldn't pay by Nets so we had to collect money all over again. We got in the end and watched X-Men Origins: Wolverine. It was really cool! :D For the longest spoiler ever, go to Mariel's blog! I didn't know that Sabertooth was Wolverine's brother. And I've realised that Victor is used frequently as bad guys names. I shall not name my child victor next time.

So we ate at KFC and I couldn't eat because I just had my braces tightened. So I had to munch slowly on a piece of drumlet and I was food fighting with Nic. Mariel though t we were disgusting. Haha! Although I thought that I went too far with the mashed potato. Sorry Nic!

They eventually went back and I was the only Nobellian left with all of the 6 Flemings, which is totally weird! So 4 of them crashed my house as Joanna and Mariel went back home. We went home and played with my dog! And Nic made strange mewing sounds and gave a few loud barks that made my dog bark too! We played Wii! But it screwed up half-way! But we had fun I guess! :D And Fu Nan was so scared that he screwed it up because he was the last one who used it.

I shall upload pictures next time! :D

Total Hyperness out of No Where.

2009-04-27T19:56:00.006+08:00

Replies to tags first!

Nick: Aww! Haha! :D I'm so touched Nic!
Wayne: Really?! *gasps!* How could I have mistaken him for YOU?! Sorry Wayne!
Joanna: Hehe! I know! :D I wonder how long this will go on.
Shri: Hmm, ok... I maybe heard of them before. And the title was the original one.
Nick: Aww Nick! How can you say I suck? I'm heartbroken!
Joanna: I AGREE! I SHALL DISOWN NIC! MWAHAHAHA!
Jerlin: I have no idea how to counter that! Let me think first! Haha! :D

OK, coming back to my post! Today's assembly was like really long. There were many prize giving ceremonies that simply just dragged on. So, I talked to Ros since she was the closest one there. We were squished! Like really really really squished! Felt really uncomfortable. Boo. So, most of English was gone and Aivan's group was the only one that presented. She said it was OK. Which made me think of my groups one. Aren't we over analysing? I feel that way. But I still have to change some of the things in my part because it doesn't fit our topic. We're meeting her tomorrow. I should have gone with my gut instinct.

Chinese was total killer. And I got owned once again. It's a secret, so not going to tell. It's way too embarrassing. We had to do Ji Xu Wen. Which totally killed my few remaining brain cells. I was trying to think of a non-cliche storyline. But mine turned out cliche anyway. So I gave up writing because it ultimately gave me a splitting headache.

Didn't go down for break. Stayed in class. Math was ... math! Did some "student" examples and we're going to have a quiz tomorrow! Shucks! The formulas don't retain as well in my head as they used to. We got dismissed 15 minutes earlier.

My class is cool! :D Nic took on a bet with Kevin that if Nic wore my jacket, he would get 10 bucks. So he did and he looked like Barney! Haha! Hmm, but it was really tight on him though. Took pictures. Haha! :D Then Kevin didn't want to pay him. Nic went to chase Kevin down and eventually said that if Vijay and Shriram were to help, they'd get 10% each. Was really funny! LOL!

Then Cell Biology also took a munch on my brain cells. I think my IQ is getting lowered by the minute looking at the rate my brain cells are undergoing apoptosis. Anyway, we did revision with all the endomembrane stuff. I realised that it's only a week away! This is a total failure. I have to get through this Wednesday. Then I can start revising. Otherwise, there's just too many projects and assessments and what nots.

After that, the whole group of us went for lunch. After that, slacked and went to the library to do NWSP. Presented until the end of the day! Where Chian, Gene and I were camwhoring. Haha! Actually, it was to get one GOOD shot. Yes, we all aren't photogenic so practice makes ~~perfect~~ good enough. LOL! :D I hope we can at least go into the second round so that we can get a commendation award. I think Chian is SUPERWOMAN! :D

And she kept singing her own version of "Singapura" because my HP dropped.

Singapura, Oh Singapura
Sony Ericsson, smashed to bits
Singapura, oh Singapura
...

I kept whipping her with my tie. But it was too flimsy so it inflicted minimal pain.

We had lots of fun during the presentation. I was like damn hyper towards the end, I kept laughing out of the blue. Well, Genevieve started it first! She made me laugh because she was giggling in front of me and I could see it in my peripheral vision! BOO! LOL, then I wasted time on that part. Anyway, pictures! :D

This is the ultimate Bee Hoon! :D It stands up!

According to this chart, I'm 9cm tall! :D Which means I'm taller than any other girl in the class!

Nick trying to get Kevin to hold his end of the bargain

Tis' my SheeFuu.

Cell Biology racks my brains

Looks like a bacterium from outer space

Wahaha.

In tribute to today. For the NWSP presentation! This is why I went hyper. Haha! I need to teach them the Macarena. Then they can dance with me next time! :D

The next song shall be this!

Which personality type are you?

2009-04-26T11:16:00.003+08:00

Which personality do you think I am? I think I'm the fourth!

Finished Geography Slope Report. Finished English Powerpoint. Need to finish Chinese.

OK, this week is officially going to knock the wind out of me. I want to get this week over and done with and then I can peacefully start on exams.

English Powerpoint
Chinese Zhuo Wen
NWSP Presentation
Geography Slope report

And everything is so last minute. It's stressing the hell outta me. Grr!

Filled with mishaps and misunderstandings.

2009-04-24T21:50:00.007+08:00

These are all the things that are overflowing inside of me.

I hate today. It's gotta be the worst day in the year so far. I'm receiving all this bad news and stuff. It's getting me to feel depressed. And someone is making a comeback. A perverted freak which I will very well be telling my parents about.

Anyways, the day started out really awkwardly. I don't know why I'm acting all whiny. It sucks to be such a jerk+asshole. I feel really angry at myself these past few days. And I owe a big apology to CHIAN! I don't think I deserve such a good friend.

TO CHIAN:

APOLOGY!

Ok! There! I've done it! Haha! :D OK I sat at the back of the class today! Our tables got rearranged in the "exam" format. I think it was randomly put their, I don't think it was specially made for our English Summative. And I think my points don't make any sense at all. The time was really short! But I wrote like 50 words extra and so my whole conclusion paragraph is going to be cut off. Thus, my language and content will be marked down. Sigh. This is a very strict world. I wrote until my hand practically got blisters.

We went for PE and Mr Goh was like damn scary today! Sheesh!

Mr Goh: Why aren't you in PE attire today?
Lorna: I have an excuse! I injured my ankle!
Mr Goh: Are you sure? You got MC?
Lorna: No! But I got parents letter.
Mr Goh: No! I'm going to give you a demerit point. 2 weeks no attire and produce a parents letter.
Lorna: *shocked*
Mr Goh: You last week also produced a parents letter, so only one per semester. Now, you get a demerit point!
Lorna: But...but...but! I only injured it during netball which was last week and after PE.
Mr Goh: Really? Don't bluff!
Lorna: Yeah! You see? They all can vouch for me! *points to girls*
Girls: Yeah! She only injured during netball!
Mr Goh: Aiyah, joking only lah!
Lorna: WTH?! *starts cursing and feels relieved*

Apparently, he did that to everyone else! Scared the shit out of me! And I had constipation! LOL, joking. Ahem. So, anyway he dreamt of Nicholas! He said Nic was a doctor and he was the patient going in to see Nic. LOL! That was really funny! He also announced that he was going "far far away" and that he wouldn't be teaching us PE next semester. When we asked how far, he said "Mars". LOL!

Then some of the people retook their stations. Then, they went to play badminton! Haha! Watching the teachers get owned by students is really entertaining. So sad I couldn't play. Hope that my ankle gets well soon so that I can play badminton! But I guess it will only be after school holidays since I really have NO FREE PERIODS next week.

Then was Physics! I presented my animations of simplistic ray diagrams, YQ impromtued his part because he had only one slide. Mariel did her complex version of 2 lenses. We got 19/20! And YQ still wanted to know why we lost that mark. Typical! Aivan even complimented me on the animations! :D I feel so proud of myself. He said it was really nice.

Went for break and well, some drama happened. Chian came to look for me with Fabia! Then I was trying to complete Math Assignment 4 because I wanted to get an extra hour of free period to slack. Then, we went down and Chian order Spicy Chicken and she only had 5 minutes to eat! But she managed to gulp it down in time. Then I went to join Naomi who was sitting with my other love triangle partners, Nic and Wayne. So, it's a complex love quadrilateral now as we added one more member, Kevin, who thankfully I don't have a relationship with. So KaShing came over and asked me to sit next to Wayne. And I did! Then they were all like really shocked. LOL! I should have taken a picture of their faces. It was really hilarious. Then KaShing attempted to move Wayne closer. But to no avail. Then they all went back to class.

After that, I named Nic my lover and Wayne my boyfriend. And now Wayne is jealous of Nic because I love Nic more than him, so I'm having an affair with Nic. We went back up to find that Mr Teo didn't attend class at all. So we played Wordplay! It's this game on Wayne's iPhone that is sort of like taboo. The love triangle was against the others. Was really fun! Though we didn't get to fully play it out.

Then after that, I went to eat lunch with Janice and Naomi dropped by later on. I talked to Janice and Naomi! Both were individual heartfelt talks were we shared our secrets. It was great to get to know them better. I went back to class with Naomi. Then I went up for netball. We were told that this was our last "training" as a team. I'm going to TOTALLY MISS MY A DIV TEAM MATES!

WenLi!
Stacey!
Xinyi!
Wardah!
Angela!
Sharmila!
Hilda!
ZuXin!
Celine!
HuiXin!
Elaine!
Mayfong!

I've never felt such a team bond, like ever! The warm mushy feeling is like always inside whenever we play together. I don't feel pressurised by my team mates and that should be the way to play! Having fun, not feeling pressured. I shall learn and be motivated to throw better balls. If there isn't going to be an A Div next year, I'll probably change CCA. It's either them or nothing. Thats how I feel. So, too bad. I'll miss you girls!

We played some games and we were really feeling some emotions. We were all sentimental and stuff. Took jumpshots and then we went home. Today is a sad day.

Only during tuition did I realise that I had totally forgotten about the meeting with Mrs Lim. She wants an explanation from me. I already sent her an email regarding the issue. Thats why today is a sad day.

I'm feeling really pressured now. So many things are due and I don't feel like a powered, motivated workhorse anymore. All my energy's been drained and I almost broke down today. Exams are just around the corner and I have done absolutely NADA for any subject. I'm still in the midst of revising my Sequence module and I'm not getting better at it. I can't give up now. Just have to persevere and pull through this.

Quote from Hellboy 2:

Liz: Do you need everyone to like you? Everyone? Or am I enough?

I've been thinking about this question long and hard. I have really good friends that offer me real shelters and offer out helping hands in time of need. And yet, I seem to be grasping for something more. I don't feel that they are enough. But they are. I still have my family. I still have my DOG! :D Who needs more? I can still slip into my daydreams once in a while and fantasize about something I'll never become. But I've got to snap back into reality and I have to face it for what it is, not avoid it.

I want to issue out a big apology to everyone, every friend, every companion, every person whom I've hurt over these past weeks. I'm so sorry that I've been treating you the way I that I have. I don't deserve you guys. You guys always kept having faith in me when others sought to pull me down into the murky shadows. I will never repay you and I feel like a huge sinner. Please forgive me. Especially, the one that I've mentioned above. Only now, I realise that all I was looking for is someone to guide me.

People are just Facades of their souls.

2009-04-23T19:31:00.005+08:00

Jacques: All the world's a stage,
And all the men and women merely players;
They have their exits and their entrances,
And one man in his time plays many parts,
His acts being seven ages. At first, the infant,
Mewling and puking* in the nurse's arms.
Then the whining schoolboy, with his satchel
And shining morning face, creeping like snail
Unwillingly to school. And then the lover,
Sighing like furnace, with a woeful ballad
Made to his mistress' eyebrow. Then a soldier,
Full of strange oaths and bearded like the pard*,
Jealous in honour, sudden and quick in quarrel,
Seeking the bubble reputation
Even in the canon's mouth. And then the justice,
In fair round belly with good capon* lined,
With eyes severe and beard of formal cut,
Full of wise saws* and modern instances;
And so he plays his part. The sixth age shifts
Into the lean and slippered pantaloon*
With spectacles on nose and pouch on side;
His youthful hose, well saved, a world too wide
For his shrunk shank, and his big manly voice,
Turning again toward childish treble, pipes
And whistles in his* sound. Last scene of all,
That ends this strange eventful history,
Is second childishness and mere oblivion,
Sans* teeth, sans eyes, sans taste, sans everything.
(As You Like It, 2. 7. 139-167)

I think I'm becoming more pragmatic everyday. I'm losing my morality. Just a thought.

Today in class we had BioDiversity! I love that module! :D Sigh. It's coming to an end so soon. Too soon in fact. This would be our last lesson before examinations! We did the mind map and we discussed how to answer an essay question neatly and such. I almost finished the mind map! I made it all the way till Arthopods, excluding insects. Still have Echinoderms and Chordates. Apparently everyone is dying for Phylum Chordata. Which means I'll die too! I'd better start revising everything. Especially Cell Biology. I need my A!

We saw our CA marks! Everyone got at least an A-. I got 90% which is I think 5th in the class but others also got the same percentage. The highest was 96% by Jerlin. I got 98% for the Botanical Gardens Field Trip! :D My group of Aaron, Nic and Kevin rocked! :D They were really helpful and that trip was fun. We were wasting time trying to identify dicot flowers. Hehe! I hope my Zoo field trip does well too! According to Jerlin, we got A still!

Then was English. We had a really heated discussion about Pop, High and Traditional Culture. It was fun to listen to all the arguments. I had one but I didn't dare to raise it up. I shall try to include it into my essay tomorrow if such a chance arises. We're supposed to read Broader Perspectives before the summative tomorrow. I think my hand will die tomorrow.

Went for break and I just realised that I ate two meals in school! OMG! I'm so fat nowadays. Plus, I can't go for training. Shit! I ate Spicy Chicken from the Japanese Rice Stall with Janice. Nic came along to join us later on. Then they both abandoned me. I was so miserable eating by myself there. Quickly finished and went back to class. Ms Kong was already in class! And I saved Reshi from a scolding. Haha! He owes me.

Autocatalysis and 3 Catalytic Applications presented next. LOL! YQ is really passionate about his topic. He spent 15 minutes emphasizing that autocatalysis is where by the catalyst is also a product and the concentration of it is increased as well. Then we had limited time to draw the graphs and then Kyle was really enthusiastic about the Sigmoid Graph!

Then their time was up and the next group presented! I think theirs is easy but it was really rushed so I had no time to digest. I just had to copy down! Asking Joanna later I think! I like their background too! :D It was a really pretty mirage of colours. Ms Kong didn't really ask them any questions so they had an easier time than us! They thought it was probably because she was tired.

Chinese! Rushed for the test. And Mr Lin was like "disappointed" because I'm the only one who didn't improve on Ting Li. But my score wasn't bad in the first place anyway! LOL! I changed one right answer and I changed one wrong answer. So that explains why I didn't improve. Then he was grinning at my test paper when I handed it in, so that can't be too good!

Had my "second" lunch, which was noodles. I need to eat something more substantial than that. Persuaded Joanna to try Tom yam! She totally died. HAHA! :D And, she was late for class. So she threw away half of it. Jerlin gave us this really nice Pistachio cupcake to try! It's freaking awesome! I totally love it! She's bringing more tomorrow for us! YAY! I'm salivating already.

Anyway Naomi, Jerlin and Joanna all went for class and Ros stayed back to accompany me. She told me stories! Which I shall not say here to protect her privacy. I think it's really cute how people get to know good friends. I was laughing because I can relate to some of that kind of actions too. Although all of those friendships have faded out already because we rarely contact each other anyway.

Went back home and slept! I just finished Physics Powerpoint. I'm proud of myself! :D

I talked to Ryan Lim yesterday. Wasn't awkward at all. In fact, I thought him to be another Ryan at first. Then I realised after some time it was the old friend that I haven't seen or talk to for quite a while. It made me realise that crushes don't always work out the way you want them to. The feelings may be there for a temporary period. In the end it all just fades out and I don't think I have the maturity or have the time to continue that relationship. It needs more that what I can give and so I just gave up. Now, we're merely good friends and get along better than we have ever had. We understand each others problems and tend to face it in a different light now, as compared to last time when we were way too young. I hope I find my prince charming, but not right now. I might lose him again.

And now, I feel like I'm losing someone again. This isn't the first time. Thats why that rift should have never happened in the first place. It's torn a hole in our friendship that can never be mended. You seek comfort in your other friends and I do too. We no longer confide our feelings and we have differed interests now. We no longer play or have fun together. I want to tell you so bad, but you give me no room.

My Zoo! :D

2009-04-22T19:21:00.008+08:00

Animals are like sweets.
You can't stop after you've had one.

I love the Zoo! I shall stay there forever!I realise that I'm such a wimp. I was like gasping at everything just because I though that they were huge. It's not as if I've never seen them before. Felt weird to be shocked at an animal's size. I need to visit the Zoo more often.

Today, we had Mentoring! MY POOR MS J.FOX WAS ABDUCTED AND TORTURED RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME! Some people were smashing it's head into the table and ripping it's head from it's torso and the tail off as well. That made me really pissed off. Seriously. Like, treat it with some respect! It's not yours and I only lent it because I trusted you guys to at least take care of it. And now, it's eyes are scratched. I hate it when people take no regard for other people's belongings. It's just rude and shows off your character. I shan't bring my FOX again. I'm really pissed now. I need to vent!

Had 1-1 dialog with Mentor Lulie James. It shows how little she knows about me. I feel that you shouldn't say that a persons expectations are of a low standard. It's not a relativity game. I know my limits and how far I can go, and I don't need you to tell me that. Further more, you've only been with this class for 4 months. Don't judge me so quickly. But other than that, she likes that I take initiatives to plan class stuff with the girls. Which reminds me I have to send out an email to you guys.

Then we had math! Before that though, Ms E.Cheng walked into our class and she was like, "OK guys... get ready for English!" Then we were all "Huh?!" We don't have English on a Wednesday and it was Math Class. Then she was like, "You guys aren't trying to trick me ah!". It was so hilarious!

OK, today we finished the notes for Math! Got lost in the first part so I need to do it again. We spent most of the time trying out the example and trying to see who's answers got the most scores. The prize was to let Kevin speak again! LOL! Apparently, an answer needed to get more than 10 people to support it before Kevin was allowed to speak. Then the maximum was 10! It didn't cross 10 so we didn't let Kevin speak! LOL! :D Mr Teo was secretly rejoicing.

Had Chinese later on and we did our Ting Li again. Did Ting Xie although failed miserably. I think I'll get the lowest out of the class. Checked and I got 8/10 this time! LOL! :D I was happy!

Then during break discussed English. The girls know why I was so out of conversation. They feel the same way too. Went for lunch with the same bunch of people! This time, Nic was sitting opposite me and Wayne, beside me. LOL! It was really funny. This love triangle saga is like extreme. I think it's going to fade out soon though! Then went back to class to play Werewolf! I was a lover in a couple for 3/5 times that we played. Grrr! My lovers were Nic, Funan and Wayne I think. I forgot. Whoops! Sorry! :D Then the werewolves were almost always Shane, Ros and Elijah. The last round was hilarious! It went something like this.

FIRST VOTE:
Aaron accuses Janice of being a Werewolf.
Janice accuses back, thinking Aaron was the werewolf.
Everyone sides with Aaron and kills Janice.
Janice turned out to be a hunter!
She takes revenge and kills Aaron!
Aaron is also the hunter!

OMG!

The plot thickens...
Aaron thinks Nic is suspicious because he keeps singing and whining while sleeping.
Aaron decided to shoot Nic!
Turns out, Nic and Kevin are the COUPLE!

OMG!

We have officially killed 4 innocent people with one vote.
Awesome!

My class officially rocks. After that we were late for the assembly at for the Zoo Trip. 3/4 of the class was missing and there was this big gap between 05 and 07 because 06 wasn't around. So we squeezed our way in and then when they passed down the maps, we all start to fumble around and try to look for the shortest path to our exhibits. Turns out that our exhibits are all scattered around. We have to walk through the WHOLE ZOO! We quickly started to plan our route and decide that they would carry me if I couldn't run with them! LOL! :D

On the bus, my beloved Wayne sat with me, making Nic jealous! :D TEEHEE! We played Truth or Dare. I picked Dare and my dare was to put my arm around Wayne for 5 seconds. Initially, I had to hug Wayne. Er... not to that extent! So I pleaded and they let me off easy. So I completed my dare and then Wayne didn't do anything and then we asked Nic to do another one. It kind of just died out from there. i tried to sleep on the bus but the sun was shining into my eyes. I didn't get much sleep.

Reached ZOO! :D Then we were like chiong! Haha! My ankle hurt the whole way though. First pit stop was Tapir which was manned by Ms Fong! :D Miss her! We got one question wrong though. So we lost 2 marks from there. Then we hurried off to Australian Outback. There it was Mr Ku! Although we had to queue up to get to him! The first question was WRONG! It wanted the class but the question stated order. So we told Mr Ku and he gave us the mark! 6 marks!

Next was Primates! Mr Teo was there! :D Took the time to rest my injured ankle while the girls did the questions! We lost some time there because we were supposed to name 2 species of Old World Monkeys and we only got Baboon. The other was Macaque. Nelson, Jiayi and Whai Peng were nice enough to help us! :D But JerLin found it too! So we're neutral I guess.

We went on to our 4th station which was furthest. We went to Wild Africa. Then the teacher was super rude from my perspective. We got to see cool animals like Nyala, Zebra, Giraffes and Rhinos! Oh and a Crowned something something.

Ran to our final pit stop! But we went one HUGE round! So we lost alot of time. Then we went in and saw butterflies and flying foxes! :D Order Chiroptera. I always seem to think of flying squirrels like sugar gliders when I think of flying foxes. Then somehow, I always correct myself! THEY ARE BATS! :D Oh and we found this freaking huge iguana basking on a tree branch. I swear, it's bigger than my hand! Maybe the size of my thigh! I was so scared that it would drop on me. It was perching on the branch right under the staircase. Oh! And we saw lemurs too! A couple I presume, one male and female. They were really brave! People were crowding all around them and they just sat there, soaking up all the attention.

We ran back to the final destination and we got 8th! It's a tremendous achievement, due to my ankle! I forced the pain out of my body! Although sometimes I had to stop and rest. Now, the pain isn't killing me but it's been amplified. I'm going to die tomorrow! It was an overall fun experience! My whole group ate Ben and Jerry's. I'm not exactly a fan. My dribbly ice cream attacked me from all sides. I was seriously a mess when I finished eating. It sucks! It started melting even before I got the thing. Luckily, it wasn't such a big cone. If not, I would have died!

We went back into the Zoo to tour the exhibits without having the pressure to run around! Saw Orang Utans, Otters, Greater Mouse Deer, Gibbons and a sign for the Polar Bears. I want to visit it again! :D

Was really tired by the time I went back to school. I took the chance to sleep in the bus. Then I could hear Nick, Funan, Wayne and Joanna talking animatedly about this game called "Ghost". I shall play it next time! Reached school and waited for Chian. We then went to show Mrs Lim our proposed presentation. I'm doing the skit! Which is supposed to run throughout the presentation. Next week will be a daunting one. Late nights in school for rehearsals and presentation next week. Slaughtering myself. I've already compiled the script! But it's only the first draft. Need to edit it because it sounds too childish and way boring.

Then Chian and I talked and related our zoo experience!

"Ms Wu must have the most boring pit stop!"
"Aaron Tay must have the most interesting!"
"NO wonder the other Year 5s came too!"

Haha! Chian is so funny! :D Should talk to her about something thats been bugging me. Just don't know how to phrase it in a way that she won't get offended.

Drained.

2009-04-21T20:08:00.008+08:00

Sometimes you just have to accept me for my weirdness!

I feel drained. But the class was super hyper today! :D

First up was assembly at the hall! I was feeling kinda funny because my usual gang disappeared because of the rain and went to the hall first! Then I caught up with Joanna and walked with her. My ankles a little better now, but I still can't move it to certain angles without twitching.

Mentoring was fun! Spent the whole time talking about my current love triangle with Wayne and Nick. And discussing about some class related stuff with girls and Elijah. Also shared some of my past experiences! And I realise that word travels far and wide. Oo I shall send an email! :D I'm the main organiser! For which I feel so stressed and yet excited about. This is a top secret project that cannot be disclosed to public eyes. So,

406: READ YOUR EMAILS! :D

If I can't get one, then I'll most probably get a pit or something. Then we can invite some people as well.

Next up, Physics Presentation. My group didn't present as,

1. My group mate abandoned me to join another group.
2. It was only formed today out of pure randomness.
3. Their pair didn't want Kevin.

My current group mates are Mariel and YQ. The previous member was sort of not welcomed anyway. Not by me but the other people in my current group. I bet you guys can guess who. And I didn't approach him. He approached me. Just a clarification. I'm really scared for this presentation because firstly, I'm not knowledgeable in this aspect of physics and my group mates are really anal about group work. So, no offense guys!

Someone made the whole class really tense. At least, in my case. Joanna knows why! Because I she was the closest one to whisper too! LOL! :D Public place. Shall not disclose. I told Chian later and she understands too. Cheryl will probably too! Those are the only few people I can trust. And the 06 girls. Best buddies!

Math was next and we did the quiz! Apparently, only ONE MYSTERY GUY got full marks for the quiz. Mr Teo is really funny! :D We did a few examples and continued with our challenge question! Apparently one girl in 401 got it already. WAYNE JIAYOU! :D

Had break! Went down to buy a pen because mine ran out of ink already. Then Naomi, Janice and Joanna were all crazy trying to give me a heart attack! They all WANTED to carry me! Then I couldn't climb on properly. So they all like let me fall to the ground! Then they carried me horizontally, like in a cradle. That was horrifying! OMG! They were like almost touching the ground! I'm so fat. I need to diet more.

Chemistry Cata(stropho)lytic Day! Or something like that. My group was the heterogeneous group! We presented first. Apparently, we got major errors in the handouts and

I SINCERELY APOLOGISE TO:

1. MY GROUPMATES!
2. MY CLASSMATES!
3. MS KONG!

I re-formatted the notes. OMG! But the feedback wasn't so good. We weren't really good in our presentation skills and well, she said she was really disappointed with us. She said the notes were detailed, but it was a downfall because everyone just wanted to know what the blanks were and didn't bother about our presentation.

DIE!

Lunched with Chian! Ate Tom Yam! Drank Milo and Milk Tea! All in one sitting! Got seriously bloated. Still feel bloated. Then we talked and shared stories. Then everyone was laughing at us because we needed to take the lift one story up because of my ankle. LOL! Then Chian was trying to hide her face! LOL! Met with Genevieve and Ms Lim for our NWSP presentation slides. Was quite a good briefing. I think we got our main idea now and we can focus on it.

Went back for Geography class. Mrs Lim gave us back our test! I passed! LOL! Better than expected! I was like relieved when I saw it. Chian too! Although she won me by 6 %. Grrr! Exam shall beat her!

Went up to the computer lab and revised our reports. This is going to be one tough report to write. Then after that, we went out and discussed with Mrs Lim our presentation again. She gave us quite good ideas! Just that I don't have creative juices! I suck at creating stuff. So, must ask for help and pointers!

I'm really excited about tomorrows trip! I shall "strain" my ankle to help my group! I'll try to not be a burden! I want to participate too! :D I think we shall get first! With all the fast runners in my team! And Sea Urchins are poisonous! SO BEWARE!

I love my classmates! :D

I want a Fedora! :D It looks so cute! :D

Don't Forget the LaLa Land.

2009-04-20T20:37:00.004+08:00

Dont Forget (Official Music Video) - DEMI LOVATO

Did you forget that I was even alive?
Did you forget everything we ever had?
Did you forget, did you forget about me?

Did you regret ever standing by my side?
Did you forget we were feeling inside?
Now I'm left to forget about us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song, you can't forget it

So now I guess this is where we have to stand
Did you regret ever holding my hand?
Never again, please don't forget, don't forget

We had it all, we were just about to fall
Even more in love, than we were before
I won't forget, I won't forget about us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song you can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song, you can't forget it at all

And at last all the pictures have been burned
And all the past is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget, please don?t forget us

Somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song but you won't sing along
You've forgotten about us
Don?t forget

Nice Song! Disney Girls know how to rock! :D

I am confident, but I still have my moments
Baby, that's just me
I'm not a supermodel, I still eat McDonald's
Baby, that's just me

Well, some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything, because of where I
Had my start and where I made my name
Well, everything's the same in the La La Land machine
Machine, machine

Who said I can't wear my Converse with my dress?
Well baby, that's just me
Who said I can't be single and have to go out and mingle
Baby, that's not me, no, no

Well, some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything, because of where I
Had my start and where I made my name
Well, everything's the same in the La La Land

Tell me do you feel the way I feel
'Cause nothing else is real in the La La Land appeal

Well, some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything, because of where I
Had my start and where I made my name
Well, everything's the same in the La La Land machine
Well, I'm not gonna change in the La La Land machine
I will stay the same in the La La Land
Machine, machine, machine

I won't change anything in my life
(I won't change anything in my life)
I'm staying myself tonight
(I'm staying myself tonight)

Another nice song! :D Official Demi FANATIC!

Oh sadness.

2009-04-20T18:57:00.003+08:00

I'm a plastic girl. What more do you expect?

Thankfully, I made it through one day of limping around school. I began using anyone as a crutch! LOL! Took off my bandage in the morning. Wanted to wear shoes rather than display my little piggies. So was trying not to twist it too much. Put most of the weight on my right leg, which is going to be very muscular by the time my left one heals. Couldn't sit cross legged so I stretched my left leg out during assembly. Was kinda embarrassed by the notion.

Holy Shucks! I think I didn't get the application for the Zoo Internship. Apparently, there's an overwhelming response and only 5 are chosen each year. Sigh. This totally brings down my energy level and happiness. But I need to complete stuff! I don't know. I feel really uneasy. Probably hangover days from being a workaholic.

Already submitted my Cell Biology Report and English Article Review 2. Need to revise Article Review 3 though. Geography Slope report, I may want to add some more detail and finish up my field sketch. That'll be the hardest for me. Gulp.

And I've concluded that one particular Subject Teacher hates the class. It's like he/she never gives one bit of remorse giving us low grades. Instead, he/she wants to torture us by giving us more work, hoping we'll improve and add that to our CAP. Like, if everyone one else is passing and getting "EXCELLENT" grades in other classes and this class seems to be full of failures, is it the whole 16/24 of us? Or just you? You call yourself a logical and cynical man/woman. Whatever. So far, only 1 person passed the test and you blatantly blame it on us. Saying we're not up to standard. Giving us 10% out of a whole essay isn't going to motivate us to do more you know. It's just giving us more pressure and I keep pushing it away and procrastinating just because of that very reason. I feel totally defeated. I'm just going to go to Os and beat the crap out of you by getting an A(although I need to work hard too!).

Apparently, our schools more famous than we initially thought! 3000 people in attendance compared to the estimated 1800. That's a whole lot more to consider! I miss the old days! I use to love to participate in these events. I shall keep my record of going for EVERY SINGLE DSA in my entire life here in NUS High! :D That'll be one for the record books.

I kind of miss the old days too. Had so much more fun. Those really were the carefree days. And yet, I've been reading all these fantasy books! On my 4th installment of Runelords. Knights riding into battle, strategy against strategy. Peasant folk cheering for their king! Horseback riding. Lush green fields with poppies and daisies and soft sweet grass. OK... back to reality.

I often wonder if people will become so occupied with technology in the future, that when they write fantasy books, we'll become the ones in it. Youths playing computer games non-stop, chatting on MSN and Facebook. LOL! :D That'll be fun to experience. Translation Competition was not bad this year! Though there were far fewer acts than last year. 402 rocks! :D I'm sure all the year 4s will vote for them.

Yuppie! Better get back to work. I'll have no rest tonight I guess.

Oh and there's huge drama going on. Shall not say, but involved parties should know. Sometimes I agree with one and yet I also agree with the other. It's something like our English test today. Moral relativity. Who's "right" depends on that party's views, if you get my drift. English kills me. I hope I can get a decent score.

So Accomplished... Not!

2009-04-19T19:34:00.008+08:00

The petals fall and I lose someone dear.

Today's been, not so accomplishing. I only finished Geography Slope Report, Cell Biology Report, Physics and finding Articles for English. Which means I still have,

Chinese Composition 2
Chinese Composition 3
Chinese Informal Letter 1
Chinese Informal Letter 2
Chinese Explanation of Words
Chinese Spelling
Chinese Continuous Composition
~~Physics Assignment 2~~
Physics Assignment 3
~~Physics Cheat Sheet~~
~~Physics Photo and Write-up~~
English Article Review 2
English Article Review 3
English Article Review 4
Geography Slope Report
Chemistry Notes (Students)
Chemistry Notes (Teachers)
Chemistry PPT
Cell Biology Report

Which is still a hell lot of things to do. I'm going over the PA3 tomorrow with Hussy, so that should be cleared. I'm going to study for Chinese later on. And finish the explanation of words. Then tomorrow, I MUST MUST MUST get all my stuff done. NO joke. Beside, I won't be able to run from it with my bad ankle.

I feel really bloated today. I've been eating like crazy! And the guilt is over pouring now. I ate my breakfast of one big kaya bun. Then after 5 minutes, I was immediately hungry again and limped to the kitchen to get me some tuna spread and bread. In the end, my dad joined me and we both made a tuna sandwich each.

Only one hour after that, my stomach was grumbling again! And it's only 9.30am in the morning! For goodness sakes, I got up at 8am! I urged my mum to go buy lunch as lustri is out for the day. So, my mum finally goes at 10am with my sister. They come back at twelve with my favourite "zhao pai mian" which is like extra spicy. But the stall owners were so stingy. I was still hungry even though I ate the whole bowl. Thankfully, my mum bought some bread that was supposedly our breakfast for tomorrow morning but I couldn't resist! So I ate my share and I have nothing left for breakfast tomorrow. ):

Then my sister was even more ravenous! She ate her breakfast at 9am because she woke up late. Then, she went off at 10am with my mum to the market to buy stuff for dinner. She came home gulping down a McFlurry just before her lunch. She gobbled down her lunch too. Then just 1.5hours later, she ate her share of the bread too! Then in another 45 mins, she went to take another bread! Luckily, my mum bought extras.

Holy, this is one heck of an eating extravaganza. Then, my ahma comes in with this huge packet of curry puffs! And I just had to have one! Which was about 3.5 hours after lunch. After my curry puff, I washed that down with milk. 20 minutes later, I was hungry again. But I resisted the urge.

I begged my mum to cook dinner early. Then she caved in and finally cooked my portion for me first, since I was being particularly annoying. She cooked me this whole bowl of kimchi soup! :D With golden mushrooms and beef and cabbage and squid! With extra chilli too! :D Then it's like a really big bowl filled to the brim!

I can't take chilli too well even though I'm addicted. So I was gulping down cups of water and milk! Then along with that humongous bowl, I couldn't stand it! So my mum let me discard 1/3. I'm still really bloated! Even though dinner was 2 hours away. And I've gone to the toilet to flush out extra fluid for like 3 times already!

That was extra info. ;P

OK doing English! Must concentrate!

Just talk yourself up and tear yourself down.

2009-04-19T11:57:00.006+08:00

The truth is hiding in your eyes.

Check the bands you've HEARD OF. Not just the ones you like.

Be honest people! If you really have never heard of them. Don't mark it. it just makes you look fake.

ALTERNATIVE:
[x] Breaking Benjamin
[x] Paramore
[x] Panic! At The Disco
[x] Linkin Park
[ ] The Academy Is...
[x] Coldplay
[x] Three Days Grace
[x] Yellowcard
[x] 30 Seconds to Mars
[ ] Chevelle

TOTAL SO FAR = 8

COUNTRY:
[x] Rascal Flatts
[x] Carrie Underwood
[x] Leanne Rhymes
[ ] Garth Brooks
[x] Dixie Chicks
[ ] Kenny Chesney
[x] Tim McGraw
[x] Faith Hill
[x] Shania Twain
[ ] Johnny Cash

TOTAL SO FAR = 15

EMO:
[ ] Hawthorne Heights
[ ] Chiodos
[ ] Forgive Durden
[ ] Amber Pacific
[x] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[ ] From First to Last
[ ] Senses Fail
[ ] Underoath
[ ] Something Corporate
[ ] Hit The Lights
[ ] Dear Whoever

TOTAL SO FAR = 16

INDIE:
[ ] The Hush Sound
[ ] Eisley
[x] Death Cab for Cutie
[x] Dashboard Confessional
[x] The Killers
[ ] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[ ] Hot Hot Heat
[x] Gym Class Heroes
[x] Franz Ferdinand
[x] Modest Mouse

TOTAL SO FAR = 22

METAL:
[x] Slipknot
[x] System of a Down
[ ] Disturbed
[x] Metallica
[x] Guns n' Roses
[ ] Lamb of God
[ ] Slayer
[ ] Hatebreed
[ ] Killswitch Engage

TOTAL SO FAR = 26

POP:
[x] Teddy Geiger
[x] Ashlee Simpson
[x] Kelly Clarkson
[x] Jesse McCartney
[x] Avril Lavigne
[x] Pink
[x] The Veronicas
[x] Daniel Powter
[x] James Blunt
[x] Natasha Bedingfield
[x] Ryan Cabrera

TOTAL SO FAR = 37

POWERPOP/PUNK:
[x] Hellogoodbye
[ ] Cute is What We Aim for
[ ] Cartel
[x] The Click Five
[x] Fall Out Boy
[ ] Rise Against
[x] Good Charlotte
[x] Bowling for Soup
[x] Relient K
[ ] Anti - Flag
[x] Simple Plan

TOTAL SO FAR= 44

RAP:
[x] Ying Yang Twins
[x] T.I.
[x] Eminem
[ ] 2pac
[x] Jamie Foxx
[x] Ludacris
[x] Lil' Jon
[x] Outkast
[x] 50 Cent
[x] Kanye West
[ ] Notorious B.I.G
[x] Young Jeezy

TOTAL SO FAR = 54

SKA:
[ ] reel big fish
[ ] The Specials
[ ] MAD Caddies
[ ] Rancid
[ ] The Aquabats
[ ] Sublime
[x] No Doubt
[ ] Madness
[ ] Operation Ivy
[ ] Bob Marley

TOTAL SO FAR= 55

ROCK:
[ ] Taking Back Sunday
[x] All American Rejects
[ ] Motion City Soundtrack
[x] Avenged Sevenfold
[x] Angels and Airwaves
[x] Evanescence
[x] My Chemical Romance
[ ] Drowning Pool
[x] Green Day
[x] Blink 182
[ ] Madina Lake

TOTAL SO FAR = 62

CLASSIC ROCK :
[x] The Beatles
[x] Led Zeppelin
[x] The Rolling Stones
[ ] The Cure
[ ] The Who
[x] Pink Floyd
[x] Jimi Hendrix
[x] Queen
[ ] Van Halen
[ ] Poison
[x] ACDC

TOTAL = 69

multiply your answer by 144
and then divide it by 100

Percentage: 99.36%

Wow. Didn't expect that. Some of them, I've heard of but never actually listened to their music. But they're all quite famous actually.

I think my room has become an unexpected breeding ground for house spiders! In the past week alone, I've seen 5! 2 on my bed, 2 on the floor and 1 on my desk. Maybe it's just a recurrence of sighting or something. I don't know! Luck I don't have arachnophobia! If not, I'd be killing my ankle scream and jumping around.

Now, I can pretty much walk on the outer edge of my foot. But still can't apply pressure on the ball of my feet. How am I going to survive school tomorrow? Gasp!

Finishing up on my slope project and proceeding on to the written assignments! Damn it! Tomorrow is English Class! I need to sprint there for me to start my test!

Replies and Time flies.

2009-04-18T19:04:00.004+08:00

Spring is here again.
Look at how the flowers bloom under my feet.

Replies to tags first!

Cheryl: I'm going to play HOTEL 626 someday soon! But not alone! :X
Naomi: Whoops! Was it you or Janice? I can't remember!
Joanna: It's a COOL GAME! :D Poke-Her. Collapse it down and you get Poker!
Nick: You should be! HAHA! :D I REALLY LIKE HIM ALOT!
Joanna: Hehe! It's on purpose to see if he TRULY likes me! Oo

I just had a bath. Apparently, there's no use tying a plastic bag around you foot and securing it with rubber bands. The water just seeps through anyway. And the water washed most of my medication away so there's a strong smell of medicated oil in the shower now. My foot is still pretty much pain whenever I apply pressure onto it, but now I can walk a little. With support. There's such a strong medicated oil smell oozing out now. Luckily, I still have a liking for it. If not, I'd be shunning my own foot! LOL!

Kaweewan just sent me the slope report data. So shall get to it! Apparently, Jerlin says that the leaves were also contaminated so no results can be observed. I don't know really. I only checked it for the first week and on the first day of the second week. They all showed pretty little change. This is gonna cost me marks! Shucks! Trying to maximise the page limit for my report for cell biology. Then after I'm done with that, I'll go finish up the Physics project and Geography Slope Report. Maybe finish up English and Physics then tomorrow get started on Chinese.

Whoo... Busy day! OH, that reminds me. I still have to get the NWSP PPT going. And maybe ask them to revise the report.

Workaholic days.

2009-04-18T14:11:00.011+08:00

Ice-cream is the best cure for meltdowns

Hey! I feel really invigorated all of a sudden. I've finished revising the Chemistry notes for both students and teachers, my part for the Chem PPT and sent them to their respective places. I've also finished my Cell Biology Report but still have a few questions that I'm waiting for. I haven't gotten a reply from Janice, Jerlin and Naomi for Experiment B's results. PANICKING! I want to finish all my reports by today. Geography Slope Report Information is with Chian so I haven't started on that. What's left is Physics PPT for Topic Presentation, English PPT for our question, NWSP PPT and revised report.

The written assignments I SHALL finish them all by tomorrow. Which include

Chinese Composition 2
Chinese Composition 3
Chinese Informal Letter 1
Chinese Informal Letter 2
Chinese Explanation of Words
Chinese Spelling
Chinese Continuous Composition
Physics Assignment 2
Physics Assignment 3
Physics Cheat Sheet
Physics Photo and Write-up
English Article Review 2
English Article Review 3
English Article Review 4

So I have alot of things to rush! Although most are already half done. Should be easy since I'm in a workaholic mood today. Hope it'll last till Sunday! :D

Oh and,

CONGRATS TO NUSHS DANCE CLUB FOR GETTING GOLD IN SYF! :D

I bet they liked JoJo too much! :D Purple-Spotted Pandas unite!

Also, to all that are horribly sick out there,

GET WELL SOON GUYS! :D

You trip, you fall, GET BACK UP BITCH!

2009-04-17T20:22:00.004+08:00

You remind me of my playground love.

Haha! Today I'm really unlucky.

Had extra long assembly today. Which made me realise that we might have to go up and receive the medals for our project. MIGHT! If we get into the 2 round that is. Which I doubt so.

English was first and we got back our Formative Comprehension Assessment. I didn't fare too well although I got 7/8 for content for summary. She didn't give us language marks and she didn't mark 2 questions, so we don't know our "true" score. Then she put "See Me" because I have a personal issue that is specific to me that she needs to correct. Hmm, she asked me to go think about it before coming to see her. Went through it with Naomi and Janice and they pointed out some possible mistakes. It's not because I got the lowest in the class. But maybe there's something about my language. Or my perspective is different than what the teachers want.

Break, I ate toast! I was really starving. Then talked some stuff and said how we missed JoJo! We couldn't POSSIBLY play POKER without her now, can we? ;D

Went for PE a little late. Then Ros started smacking my right leg. Then Naomi started to smack Ros. So Mr Goh decided to join in and slapped my left leg! THE AGONY! If anyone has been smacked by Ros, you'd know how much it hurts! Then I retreated to a safe corner while the smacking session continued! LOL! Then we ran around the track, up the grandstand, down the staircase to the hall. Ros lead warm-ups! She was like really blur and started to do stuff like flapping her wrists around, so we all copied! I love my class! :D

PE we only did shuttle run. I clocked 11.4sec. OK, not the best but it's better than the 11.8 I was hoping to score. I can't bloody sprint for nuts. But, I've already secured my gold so I'm happy! After 3 years of failing SBJ. Ran 1.5 rounds and then we went off to play werewolf in class. I was GM in the for the first round, and it was pretty confusing without cards. I sort of forgot some people's roles and in the end I decided to let them reveal their roles themselves. In the end, the werewolves won the round because people were just dying with consent.

Played another round with Janice as GM and I was the werewolf and I was lovers with Nic. Ahem, Shriram was cupid. Anyway, I played until the end and left Funan dangling because they decided to take out the lovers first. BOO! Then the villagers won, Mariel ands Shriram. Then Dr Chong came into class and it was time for Physics.

Physics was spent doing the cheat sheet which I still haven't completed as I ran out of space and there was still the last few equations to put in. Shall start doing it tmr. It's quite fun as you sort of remember some of the theories taught during class whilst some are still quite barren to me. Ended and rushed down to get lunch. Didn't want the same incident to happen a 3rd time during netball.

Ate Chicken Rice smothered with chilli sauce! :D I never do learn. Anyway, my mouth was burning up so I asked Jerlin to help me get milo. So I gave her 70cents at first. Then she comes running back to say that there isn't any CUP milo, so she recommends PACKET milo. Then she comes running back and says that there isn't any PACKET milo, so she says CANNED milo. So I gave her an extra 30 cents. All the time, my mouth was burning and the other 2 were sniggering at me! So eventually got my CANNED milo and soothed the the burning sensation. Waited for Naomi to finish and we rushed back to math class.

During Math, we got back our Math test. I fell short of my target 26 marks. Which was really sad because I could have easily gotten 4 extra marks if not for that mistake. But it's still 80% so I'm happy! Did some examples, although brain was most probably dead by then. Then went for lunch!

Lunch I didn't eat but drank my all favourite SNOW PEARL MILK TEA! Which I don't mind paying for it. This one didn't have pearls though, so I got a discount of 20cents! Apparently, they mixed up the orders and the person already walked away so they refunded me 20 cents. Then I sipped happily away while we talked about random things. And how I like Wayne! And various love triangles, paranoia of JOJO, emo week of Janice and other stuff!

3 o'clock: Janice went home, I went for netball, Naomi waits for astronomy.

Netball.

People that didn't come:
-Xinyi
-Angela
-Elaine
-Celine

Mayfong was coaching the Yr1s and we got Vivien, Michelle, Debra to coach us. Did 4 rounds of Fark leg instead of the usual 1 warm-up and 3 FL. So basically, I died! But luckily didn't have a stitch until AFTER the whole thing. Stretched and counted with WenLi and then went up to do ball drills. Did passes with Zhu Xin. Then, we did team drills. Straight Shutter was GOOD! After that we did the "Straight, ~~Bounce~~, Lop" which I thought was OK but Zhu Xin was dying. Being a Center builds stamina! :D

Then did square drill. And Split or Milkshake. After that was water break and the we did court work.

Lorna: Attacking Center
Michelle: Defending Center
Wen Li: Wing Attack
Sharmila: Wing Defense
Hilda: Goal Attack
Stacey: Goal Defense
Huixin: Goal Shooter
Zhu Xin: Goal Defender
Vivien: Umpire

That was for the first round. Then we did another drill where we had to run down from center field and catch a lop with defender beside you. It was sort of fun! But I had to watch my stepping as I lose my balance really easily. Minnie (Mayfong) joined in with the drill! A Div+Recre Team is DAMN CUTE! :D I LOVE MY TEAMMATES!

Continued with court work after the drill and we switched some roles around but I wasn't affected. Then, I swapped attacking center with Wen Li because my center passes were horrible. Played defending center and I need to learn from Wen Li's center passes!

Anyways, it was around somewhere after the center pass was thrown to Michelle that we had the problem. Michelle got the center pass and I ran with Wen Li down the line. She was asking for a lop and so I tried to jump before her to get the ball. I actually stepped on her foot and then I landed on my ankle in a weird position. Then it started to throb like damn painfully. I was like SHIT.

I sprained it. Had to be lifted to the chair. And the pain was really intense. I think I've twisted it a couple of times before but never like this. Then I couldn't really move it! Ended training and everyone went home. Minnie piggy-backed me all the way from the NB court to the Concourse! :D And there were like freaking loads of people there. She was damn embarrassed! HAHA!

It was the Tea Session for the Yr 3s. So like loads of parents were blocking the passage through the concourse and Minnie went around! She was like, "Cover my face! Cover my face!" Sharmila and Michelle helped me carry my things down.

THANKS EVERYONE! :D

Waited for parents to come. Then they took my to the Family SinSei. HEHE:D I really like this SinSei. He's really kind and gentle. He rubbed my ankle for me and said it was partially dislocated. I was like in total shock! Then he jerked it back in and I was like writhing in pain. He rubbed it a few more times and it swelled up to a humongous size! I couldn't believe that was my ankle. Then he put medication on it and bandaged it up for me.

Limped back home and ate dinner on the floor. Bathed sitting on a stool was the most wackiest experience ever. Yup, so that's it! I can feel my ankle swelling again. It's like this one huge mass of fats and cells undergoing necrosis.

Thats all folks! Shall take a picture just to show you guys. And maybe upload some other overdue pictures too!

My bandaged foot!

NETBALL! :D

NETBALL BOARD! :D

ME! :D Although my legs look weird. Oo

NWSP Briefing Notes!

My Feelings Now! :D

Origami Butterfly that Ros made!

Physics Practical

The Amplitude of Janice's Voice.

Me and Hussy's Pink Stationary!

It's an ever pink world, my dear.

Quadrat and Clinometer! :D In BABY BLUE!

Clinometer! :D BABY BLUE!

Some people are just better left behind

2009-04-16T20:39:00.006+08:00

My heart feels like it's shredded.

REPLIES:

John: I don't know! Haha, isn't it the same thing?
Xinyi: Hehe THANKIES! And I take back the "idiot" part! :X
Jerlin: I'll go down on my KNEES! Mr Goh sure will allow! LOL xD
Janice: I DON'T CARE! :D It's the NETBALL SPELLING!
Joanna: Yeah! ZOMG! I shall try to kick that habit!
Nick: NUUBLET!

I can't believe my "friends" are total jerks and scumbags. They can't even be mature about it and go on giggling like a bunch of little girls. Don't worry, these people that I'm talking about aren't in our school. And he probably doesn't read this either. So, he can go shag himself in the A-hole. Or he can do it with his lovely bunch of giggling guys. I don't care anymore. It's just rude and immature. He may still be a friend, but he's definitely not a BEST anymore.

I felt like I was dealing with little kids that just waste other peoples time. They didn't know that we took a lot of effort to go down to Lot 1. I was so happy that I finally get to go out and stretch my legs for once. Then, the venue changed just because some petty people didn't want to go to West Mall as it was B-O-R-I-N-G! We were only going there for a movie. Plus, I checked the timings and everything so it would have been just nice. BUT SOMEONE HAD TO THROW A FIT AND INSIST THAT WE GO TO LOT 1. Then he brought his giggling baboons along and we had to wait for them for ages.

Argued over the phone about the movies that we wanted to watch. He wanted "Handsome Suit" and we wanted "Knowing". So, they were all like being narrow-minded and all and INSISTED that we go with their choice. So, turns out all along that Lot 1 didn't have their pick. So, they decided to go eat. Great. What a nice time.

Then we 3 went out to eat on our own and watched my BF's movie! :D Really happy! These are the type of friends I should keep. Those that don't leave me dangling in mid air on a piece of thread.

PS. Wasn't impressed by the hair.
PSS. The bag was in such freaking ridiculous colours that I almost thought him to be colour blind.

OK! Rant over. I think the two people who went should know who I'm talking about. And I should be more assertive. Too late for that anyway. SO...

WE GOT INTO PRELIMINARY ROUNDS FOR NWSP! :D/D;

The double smileys indicate our reactions. We initially thought it was all over and done with because of varied reasons. Then, we get a message 3 weeks later that we got into the secondary rounds of judging. X.x That was the biggest bombshell I've had in a few months. So went for the briefing at Singapore Polytechnic today. Pai Seh, because I slept during the talks. Like, was on and off. So my paper is full of illegible scribbles that were done half-consciously. But I eventually woke up just in time for the official briefing and managed to take down all of the pointers.

There's still so much homework left and this crazy semester is finally ending! It's been truly a roller coaster ride. I've learned a lot more, and gained many new friends and rekindled old friendships while damaged some that may take years to repair. I think I've done pretty well for this semester, judging by my criteria. I managed to survive all by myself, with a little assistance from friends and family. This is such a great wake-up call and hope that the next semester will take me even higher! :D

CAN'T WAIT FOR JUNE HOLIDAYS! :D WOOOHOOO! I'M GONNA STAY OUT ALL NIGHT AND PARTY TILL DAWN!

Oh, almost forgot. Played Truth or Dare today during Chinese class as teacher wasn't here. The details are horribly wrong and sick and most of the questions were by me. So, we had fun! HAHA:D And I'm dragging Chian along to play HOTEL 66! :O

HOPE! :D

2009-04-14T19:43:00.003+08:00

Woah. Almost got into a fight again. I'm really looking forward to tomorrow. It's the really short day that I've been waiting for! I need a break. So going out with Chian, Hayden and Zeng Wei. I think we'll be eating lunch then heading out to see movie!

SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 films, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 239++ films on this list. Copy this list, go to your own Facebook account, paste this as a note. Then, put x's next to the films you've seen, add them up, change the header adding your number, and click post at the bottom. Have fun.

Teen/ Romance:
(x) The Cinderella Story
( ) Another Cinderella Story
(x) Step Up
(x) Step Up 2
(x) High School Musical
(x) High School Musical 2
(x) High School Musical 3
(x) Hannah Montana Movie
(x) Enchanted
( ) Sydney White
Total: 8 (all Disney! What to say?)

( ) She's the Man
( ) Licensed to Wed
( ) The Break-up
(x) 13 going on 30
( ) 27 Dresses
( ) P.S I Love You
( ) Made of Honour
(x) What Happens in Vegas
(x) Get Smart
( ) The Princess Brides
Total: 3

(x) Camp Rock
( ) Wild Child
(x) Ella Enchanted
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Hotel For Dogs
( ) Just Married
(x) Freaky Friday
Total: 7 (all Disney again!)

( ) The Hot Chick
( ) Sleepover
(x) Confessions Of a Shopaholic
(x) Twilight
( ) Nancy Drew
( ) The Devil Wears Prada
( ) No Reservations
( ) Perfect Man
( ) Australia
( ) Never Been Kissed
Total: 2

Comedy/Humour:
(x) Yes Man
( ) Bedtime Stories
( ) The Pink Panther
( ) The Pink Panther 2
( ) Marley & Me
(x) Cheetah Girls
(x) Cheetah Girls 2
( ) Bratz
(x) Haunted Mansion
( ) Paul Blart Mall Cop
Total: 4

(x) The 40-year-old virgin
(x) Night in the Museum
( ) Night in the Museum 2 ( i want to WATCH!!!! must watch after exams )
(x) Evan Almighty
(x) Bruce Almighty
(x) White Chicks
( ) Neverending Story
(x) Meet the Spartans
(x) Meet the Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
Total: 8

( ) Scream
( ) Scream 2
( ) Scream 3
( ) Scary Movie
( ) Scary Movie 2
( ) Scary Movie 3
( ) Scary Movie 4
( ) American Pie
( ) American Pie 2
( ) American Wedding
( ) American Pie Band Camp
Total: 0 LOL! :D

Adventures:
(x) Harry Potter 1: The Sorcerer’s Stone
(x) Harry Potter 2: The Secret Chamber
(x) Harry Potter 3: Prisoner of Azkaban
(x) Harry Potter 4: Goblet of Fire
(x) Harry Potter 5: Order of Phoenix
(x) Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings: Return Of the King
(x) Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
(x) Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian
Total: 10 (WOAH! HAHA :D I OWN!)

( ) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
( ) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
( ) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
(x) Indiana Jones and the Crystal Skull
(x) The Mummy
(x) The Mummy 2
(x) The Mummy 3
(x) Journey to the Center of Earth
( ) City of Ember
( ) Finding Neverland
Total: 5

(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 3: At World's End
(x) X-Men
(x) X-2
(x) X-3 ( sian i wanna wach must torrent )
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
(x) Spider Man 3
(x) King Kong
Total: 10 (Hehe! I own again! )

(x) Hellboy
( ) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
( ) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
(x) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
( ) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
( ) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
( ) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
( ) Underdog
( ) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(x) Batman: The Dark Knight
Total: 3

Action/ Thriller
(x) The Matrix
(x) The Matrix Reloaded
(x) The Matrix Revolutions
( ) Terminator
( ) Terminator 2
(x) Terminator 3
(x) Ocean's Eleven
(x) Ocean's Twelve
(x) Ocean’s Thirteen
( ) Golden Eye
( ) Tomorrow Never Dies
( ) Die Another Day
(x) Casino Royale 007
( ) Quantum of Solace (Want to!)
Total:9

(x) Bourne Identity
(x) Bourne Supremacy
(x) Bourne Ultimatum
(x) Underworld
(x) Underworld Evolution
( ) Underworld: Rise of the Lycans (I WANT!)
( ) Butterfly Effect
( ) Death Note
( ) Death Note 2
(x) Death Note 3: L Change the world
() Resident Evil 1
( ) Resident Evil 2
( ) I, Robot
Total: 5

(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2
(x) Rush Hour 3
(x) Mission Impossible 1
(x) Mission Impossible 2
(x) Mission Impossible 3
(x) I Am Legend
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) Signs
Total: 7

Horror:
( ) Saw
( ) Saw II
( ) Saw III
( ) Saw IV
( ) Saw V
(x) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
(x) The Ring
(x) The Ring 2 (watched this first!)
Total: 3

( ) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Child's Play
(x) Seed of Chucky (I really hate Chucky! I watched it when I was a kid)
( ) Bride of Chucky
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
Total: 1

( ) The Grudge
( ) The Grudge 2
( ) The Haunted Apartment
( ) Siren
( ) Silent Hill
(x) The Mask
(x) Son Of The Mask
( ) Alone
( ) Omen
(x) House Of Wax (i watched it BECAUSE of PH)
Total: 3

( ) The Eye
( ) The Eye 2
( ) Shutter
( ) When the Stranger calls
( ) The Fog
( ) The Orphanage
( ) The Skulls
( ) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) House of 1000 Corpses
Total: 0 (I don't like horror!)

Cartoons:
(x) Lilo & Stitch
(x) Ice Age
(x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
(x) Madagascar
(x) Madagascar 2
(x) Kung Fu Panda
( ) Bolt
(x) Wall-E
(x) Monsters Inc
(x) Shark Tale
Total: 9 (I wanna watch BOLT!)

(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
(x) Shrek 3
(x) Finding Nemo
(x) ET
(x) Cars
(x) Ratatouille
(x) Toy Story
(x) Toy Story 2
(x) The Incredibles
Total: 10 (once again! :D)

Inspirational:
( ) Little Miss Sunshine
( ) I Am Sam
( ) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Coach Carter
( ) The Last Dance
( ) To Kill A Mockingbird
( ) Conrack
( ) Midnight Sun
( ) Little Black Book
( ) Rwanda Genocide
Total: 0 (no wonder I'm so childish)

Classics:
( ) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Titanic
( ) Romeo & Juliet
( ) Frankenstein
( ) A Midsummer Night's Dream
Total: 1 (haha!)

GRAND TOTAL: 110 MOVIES!

Whoops. I think I watch a little too many. But they all aired on TV somehow! Not my fault! And 16 years is a long time.

I'M A MISSY!

2009-04-13T21:52:00.005+08:00

Haha! :D Hussy took this extremely RARE photo of my name! :D

STEP ONE:
Spell your name with songs -

L- "Livin La Vida Loca" : Ricky Martin
O- "Ocean Avenue": YellowCard
R- "Rehab": Rihanna
N- "Never Again": Nickelback
A- "All Good Things (Come to an End)": Nelly Furtado

STEP TWO:

– Name: Yeo Wen Ling Lorna.
– Birth date: 15th January.
– Nickname: Lornie, Slutty, Hubby.
– Eye Color: Black.
– Hair Color: Black.
– Zodiac Sign: Monkey.

STEP THREE:
–The shoes you wore today: ASICS.
– Your weaknesses: Being Paranoid
– Your fear(s): Supernatural Beings
– Your perfect pizza: CHEESY! :D

STEP FOUR:
– Your best physical feature: Hair.
– Your bedtime? Varies.
– Most missed memory? Childhood.

STEP FIVE:
This Or That…
– Pepsi or Coke? Coke.
– McDonald’s or Burger King: Burger King.
– Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton.
– Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate!
– Cappuccino or Coffee: Neither. Latte! :D

STEP SIX:
Do You…
– Smoke: NOPE!
– Sing: In the shower!
– Dance: Embarrassing, but yes.
– Take a shower everyday: YUP!
– Have a crush: NOPE!
– Do you think you’ve been in love?: Hard.
– Want to go to college: OBVIOUSLY!
– Like(d) high school: Sometimes! :D
– Want to get married: YUP!
– Get motion sickness: Sometimes.
– Think you’re a health freak: NOPE!
– Get along with your parents: YUP!

STEP SEVEN:
In the past month…
– Gone to the mall: YUP!
– Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Nope.
– Eaten Sushi: Yup!
– Been on stage: Nope!
– Gone skating: Nope! (miss it! ):)
– Made homemade cookies: Nope! Miss that too!
– Gone Skinny dipping: Eww... NO!
– Stolen anything: NO!

STEP EIGHT:
Ever…
– Played a game that required removal of clothing: Nope!
– If so, was it mixed company: Might be! LOL! Only guys would dare.
– Flashed anyone: NO!
– Been beaten up: Yeah.
– Shoplifted: Yeah, long time ago.

STEP NINE:
– Age you hope to be married: 27.
– Numbers of Children: 3
– Describe your Dream Wedding: LAVISH!
– What country would you most like to visit? Europe!

STEP TEN:
In the opposite sex..
– Best eye color?: Green! :D
– Best hair color?: Black.
– Short hair or long hair?: Moderate.
– Height: Taller! :D

STEP ELEVEN:
– Number of people I could trust with my life: One. ME!
– Number of CDs that I own: Forgot, I think it's 12.
– Number of tattoos: None.
– Number of piercings: 2!

BTW, there's a post under this! :D
A REALLY LONG ONE! :D

Oh, Tiredness!

2009-04-13T21:15:00.002+08:00

I don't know why. I felt like super hyper during morning classes. Then when it dragged on to the afternoon, after lunch, everything became really sloth-ee. Like, I can't explain it, but I feel as if I'm moving really slowly and the whole world was moving even slower than me.

English was alright. We went through the Formative Assessment (Essay). Urgh. I scored damn low. But I kinda expected it. My points were all gibberish. Wish I would develop a critical mind. But then, I'll go to the extreme of being cynical. Then everyone will hate me. :X

Chinese we had test! Like ZOMG! No preparation what-so-ever! Like just, BAM! Here's your test, in like multiple pages, start doing. Plus, he was late for about 10 minutes or so. Chionged it! Didn't really care much. My hand was hurting from all the writing though. The fourth question was totally bogus. Didn't understand. Just wrote down how I thought it was supposed to be. Then rushed out! TIME FOR MATH TEST!

Hmm, I think I'm doing OK. Math test was easy! :D Hope I can get my desired 26! LOL! :D Although I know I already got one question wrong. BOO! X.x Hope I get method marks. Or maybe I'll just lose those 4 marks to get my 26! LOL! And there are some interesting remarks about the people in my class. Never thought that it would turn out to be so true. He/She doesn't have to snigger at others just because they've finished it like 40 minutes before time. And who's so sure that you'll get it ALL RIGHT?! The other issue, I shan't say it as I have no proof. But whatever, if that person has a conscience, they'll feel guilty.

CELL BIOLOGY! :D Break was used to spruce up CB presentation and write-up. OUR PP ROCKS! :D I think it was the best one! :D HEHE! Thanks to CHIAN for the great inspiration. Without it, I think our PP would be as dull as any other PP.

Then ate lunch with 3J+N and then bus-ed to Clementi with Fabia and Hussy. They ate lunch at Mos Burger while I was ranting with my raspy, almost gone, voice. Hmm, seems like I'm not the ONLY ONE who detests some people. Which makes me happier in a sense. Then I went all crazy because I thought Wrestlemania XXV was showing in a DVD Shop. I was like slapping Hussys shoulder shouting, "THAT'S MY BOYFRIEND! SEE?! HE DAMN PRO! :D". Everyone thought I was mad! That really brightened my day though. I suddenly felt invigorated for some short span.

HEHE! :D Bus-ed back to school while those 2 pang-seh me. Then went to put my belongings at the NB Court and then went back down to 1st floor to talk to Wifey! Then we kept talking about school stuffs. She seems like really drained. JY! :D She didn't come for training ): Then training!

Died during Fark-leg. TO HELL WITH THE SPELLING! :D You could see my limp, fat body just drifting away. I was getting slower and slower during the sprints. GAH! Wen Li was also dying beside me, though she seemed more tired. Finished, did stretching and went up. Then took balls and went down again. Was so freaking tired you know! Running up and down the stairs! Ahh... I was like really just going to flop down the grand stand by then.

Elaine was SUPER HYPER! Like she was on sugar-rush or something. She raced everyone to the wall, thats why it was so tiring, because her jog is my half-sprint. Then, I really wasn't fully charged. Only 40% of me was available. The rest was dead. Wen Li had me for partner, and I really screwed up most of the drills because I was just so drained. Like seriously, never felt so drained before. Maybe because I didn't get much sleep and I'm still sick. Yeah, anyway, you get my gist.

Did some court work, which is surprisingly easy without my defending center. Wen Li had to go off, so only 5 people were left. Sigh. The team is like so apart these days. I don't like it when people's "valid" excuses are to go watch a match. LIKE WTF?! Shan't go there. It's more personal than anything else. I may need to take some yoga. For some well deserved R&R. And I might be joining a Dance Group again. ;D

Reading my third installment of the "Runelords" series. It's actually quite interesting series. David Farland is really descriptive. Yup, I'm slow. It's taken me 2 months from when I first started the second installment. There's another 2 more to go!

ANYONE SEEN MY "THE HISTORIAN" BOOK? I'VE LOST IT! D; Like it means the world to me. It's currently my FAVOURITE BOOK! It's like freaking hard to find can. Idiot who took it better give it back. And my Twilight is probably torn and tattered now, thanks to my wonderful cousin who has had it for 6 months and counting. COME BACK TO ME BOOKS! I NEED YOU!

I SHALL BUY THE COLLECTORS EDITION OF TWILIGHT AND LET NO ONE TOUCH IT BUT ME! AND MY HISTORIAN TOO!

The Voice Within

2009-04-12T23:11:00.002+08:00

Nice Song! :D Enjoy! :D I apologise for the weird formatting! :X

Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's all right
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
And soon you're gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Yeah...
Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know

You'll make it
You'll make it
Just don't go forsaking yourself
No one can stop you
You know that I'm talking to you

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall

I really wonder how I'll survive without my mother.

Sunday!

2009-04-12T17:27:00.003+08:00

I don't know why I'm cheering. This weekend's been long. And I was sick throughout. Whoopie! And I having been posting much recently. Just lazy to set-up the lappy. My lappy's dead BTW. And I LOVE MY DADDY'S NEW GATEWAY FX P SERIES LAPTOP! 17 INCH! :D

My Dad likes to ~~waste~~ splurge on gaming toys. Just because he's terribly addicted to World Of Warcraft. Hehe! He waited like a 6 months or something, because of the IT fair. He wanted to get an older model, but the technician said that a newer one was coming up at the IT Fair so he just had to go get it. LOL!

It's like damn heavy! 3kg. Without the bag and accessories like extension power cable and what nots. OK, not IT savvy. Anyway, I was using it to create the Cell Bio PP for my groups presentation. Hope they like it. Spent loads of work on it. Now have to add in a few more slides.

:D It's really lame. But thanks CHIAN for the inspiration! :D

Wrestlemania XXV

2009-04-06T19:39:00.006+08:00

OH! :D Looks like most of the fan favourites won their matches.

MY BOYFRIEND GOT HIS TITLE BACK! :D
That's what makes me happiest!

John Cena, World Heavyweight Champion! MY BOYFRIEND! :D

Also winning are

Triple H def. Randy Orton
Undertaker def. Shawn Michaels (17-0)
Rey Mysterio def. JBL
CM Punk wins Money in the Bank.
WWE Tag Team Champions def. World Tag Team Champions

Those that aren't fan favourites who won are
Matt Hardy def. Jeff Hardy
"Satina" Marella wins Miss Wrestlemania Crown
Chris Jericho def. WWE Legends

Ah. I don't know why I engage myself in ridiculous stuff like this. Guess it keeps my sporting spirit alive. Although I mostly watch it for the drama I would say. Been watching Stephanie Mcmahon videos on YouTube. Really funny! Although her voice gets really raspy if she screams too much. Now she's truly all grown-up. Although I love it when she has to beg for her job back after getting "fired" umpteen times.

English, EC didn't come. That time was used to try to cram as much information as possible into my cranium for biology. Chinese was used to worry about biology! Although I do find the languages getting better over time. At least today he didn't suan me with timo! Long story, don't ask.

OK, Cell Biology quiz was absolutely screwed up. It's pretty easy. But nothing went into my cranium. Guess it was still in "LaLa Land" dreaming about WrestleMania XXV and so couldn't concentrate. Some stuff did try to force it's way in but the rear end got stuck and so I only could regurgitate bits and pieces of the info. And I wrote the correct answer! Then I changed it. How smart. Shall take some old advice from the ever wise Dr Emilia Wong.

"Never change your first answer. If you're not sure, go with the first answer you pick. It usually is right. "

Yeah. Should have listened and learned! Sometimes, it does prove to work. But the temptation was just so great! D; Hope it's just one mark. The Cell Biology Practical was pretty simple. Although Ms Lim predicts that most of our samples will be contaminated by hundreds of thousands of colonies of bacteria as we kept talking and everyone was gathering at the Laminar Flow.

Eat Tom Yam again! :D YUMMY! Then Janice scolded me for not learning from my previous mistake. I ate Tom Yam noodles like 30 minutes before netball. Got "stitch" just by running a warm-up round. The Fark-Leg didn't even start! Then the feeling continued into the night. That was where I dropped my bottle of around 300g onto my toe! And now, there's like this bruise underneath the nail. Long story as well. Ok that was last Friday. Back to today.

Sat in the library. Did Chemistry Pre-Lab. Attempted to do lab questions but found it useless as you need so much data from the experiment, you can't do any other calculations without it. So gave up. Then read Broader Perspectives. I got like really bored and almost fell asleep. Sorry, no offense.

Then went for practice! The only people who COULD make it were Stacy, Hilda, Angela, Sharmila and ME. Puny group. But we did do some team ball drills. Then did some training with the Year 1s while B Div did courtwork. After that, we did steps! Was actually less tiring than normal because we cut back on a lot of sets. Coach didn't arrive until we were dismissed. Oo

Went to the Hall to fool around. Prize winners were same old, same old. It has always consistent throughout the existence of NUS High. Oh and can't believe Sundheep is MC. I believe 405 will be like crazy on Speech Day.

I REALLY WANNA SEE THE NEW CHINESE ORCHESTRA COSTUME. Looks nice, at least that's what I imagined it to be when I saw part of it lying on the bench in the toilet. Although the skirt's really long and not stretchy. The fabric doesn't really allow movement so I've heard. Chian was complaining on how she couldn't wrap her arms around her "Ruan" because the sleeves were really rigid. LOL! :D It'll be fun to see her play.

Then talked to Roslyn and Chian and watched the Prize Recipients rehearse. They look super awkward. Like robots. I think they've done it too many times so they think it's like freaking boring or something.

OK, shall send some important emails and work on a speech for Science Comm. :D CIAO!

It's time to play MY GAME.

2009-04-04T23:22:00.003+08:00

It's all about the game.

It's time to play the game...
TIME TO PLAY THE GAME! hahaha

It's all about the game and how you play it.
All about control and if you can take it.
All about your debt and if you can pay it.
It's all about pain and who's gonna make it.

I am the game, you don't wanna play me.
I am control, no way you can change me.
I am heavy debt, no way you can pay me.
I am the pain and I know you can't take me.

Look over your shoulder, ready to run.
Like a good little bitch, from a smokin gun.
I am the game and I make the rules.
So move on out here and die like a fool.
Try to figure out what my moods gonna be.
Come on over sucker, why don't you ask me?
Don't you forget that the price you can pay
Cause I am the game and I want to play....

It's time to play the game........hahaha
TIME TO PLAY THE GAME!

It's all about the game and how you play it.
It's all about control and if you can take it.
It's all about your debt and if you can pay it.
It's all about pain and who's gonna make it.

I am the game, you don't wanna play me.
I am control, there's no way you can change me.
I am your debt, and you know you can't pay me.
I am your pain and I know you can't take me.

Play the game
Your gonna be the same
Your gonna change your name
Your gonna die in flames

hahaha

TIME TO PLAY THE GAME!
It's time to play the game...
It's time to play the game...
It's time to play the game...
TIME TO PLAY THE GAME! hahaha

Yeah, it's my turn to play my game now. And no one is running away from it.

I'm relieved. At last.

2009-04-04T23:01:00.003+08:00

It's been a long week. One filled with drama, from what you can tell from my previous posts. So looking forward to next week. Where there will be a really nice, long weekend to savour.

Finally made up with Hussy. And everyone's happy again! :D Mutual friends are like really happy that we got back together as well. Although, I don't really think we'll put it behind us wholly. What's said and done, and there's nothing we can do about it. Just trying to put it aside and chuck the rest of the information to some far region of the brain where we won't have to go through this again.

I think I'm going to screw up my Geography results. Although I got A for assignments, Dante's Peak sure isn't going as pretty as the rest. That, I can assure. Gosh. Just hope she's sympathetic with me. Sigh. And Geography's the only subject test which I've not gotten back yet, so I'm a little worried.

The test results proved something to me. That I'm actually able to do it. Hawhaw. If I'm not so careless and pay more attention to the details that is. People may not be proud of me, but I'm proud of myself in a little way. Just like my 2.4km rum. Although I did fall short by about 39secs to an A. Which means, I'm most probably taking the re-run. And listening to fast tempo-ed songs does work! Although, the last two songs were slow ones that made me slow down. So I might have to make a specific playlist for this run. Joanna and Wifey's going to re-run. I think Janice too. Just hope I make my A.

Netball wasn't that much fun. Pressure from coach. I'm like petrified of her. Seriously! Scares the jeepers-bopeepers outta me. Hmm, conjured word. HAHAHA!:D Monday, loads of people are going to skip training because of the rehearsal for Speech Day. Sad. Can't jam with my ball mates. And I might be new, but I'm not blind. I can definitely see what you're driving at and it's pissing me off. This is just screwed. And although you've been on this team longer than me, your attitude stinks. Facing a dilemma which may very well haunt me into my senior years. I don't really care if I'm not going to participate in competitions. At least I tried. And you aren't that good either missy.

Haha, I should just run away from life. Instead of trying to wrestle with it and still end up losing. I should just run away and never turn back. Leaving all memories to burn and taking nothing with me. Isn't death just a release of your soul into a whole new world where you have nothing to fear of? Think about it, you'll never remember who you are, what you did, where you came from. It's just you. I find that though peaceful, although it is sad that you may never remember what made you who you are today. But I've learned to accept all consequences and never regret my decisions.

In the end, it'll just be me. No one else. So why live for others? I should be living, breathing, dying, hoping, rejoicing, renewing myself. For myself. To myself. And now, no one can stop me.

Tell me that you need me, then you go and cut me down

2009-04-01T15:44:00.005+08:00

At least now I know both sides.
And for once, I agree.
Yeah, I AM one hell of a selfish bitch.
I mean, haven't I told you that already?

And it wasn't about you. It was about this freaking shit project.
I've still been trying to pluck up enough courage to come and talk to you.
You think I don't want to?
I don't want us to become like what happened in Year 3 with me and Ros.
Although that got better, it took almost one year.
And you and me have much more potential in our friendship.

You know everyday, I've been thinking of how to talk to you.
And yet, I just can't seem to open my mouth.
Even today I had the urge to go meet you but you weren't in your classroom.
Found you in the canteen but then you were always surrounded by friends.

Yeah, you have more friends then me, and they all support you.
That's why I don't have the courage to do this.
I really can't believe this is only the second week of the term.
It freaking feels like forever.

Just back in Week One, we were all smiles and everything.
And now it all just boils down to you and me.
Don't take it in a bad way.
I'm not saying that this is my apology.
If it was, it would be the worst apology ever.
I still need to talk to you in person.

Deliver me from my rotting soul!

2009-03-31T19:37:00.007+08:00

Oh gosh! I've truly been rotting. I seem to not have time for myself these days. I'm so over-consumed by IDK what. Truly feel like a compost bin right now. Like some dead meat thrown in there because it looked to inedible and now, totally forgotten. I think I should go make up with whoever I've fallen out with. Especially since they're the only ones I got right now. Don't know. It feels draining.

Practically wanted to sleep in every class. Was seriously lagging behind today. Shucks. I miss the old days. When life wasn't complicated. Well, that forsaken NWSP is over and done with. Reflecting back, I also don't know why I got so pissed. Like seriously. I feel so childish. OK, whatever. It's off to Senoko Power Station. And I'm through with it for good now.

Can't wait for tomorrow. It's like I'll end at 11. No more staying back. WHEE! :D

Don't believe in everything hapiness says

2009-03-31T15:22:00.005+08:00

Hmm, in the computer lab now. Supposed to do NWSP but Chian's soloing.

I recently found out that my contribution to this is like bare minimal while others are like overflowing with credits. Kinda pisses me of a little.

Introduction:
-Research topic
-Purpose (Why the need for this research)
-Scope of research (i.e. indoor, tropical climate) and maybe limiting factors though limitations could also fit under analysis
-Background info
-Lit review

Body:
-Research questions and/or hypotheses
-Materials and Method (experimental setup)
-Data collected (data summary, including tables and graphs)
-Analysis and results (what's the outcome of experiment, if applicable statistical analysis of results, experimental errors, limitations and delimitations)
-Conclusion

Ending:
-Discussion (put the research into context and discuss possible improvements and impact of this research done)
-Acknowledgements (institutions and individuals who have helped in this proj)
-References/Bibliography (books, journals and websites used)

Apparently, I'm supposed to be doing the Ending. But what else can you write? There really isn't much. And so, I dont like this one bit. Yeah, and he's currently complaining. I feel like I've so little friends in this world right now.

Hmm, been talking to 3J+1N and Nic and Hayden. And a little to Ros. Although don't tell them much anyway. Nothing really. Talked to Hayden the most and I think he's going through the exact same notions as I am right now. Seeing as how his best friend's moved to some other place. And so he feels just as ostracised as me! :D

And I'm seriousluy considering something that he advised me to do. Shan't say it on public though. But it's easier said than done. Plus, it's much more than just "touch and go" this time. I think I really miss him. OK, maybe not "him" him, but someone to confide in. Cheryl has also been supportive, though I doubt that she will ever know the full gist. Oh and Chian just left.

Yeah, I don't get whats happening to me either. Maybe my relationships have just been screwed from the beginning. This is one slippery slope that I'll just have to keep on trying to overcome.

Singing in the Shower!

2009-03-30T19:04:00.002+08:00

Tadeedum. Well, today's been extremely awkward. Because I didn't converse with my best friend. Miss her, where has she gone? Or maybe I'm the one that's changing.

OK, today was well fun. Except for the extra bit up there. English was first and we went through like loads of stuff. I think 3 exercises. I'm starting to like Ms Cheng more and more. OK, then Chinese! I managed to finish 4/5 of what I'm supposed to hand in. I handed them in, but supposedly I need to have the article stapled together with it before submission. So took it back to staple it and passing it to him tomorrow. Didn't discuss the O Level Chinese Book. Instead, did some discussion on O Level Oral Topics. He's supposedly going to choose one and you're supposed to elaborate. MUST MUTS MUST RESEARCH! D;

Math was OK. Gah! Need to study for CTs. Our ~~Quiz~~ Graded Exercise 3 Part 1 has really good idea. Just that it's almost impossible to come up with a general term. As there are SOOOOOOOO MANY VARIATIONS! And possibilities. GAH! I supposed Part 2 is where we actually apply our creation to something.

Biology was cancelled, due to some unexpected contaminations! :D But will be having Practical along with Quiz. DIE! Hmm, then we played bridge! All the way through. Till 2. Heehee! :D I LOVE MY CLASSMATES! THEY'RE REALLY FUNNY! :D Although we may not be as outgoing as the rest of the Year 4 classes, we still know how to have fun people.

Then slacked in library after doing Math Assignment 3. Waited till the Edinburgh talk. Attended with Xinyi and Annabeth. Hmm, apparently there aren't any veterinary courses offered in Singapore. SO I DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE MUST GET OVERSEAS!
With scholarship! Pfft. I hate life.

Then when we finally got back to training, they all left. Training ended. D;
But Mayfong and Wardah were still there! Then we jammed it up with songs from my phone. MWAHAHAHA! :D Those people are seriously crazy! They also really lifted up my spirits. Xinyi thought we were crazy folk. Whoops! xD

Hmm... maybe should go talk to her now. Or sometime today. Lest tomorrow be the same.

Here come the blues again.

2009-03-29T19:37:00.003+08:00

It hasn't even been a week after CTs and already the stress starts flooding back. I'd rather have CTs now then anything else. I felt so much lighter than what I do now back then. That time, we only needed to mug and study and practice. Nowadays, you have to deal with everything else. Overdue homework starts to pile up and project deadlines are coming too soon. Not to mention exams. Ah! Don't know how people cope. Or maybe I'm just being paranoid.

DUE MONDAY: 30th March
Chinese Article Review 2
Chinese Article Review 3
Chinese Essay 2
Chinese Essay 3
Chinese Meanings
English Ranking WS
English Article Review 2
English Article Review 3
Physics Assignment 2
Math Assignment 2
NWSP Finalised Report

DUE THIS WEEK:
Geography Critic Assignment
Math Quiz 3
O Level Chinese Book

Repercussions.

2009-03-29T02:32:00.003+08:00

OK, suffering from after effects of rage. Now just feel worn out.

I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like everything I do is wrong in his eyes. Whatever, I give up. Do whatever you want. Your way. What's the point in "TEAM" if you're always complaining about people not doing their work or doing the "wrong" thing? It's not just this time too.

Dearest Joanna,

I enjoy having class with you. (:

You have a nice scream!

You make me feel rigid and inflexible! D;

You should help me grow taller!

Someday I will try to make you scream! (other than poking)

You + me = SCREAM FEST! :D

If I saw you now I’d run after you, trying to poke you!

I want to be able to poke you.

I would build an asylum just for you.

If I could sing you any song it would be Scream! (HSM3)

We could scream the stars.

Love,
Lornie! :D
(P.S. Sorry for not being able to make it to your church! D;)

I cant stand it anymore!

2009-03-29T01:41:00.002+08:00

It's freaking irritating and frustrating. He thinks he's the the ruler of the entire universe! Like, get off your podium and listen you big fat chimpanzee! You can't just boss people around and go out on a whim and say that everything is wrong. You didn't even specify what you wanted me to do. And here I go, doing everything. AND AT THE LAST MINUTE, YOU BLAME ME FOR NOT DOING MY THING. Well, you obviously didn't SPECIFY! And since you know so bloody much you might as well go do the whole thing yourself.

I'm like freaking close to a bursting and screaming rampage. Although it's like 1am. YOU FREAKING SPOIL MY MOOD EVERYTIME IT COMES TO THIS. You seek answers and protection from me, and yet you freaking drop the act everytime we're near teachers. Then you act all noble, taking all the credit to yourself. PLEASE LOR! If this was so bloody urgent, why did you call me at 12pm?! If you know I didn't reply, CALL ME EARLIER SICK BASTARD! Then at least I wouldn't have to become NOCTURNAL!

FUCKING PISSED! And now you're acting sorry for me because I wasted all my time. And you know what? You didn't even apologise! I WASTED MY TIME?! YEAH, BUT YOU WASTED IT TOO! I GOD DAMNED MESSAGED YOU LIKE ONE HOUR BEFORE AND YOU ONLY REPLY NOW?!

AND NOW YOU SAY I'VE WASTED MY BLOODY TIME! HOPE YOU ROT IN HELL, ASSHOLE!

ARGGHH!

Sombebody tell me what's wrong with myself?

2009-03-27T17:13:00.002+08:00

Hmm, just got back Math Test. BOO! That was a really bad way to start off the horror that is going to happen next week. Ah well, can't blame anyone I guess. Except myself. Didn't practice enough. Shall do well in the next test to compensate.

I skipped PE and netball today. Had MC so it's not ponning! Seriously, not feeling well. Wanted to die today. Hunched in over myself. Had terrible tummy ache and flu. My medicine is horrible. Oh, and I hacked myself to death during Physics. Was coughing non-stop. Erm, well English was OK. Wanted to do PE. Really scared for NAPFA. OMG! Must get A for 2.4km! If not, my others will die. My sister is such an athlete. She got 12+ for her first run. Her final score was 10 mins. :O Demoralising! \

Whatever, just feel tired. Can't do anything else.

Did this happen to you?

2009-03-27T17:02:00.005+08:00

Tagged by John.

Rules:
1. Answer the questions as honestly as possible.
2. Post this as "Did That Happen To You?"
3. Tag 10 friends.
4. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
5. Have Fun!!!

1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around?
If I spot it before I do my business, then I'll scream and use the other one. If not, I'll finish my business, scream and run out. Don't like flying insects.

2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in the room?
Find the name of that song and post it on my blog! :D

3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your pick up line?
Don't know. Haven't been there for ages.

4.What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love?
Hmm, I'll just ignore their comments! :D

5. What do you do when you trip and fall in front of many people?
Go all red. Then laugh at myself.

6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework (the one whereby you have to choose 1 out of 4 options given to you as your answer) and your class starts in 5 minutes. What do you do?
Choose one option randomly for each question.

7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react?
Stand far away and talk!

8. You just finished gym and after a shower, you drop your underpants on the wet floor. What do you do?
Quickly pick them up and hope that they aren't too wet.

9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result?
Nothing. Quiz results are bogus anyway.

10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react?
Act smiley. Then just keep it somewhere where I'll never see it again.

11.(Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside?
OH shucks. Not this.

12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside?
Yuck. I hate people staring at me. I'll glare back! D:<

Scandals Galore.

2009-03-26T16:06:00.009+08:00

Ahaha. And people wonder why I watch wrestling. I think it's better than any HK or Korean Drama. Twisted Kisses, Love Triangle. And it's all one big fat lie. Ah well. :D

So Physics was easy but panicked at one question because I forgot Snell's Law. Then when there was only 5 minutes left, I attempted it. Then forgot that I needed to subtract it off 90. Whoopie. So much for that attempt.

I want to watch so many movies! Like Confessions of a Shopaholic. Not because I'm bimbo or anything(NOT!) but I ABSOLUTELY LOVE ISLA FISHER! :D Although she's engaged to the weirdest person. Her baby is so cute! :D And I think she's really pretty.

And 12 Rounds! Although I hardly think it's gonna show here. Maybe they'll import the DVD or something. HOPES! My one true boyfriend! :D

OK, back to reality. Geography! Only this left and it's OVER! WOOHOO! GO GO GO! :D:D:D:D:D Then getting back Vectors test. I think I'm gonna fail. DIE! Mr Teo wants me to get 26/30. BOO! D;

Twisted Kisses

Love Triangles

Confessions of a Shopaholic

12 Rounds, STARRING MY BF! :D

I'm in love with my own sins.

2009-03-25T14:03:00.002+08:00

Finally! Passed the half-way mark. Just another two more. GO ME! :D

Not too worried for Geography. Firstly because she put it as a really low percentage and secondly, I have a rough idea. Physics shall be the one to put me into the grave for quite a long time. Although was surprised that Chemistry was quite OK. Can't say that it's easy because I got quite careless. And maybe some ECF too. But I did write down the general equation! So maybe I'll get some sympathy marks there. Scared for significant figs too. Checked once, but might have left something out. Ah well. Can't change what's been said and done.

On to Physics! This is the most crucial part! DIE DIE MUST TRY! To get a pass. I understand what CSS is teaching. But it just can't stay in my brain. Then when I go home to revise, I don't understand what I'm writing because half the time, the things that he explains are irrelevant because he's answering YQ's questions. Which don't pertain to the question at all. Sheesh!

And I need to get my phone repaired. Like soon. It's been left dying for almost 2 months now. Chian went to repair her sister's phone. So wanted to ask her to help me as well. But went home early! So no chance now. Maybe on the weekend. I'm under pressure from Mr Teo! He wants me to get 26 marks for the next test. GG!

Laadeedum. Should probably stop slacking and continue with Physics. Feel really tired. Want to give up soon! HANG IN THERE LORNA YEO! YOU CAN DO IT!

llness. I shall not be defeated!

2009-03-24T20:07:00.004+08:00

The flu bug is here again! Everyone is hacking and coughing, sneezing and blowing everywhere.

I am, unfortunately, infected as well. I had it since Sunday. So it's made ~~mugging~~ revising really hard. I feel like a drug addict. Popping paracetamol pills daily. Urgh. I really hate popping pills. They stay in my gut forever!

Oh, and I've been laughing at the people who've been seriously mugging all the classes for the BioD test. I didn't remember most. Only Turbellaria, Gastropoda and Bivalvia. Was quite easy. Although I mixed up antheridia with antherium and archegonia with archegonium. BLEH! 2 marks? Should have got that one. And I didn't know how to do the Porifera question. So just drew water currents and Spongebob. Changed it to something more ovular later on.

Hmm, now for Chemistry! I hope I'm prepared. Just need to clear these two. Then I can focus on Physics and Geography. When it's the end of the week, everyone will most probably be kneeling on the ground, shouting

"Thank God It's Friday!"

That'll be fun to watch. Until then I guess. And my neck is killing me.

Tests!

2009-03-21T21:18:00.002+08:00

I'm sure that's all anyone's talking about these days. I'm scared I'll not be prepared for them. Especially Physics. Been reading and catching up since I've been away for the past 5 days! I have nice friends! :D

School work is overwhelming. I've been asking everyone to JY! Sheesh. If I make it through this alive and I still live throughout the grading process, it'll truly be a miracle. OK, I'm incoherent. I don't even know what I'm typing. I'm losing my throat to crackers and fried stuff. It's really hurting. Oh, and I'm talking about death a little too often these days. My mum and Mr Yee ticked me off good. And I don't think I'm as doomed as I think I am.

Unless I'm gravely wrong. Yay. I'm being incoherent again.

Temptation and Resistance.

2009-03-13T21:53:00.003+08:00

I guess I'll be staying up the whole night. Trying to finish up all my notes. Bio Diversity is KILLING ME! D:

So, our class has serious drama issues. Just for one project, the whole class gets into a fit and everybody throws tantrums. Feels like kindergarten, although a lot more violent and loads more cussing.

Yeah, just go to Mariel's blog to get full details on what happened today. Explains the story from one P.O.V. I guess. He almost slammed the ball into my head, for crying out loud. Then Mr Teo was really awkward with us today as well. Everyone was more stiff than usual.

Ah well, got injured during netball again. Now it's fine. The internal bleeding has dissipated and I don't think it's going to die. YAY! :D Sounds serious right? Oh! And I lost my red squishy plaster during the first quarter! BOO! D;

Got the new Netball Tee! REALLY REALLY PRETTY! Going to wear it with my pink FBTs and see how it would look like. Not a very far cry from red, so should still be acceptable. I got one mark lower than Joanna and same marks as Nic Ho for English Summative Assessment 1. :D:D:D:D:D Happy! And My Chinese didn't score that bad as well. Hope my other common tests do equally good. Gotta study real hard. Can't let myself down like last time.

We're finally going into the results and analysis part for our NWSP. I'm just glad to get it done and over with already. Coming back on 3 consecutive days, and the first starts like one hour after I touch down. Cries!

OK, speaking in puzzles here. Sounds pretty confusing and jumbled up. No time to explain everything. SORRY! ):

Quizzes

2009-03-10T19:47:00.004+08:00

Time crunch! I'm like super busy! But I'm already at the bottom of the barrel with the least number of modules. So who am I to complain right? Yupyup. Geography is a real killer. We aren't really learning anything so I'm scared for the test and exams. She said it's on continental drift and plate tectonics so must gather all the note strewn all over my desk and room and start compiling notes.

Need to compile every module's notes because I'm going to get screwed for the common tests. I'll be out of Singapore for 5 days and can't carry a whole trunk of notes and textbooks there now can I?

Math was OK. Chemistry was OK. Physics, realized that I know nothing and need to revise even harder. Biology haven't started revision. Trying to push it till later. All the rest are just mug all the way I guess. Going to die for cell bio.

Dearest ____,
I ____ you.
You have a nice ______.
You make me _______.
You should _______.
Someday I will ______.
You + me = ________.
If I saw you now I'd __________.
I want to ________ you.
I would build a _______ just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be _________.
We could __________ under the stars.

Love,
_______________

(P.S. ______________.)

Oh and I am __________ (going/not going) to post this under my notes and see what you write about me.

\
\
\
\

Dearest John,
I know you.
You have a nice height.
You make me feel extra short.
You should diminsh in size.
Someday I will grow tall.
You + me = average height of a person.
If I saw you now I'd complain about your height.
I want to diminsh you.
I would build a wall just for you. (to house you in so you can't suan me anymore)
If I could sing you any song it would be "NaNaNaNa, NaNaNaNa, HeyHeyHey, Goodbye".
We could sleep under the stars.

Love,
Lorna

(P.S. I still hate you for being tall. )

TEN ARE YOUS

1. Are you single - Yes.
2. Are you happy - Yes.
3. Are you bored - No.
4. Are you white - No.
5. Are you Italian - No.
6. Are you intelligent - No.
7. Are you honest - Yes.
8. Are you nice - Yes.
9. Are you Irish - No.
10. Are you Asian - Yes.

TEN FACTS

1. Full Name - Yeo Wen Ling Lorna
2. Nicknames - Lornie, Tofu, Slutty, Hubby, Nemo.
3. Birth place - In a hospital.
4. Hair color - Black
5. Natural hair style - Messy.
6. Best Friend - ELMO!
7. Birthday - Was the day the world collapsed.
8. Mood - Happy but tired.
9. Favourite colour - Hot Pink
10. One place you'd like to visit - Europe

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE

1. Have you ever been in love - No.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight - Yes.
3. Do you currently have a crush? - No.
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Yes.
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - IDK.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - No.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - Yes.
8. Are you afraid of commitment - Yes.
9. Who was the last person you hugged - Mummy.
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - Coco.

TEN THIS OR THAT

1. Love or lust? - Love.
2. Hard liquor or beer - Hard Liquor.
3. Cats or dogs - DOGS!
4. A few best friends or many regular friends - Few Best Friends.
5. Creamy or Crunchy - BOTH! Kinder Bueno.
6. Pencil or Pen - Pen.
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Romantic night.
8. Money or Happiness - Money.
9. Night or day - Day.
10. IM or phone - IM.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER

1. Been caught sneaking out - Nope.
2. Seen a polar bear - Yes.
3. Done something you regret - Yes.
4. Bungee jumped - Nope.
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - Yes.
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - Yup.
7. Been caught naked - Nope. (Eww!)
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - No Comment.
9. Cried because you lost a pet - Yes. THRICE!
10. Wanted to disappear - Yes.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER

1. Smile or eyes - Eyes.
2. Light or dark hair - Dark
3. Hugs or kisses - Hugs.
4. Shorter or taller - Taller!
5. Intelligence or attraction - Intelligence.
6. Hot Topic or Hollister - Hollister.
7. Funny or serious - BOTH!
8. Older or Younger - Older.
9. Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing
10. Sweet or Bad - Sweet.

TEN HAVE YOUS

1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Yup.
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - Yup. LOL!
3. Ever tried walking on your hands - Yup.
4. Ever been to a rock concert - Nope. (Unless you count PlanetShakers)
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team - Nope.
6. Ever been on a dance team - Yes.
7. Ever been on a sports team - Yes.
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - Yes.
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? - Wishes!
10. Ever ever starred in a porn video? - Nope.

NINE... LASTS

1. Last phone call you made - Hayden
2. Last person you hugged - Mummy
3. Last person you hung out with - Chian
4. Last time you worked - No idea.
5. Last person you tackled - Sister.
6. Last person you IM'd - Mr Jay.
7. Last person you texted - Mr Jay.
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - Htoo, Ryan, Nick, Xuanji, Zikai, Utkarsh, Yichian, Lorna, Yingwei, Shaun, Herng Yi. (Ripped from John)
9. Last person/thing you missed - Time.

I'MA SPCA VOLUNTEER! :D

2009-03-07T21:43:00.002+08:00

Today went for CIP Project with the SPCA. Took Jump Shots with Recreational Team Mates. :D FUN FUN FUN!

We took loads of photos. I even went for the interview because Warda dragged me along.
My booth was super rushed!

Rules:
Each team has to spin a category on the Twister Board. Once a category has been spun, teams must answer a question from that category. Each correct answer is 2 points. You can answer unlimited amount of questions within the 5 minute time limit.

So those who came were mostly Primary School kids. There were a few Secondary Schools that came as well. So everyone was rushing and spinning the Twister and fumbling with the folded sheets of paper. Some groups even tore the piece while trying to get it open. Some teachers even participated in the games as well. And we were like doing tongue twisters because we had to ask those long questions as fast as possible as well. Then my tongue would just curl up on itself.

But the first few hours we were just there to prepare and slack. Rushed to Subway to get subs! :D LOVE LOVE LOVE! Warda and Shankari couldn't eat because it wasn't Halal so we had to rush back to the food court again. But the food court food didn't state if it was Halal either. So Warda had to settle for stalls which said, "No Pork. No lard." Which was quite bad. Stalls in food centers should at least put a sign saying their halal.

Wanted to get the SPCA T-shirt. Always wanted one! But didn't get one in the end. Celebrate Debra's Birthday with a Mango cake and went off the Plaza Sing with Celine and Xinyi. Rained cats and dogs and we didn't bring any form of protection at all! So I lent Celine my bag because it was water proof and we just ran. Like we waited in the shelter for the green light then just rain like hell. Of course we got wet but at least we weren't soaked to the bone. Daddy picked me up and went home!

Now have to help Jojo for Cell Bio Project.

TOODLES! :D

TO FART OR FARK

2009-03-06T20:24:00.006+08:00

Ok, random title there. It has some meaning to it though. Really worn out today.

TUESDAY

Oh, so now it's out in the open, I'm sure everyone knows by now that a "war relic" A.K.A.BOMB was found near our school and everyone was asked to leave school early! And Mrs Lim is going to kill us next Tuesday. So we actually wanted to play badminton after the so-called briefing but was too late and really disappointing. Then Chian and I went to Vivo to eat at Burger Kings. We wanted to eat at McDonald's because of her shortage of available cash. But I eventually coaxed her into eating at B.K. Should have brought those coupons though. Could have saved cash. Yup, that's about it. We walked around the National Geographic Exhibition and then went all over the place trying to find my sister's birthday present. I've already gotten some and I still have the last item to do and then I can give it to her! Maybe I'll post her pre-birthday present later. It's really nice.

WEDNESDAY

OK, totally forgot about today actually. I think it wasn't as fun as last weeks one so it wasn't as memorable. Oh actually I remember somethings in class. Like Mr Teo was nice enough to help me understand vectors! :D And during Chinese, I was using broken Chinese to converse about trends and brands in teenage life. I got 17! Which is good, because that's way better then my previous scores of 4. oO Although YQ is crazy and he got 27. Everyone was cursing him. ;P

I'm scared for lang du. But we can prepare so shouldn't be that tough. It's good to be the last name on the register. It gives you many benefits!

Yeah, so I was free for the day. Still had to wait for NWSP group mates. In the beginning, Genevieve soldered one hole in the available tank. Chian and I went to buy the remaining 4 tanks. We literally lugged them back to school. They were freaking BIG and HEAVY! Yup. So when we got back we went to find an adapter for the ancient soldering iron and we eventually got it. We got up and helped Genevieve. Basically, she couldn't stand the smell and we thought it was kinda fun so we took over for the rest of the tanks. Don't know how many tanks I soldered. But it's confirmed that I'm going to have brain damage because of all the toxic plastic fumes. My gun was the worst! It kept emitting smoke like an active volcano. Sheesh! But it was faster. So the last hole, we asked Genevieve to do it. Then in her hands, the two working soldering irons just refused to work and now we're left with one hole half-soldered. Chian's getting the plants while I'm getting the soldering iron and we're completing the whole damn thing on Monday. GOSH! Ended quite late. This stupid project is draining the life and soul out of me.

THURSDAY
We had BIO DIV! And it was full-speed ahead again for Ms Wu as she complete her lecture in 45 minutes? Then we proceeded to the lab for the practical. Everything was quite simple except the stupid drawing of the crab! Everyone was gathered there trying to draw it then Mariel had the great suggestion of taking a photo. So I squeezed in there, snapped a few shots then went to some other table to draw. The crabs legs that I drew were highly disproportional. But the main thing was the abdomen. So, I hope she'll let me off with that.

I really like bio div! :D

And the rest of the lessons were OK! I rushed Chemistry only to be told that it was due on Monday. Well, at least now I have one less assignment on my hands. And my weekend is going to be super packed! Handed it in. Didn't do so well for quiz. And my practical couldn't get more marks! But it was high enough. So, I'm HAPPY!

Oh netball was OK. Had a serious beginning because we were trying to see whether we should go for A Div Zonals. Where we will get pwned like crazy! But I don't know. The way they put it was sort of like, it's ok even if we get pwned. Alot of people didn't come. Huixin and Stacey went off early so it was only left with 5 people. Ran 20 minutes but didn't feel so tired. Did ball work with Elaine. Then she had to go. Then we did court work.

CENTER-Me
WING A-Angela
WING D- Mayfong
GOAL A- Warda
GOAL D- Wen Li

Yup, Mayfong wanted to be WD so she could coach us at the same time. It feels weird because I don't have an opposing C and then I let my guard down. And I don't run totally. Then Wen Li had to go. So we just worked on one side. Took turns to be feeders. I played WA for a while. Then GD. Then back to C. Must work on C pass! :D Jiayous A+RECRE TEAM!:D

TODAY

Today was tiring! English was OK, but I got bullied by Ms Cheng. She kept asking me questions at the end. I'm not exactly the best person to go to for vocab questions. But survived, then was on to PE. The sun was extremely hot. Went to the hostel for shade. Then we ran warm-up and time-trial runs. Didn't do good. 9.58min for 4 rounds will just get me a 14+ timing on the actual day. I'm scared that if we run on the track, I'll just die. I can't run in circles! I'd rather run all over the school. Or go somewhere else. I did fark leg for last round.

Then we did SBJ. Mr Goh taught us some techniques for SBJ. My previous jump was 1.51m. We were supposed to beat our initial record or we would have to do twice the amount of steps. Then he called me first! =(

Panicked. Then got distracted because Janice kept chanting "butt-power" or something like that to me. Got 1.68m for my first and second jump! Which beats my previous record of 1.64m! :D HAPPY! But the same thing happened again. Last year, I jumped 164m, which was a D. A C was 1.65m. Missed by 1cm. This year, C is 1.69m. Missed by one AGAIN! D; Could really cry.

Then we ended class. Joanna "officially" beat me by 1cm. Well, "officially" because she kept having false starts. Her feet kept veering off and crossed the line. Tried a total of 7 times! With 6 false starts! :D Then ~~Nic~~ Ethanael kept farting! LIKE SERIOUSLY! DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN GROSS! I kept running to the farthest corner of the concourse. EWWWWWWW! Seriously! It's loud... And he tells everyone about it. I pity the guy who has to be his room-mate next year.

THUS EXPLAINS THE TITLE! FARK LEG AND FARTS!

The classroom was really hot and clammy and stinky because the aircon wasn't on as we were trying to "save" electricity. So Dr. Chong explained the assignment questions and then was break! He let us off late. So we had to rush down for break. I almost wanted to order spicy chicken. Then Chian persuaded me to buy noodles! So bought tom yam and with only 8 minutes to eat, we gobbled as much noodles and soup down as we possibly could. Was really spicy! I choked twice on the soup. Hurt really bad. Yeah, but wasted. Then rushed up again and saw Mr Teo strolling down the corridor with a plate of carrot cake and dumpling in hand. THE AGONY! I was so hungry, yet bloated and I rushed up just to see him smiling and slowly chewing his lunch.

OK, had bonus quiz. Explained to the class. And now everyone is getting 10 marks. LOL! Yup, just went through 3D vectors again. Was quite OK I guess. But still have to revise. Shucks! So yeah, then we were chased out by year ones again! Did math assignment in the library! Finished 3/4 of it. Question 4 didn't attempt because I was lazy to draw the diagrams because Naomi influenced me to be lazy. D; I know the partial answer to question 4 but haven't attempted it yet. Will see.

NETBALL! Well, everyone was made to vote and the overall verdict was that we're going for ZONALS! Which makes me very scared and excited at the same time. Went for the 20 minute run. Was OK as well! Stretched and went for circuit. As always, the splitting took up time because we didn't want to be separated. Split in the end and I was with Wen Li and Stacey. I think we were pretty organised! Good job team! :D Circuit consisted of:

Twist Jump on the line

Half Squats

Star Jumps

Dodging at 5 places

Sprinting and back pedalling

Sprinting and turning over cones

Spriting and Side-Steps

Jumping up and down across the line

Stepping up and down across the line

something

LOL, Sorry. Can't recall everything. So was really really really tired. Then we did ball drills. Straight shutter for straight, bounce and high passes. The high ones took really long. Did 4x11 and 4x13 before we reached our goal. So we did 116 passes in total. Not including bounce and straight. And not including warm-ups either.

Played game and I centered for 2 quarters. All the players were mixed. Didn't run fully so wasn't my best 2 games. So, yeah really tired. And now I have to help with Cell Bio project. CIP tmr. Uni talk on Sunday.

Lets see:

Math Assignment 1

~~Chemistry Worksheet 4~~

~~Physics Assignment 2~~

CIP with Netball

London Uni Talks

Chinese Oral

Chinese Article Review 2

Chinese Article Review 3

Chinese Article Review 4

Chinese Argumentative Essay

English Formative Assessment

Cell Biology Project

Revision Notes for EVERYTHING

Sister's Birthday Presents

That's all I have to do this weekend. Isn't is just lovely?

Talked to Cheryl about some embarrassing moments in my teenage life and then I went home.

Drama Mama.

2009-03-03T17:45:00.003+08:00

Our school has a lot of drama during it's short 5 years of existence.
Like the thing that just happened today. I can't really say it since I might get arrested. I hope it appears in the news or something. So I can talk about it!

Otherwise, we were just let off early today!

Well, at least it beats 1800hours right?!

And also we still have time to work on our questions again. I'm sure Mrs. Lim is really angry with the school. We've already missed 4 hours of lesson just because. I'm sure there will be make up lessons somehow.

Hmm, and Nicholas Ho is crazy. He's spamming me with smses. Who cares... I'll spam back. :D

The Climb.

2009-03-02T18:45:00.003+08:00

Another really nice song. I think it relates to me! :D

The Climb [Official Music Video] - Miley Cyrus

The Climb. Miley Cyrus.

I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreamin
But there's a voice inside my head saying you'll never reach it.
Every step I'm taking.
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction.
My faith is shakin.
But I,I gotta keep tryin.
Gotta keep my head held high.

There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.

The struggles I'm facing.
The chances I'm taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking.
I may not know it but these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah.
Just gotta keep going.
And I, I gotta be strong.
Just keep pushing on 'cause,

There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
But Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.

Yeah-yeah

There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes you're gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.

Yeah-yeah-yea

Keep on moving,
Keep climbing,
Keep the faith,
Baby.

It’s all about,
It’s all about the climb.
Keep your faith,
Keep your faith.

Whoa, O Whoa.

All this time, I wasting hoping you would come around.

2009-02-28T08:19:00.003+08:00

Good morning people! Found another really really nice Taylor Swift Song. Can go check it out. Didn't manage to find it on imeem though. ):

FRIDAY IS BEST!

English was really productive. We managed to go through a whole essay with structure and everything. So we're supposed to re-write the introduction again.

PE is funny! Oh and Nic went to bite Jerlin too. He tried to bite Roslyn, but she slapped him everytime he got close. LOL! :D And He bit Wayne and Kevin too. Urgh. Hope he doesn't bite me again. After that many people he's bitten. Which thus explains the tag on my board.

PE we did 2 rounds of warm-up and then 3 trial runs. Managed to finish it in 7 minutes. Which means I still would have my 15 minute run. Which sucks. A HUGE DEPROVEMENT from last year. Like around 2 minutes? I need to run. Need the discipline.

Anyway, Physics confuses me again. Shall go ask someone to teach me. Math was LOUD. Because Mr Teo tricked us and I bet everyone failed. And Ms Kong was really angry.

NETBALL COACH SERENE CAME BACK! And she almost got mauled to death by B Div. LOL! :D We played game, I suck as center. We have pink bibs and I'm washing the stinky green ones this week. And no Monday training YAY!

And seeing as my post is so short, I shall post 2 long long long long long quizzes.

Rules: Fill in the blanks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twelve people. Continue the sentence that begins with 'In', 'If' & 'When'. It's fun! (:

1. In case of a fire you: Run and Panic.

2. When you see a dead cat on the road you: Sad for the cat.

3. When you see an airplane coming to crash into your house you: Think "Shit".

4. In a fight, you: Stand by.

5. If you're bored you: Use the computer or immerse myself in a book.

6. When you're in a relationship you: Try to make everyday happy.

7. In a relationship the most important thing is: "Happyness".

8. If a person of the opposite sex told you they loved you: It would be my dad.

9. When you've lost the person you love, you: Emotionally distraught.

10. In a jungle you: Are trying to kill all those pesky mosquitoes and trying to find a way out.

11. If you're alone & you see a person of the opposite sex crying alone you: That would be really awkward.

12. When in the night and you see a full moon: Admire the sight.

13. In life you:Live it day by day.

14. If you could be an animal what would it be?: A bird of prey.

15. When it's raining you: Run in the rain! :D

16. In this world, you: Are invisible and pretty outstanding at the same time.

17. If you became a millionaire you: Will thank everyone.

18. When you love someone what do you always think of?: What that person has done for me.

19. In the toilet bathroom you: Do business. Then take care of personal hygiene.

20. If you found out the person you love doesn't even like you: Then be really sad.

21. When you grow up you: Want to enjoy life to the fullest!

22. On a date you go to: The usual. But the beach would be a nice alternative.

—YOUR BOY SIDE—-
[x] You love hoodies
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It’s hilarious when people get hurt. (i tend to laugh when people fall flat, including myself)
[ ] Shopping is torture
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[x] You own a car racing game. (well, if it was already installed.)
[x] You played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid. (it was more of my sister wanted them, and i just tagged along.)
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You owned a Xbox, PSP or PS2 (i had a PS2 but changed it to a Wii)
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. (GO GO Power Rangers!)
[x] You have watched sports on TV (WWE! :D)
[x] Gory movies are cool. (I'm a real sadist.)
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You used to collect hockey cards.
[ ] Baggy sweats are cool to wear. (not cool but more for comfort)
[ ] It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors. (GREEN and RED!)
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think. (sometimes.)
[x] Sports are fun. (netball!)
[x] You talk with food in your mouth. (correction: HAVE TALKED)
[ ] You sleep with your socks on at night. (eww no. I hate stinky socks)
[ ] You have fished at least once (wanted too, but scared of fishing hooks)

—-YOUR GIRL SIDE—-
[x] You love to shop. (isn't it obvious?!)
[ ] You wear eyeliner
[ ] You wear the color pink. (surprisingly, I don't have a single clothing item that is pink in colour)
[x] You go to your mom to talk. (cause my dad doesn't really understand)
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport. (it's gymnastics, in the air!)
[ ] You hate wearing the color black. (my whole closet is filled with black shirts)
[X] You like going to the mall.
[x] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures (but my mum doesn't allow me to get one)
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] You cried watching The Notebook. (haven't heard of it)
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. (lol, not really)
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don’t like the movie Star Wars (don't understand, never will)
[x] You are/were in gymnastics (did it when I was in the states)
[x] It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up (lol, maybe the dressing up part)
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[X] You care about what you look like. (doesn't everyone?)
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can. (yeah! my mum says I have too many dresses)
[x] You like wearing high heel shoes. (ahhem, it's not because I enjoy the extra height)
[x] You used to play with dolls as little kid.(barbie. Until I pulled off her head)
[x] You like putting make-up on others. (it was kind of funny, my cousins would look like clowns!)
[x] You like being the star of everything.(hehe, yup)
[x] Pink is one of your favorite colors.

Appearance •

[x] I have many scars. (on my knees)
[ ] I tan/ burn easily. (i cant get tan!)
[ ] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[ ] I have a tattoo. (want one though)
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I’ve had/have braces. (having!)
[ ] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than two piercings. (used to)
[ ] I have / had piercings in places besides my ears.

• Embarrassment •

[X] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation. (it's actually quite common here)
[x] Disney movies still make me cry. (DISNEY FAN!)
[x] I’ve snorted while laughing. (sometimes)
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.(yeah, had that loads of times!)
[x] I’ve glued my hand to something. (glued my two hands together with super glue before, the liquid type! almost ripped my hands to shreds!)
[x] I’ve laughed ’til some kind of beverage came out of my nose. (i think chian and xinyi know best!)
[ ] I’ve had my pants rip in public.(never!)

• Experiences •

[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city. (i'm not a public transport girl)
[x] I’ve seen a shooting star. (in japan! everyone except mummy though!)
[x] I’ve wished on a shooting star. (hehe! :D)
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I’ve gone out in public in my pyjamas.
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator. (of course!)
[x] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts. (in primary school)
[ ] I’ve been to a casino
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny-dipping. (eww!)
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[x] I’ve been skiing. (hardest thing in the world because the skis are so rigid!)
[ ] I’ve been in a musical.(a play, but not a musical)
[x] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue. (states!)
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.(i want to!)
[ ] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.(I've only ever lived in 10 storey high flats)
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone. (the latest one was at x'mas, pranked some 10 over people)
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. (nope)
[x] I’ve eaten Sushi. (sashimi too!)
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.

• Relationships •

[x] I’m single.
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[ ] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[ ] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.

• Honesty / Crime •

[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out. (i almost ran away from home once)
[x] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.(w few times, during my younger days)
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] I’ve ran a red light.
[x] I’ve witnessed a crime.(i actually did a few myself)
[x] I’ve been in a fist fight.(with my sister)
[ ] I’ve been arrested.

• Death and Suicide •
[x] I’m afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I’ve seen someone / something dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted / committed suicide.(does myself count)
[x] I’ve planned my own suicide before.
[ ] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

• Materialism •
[ ] I own over 5 rap CD’s.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime / manga.
[ ]I own designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collected comic books. (erm, W.I.T.C.H.)
[ ] I own something from GAP.
[ ]I own something I got on E-Bay. (almost, but it was a present anyway)
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie

• Random •

[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily (most of the time)
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don’t kill bugs. (i kill mosquitoes everyday)
[x] I sing in the shower. (guilty as charged)
[ ] I am a morning person. (i'm freaking grumpy in the morning these days)
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic. (only wrestling, but that doesn't really count)
[x] I twirl my hair.(yup)
[x] I care about grammar. (i have this unusual habit of correcting someone when the speak)
[ ] I love spam.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
[ ] I bake well. (tried, don't think it's that good)
[x] My favourite colour is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange.
[ ] I would wear pyjamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.(eww no way)
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. (hate these kind of typing)
[ ] I laugh at my own jokes
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[x] I like white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails. (disgusting habit)
[x] I’m good at remembering faces.
[ ] I’m good at remembering names.
[ ] I’m good at remembering dates.
[ ] honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

Today was disgusting.

2009-02-25T21:30:00.002+08:00

TODAY WAS DISGUSTING!

OK, bottom line is NICHOLAS HO BIT ME!

TWICE!

There, I'm done.

HSM3 Bloopers.

2009-02-23T22:28:00.004+08:00

HSM 3 Bloopers. They kept me up all night. These are the ones in the DVD-Deluxe Edition. The one I have. Ahem, 1.33-1.42 is hilarious. And the wave part is my favourite! :D:D:D:D:D Clearer on the DVD of course. Shall bring to school someday to show the world.

WARHARHAR!

2009-02-23T20:43:00.007+08:00

MY GUARDIAN ANGEL!

OK, I feel guilty now. I spent my whole weekend studying fictional characters from LOTR. It's because Channel 5 aired "Fellowship of the Ring" on Friday so I decided to pull out the other two and watch them on Saturday. Started at about 10.30am ended at 4.00pm. So basically my day was wasted. Sunday we went out to eat at Sakae which we haven't had for a long long long time. And we queued for E-F-F-I-N-G long and yet the food wasn't really satisfactory. Hmm, then I bought HSM 3 and watched it over and over again. There are 4 versions! Dance-deluxe, Deluxe, and forgot the last two. I think it's Sing-along and limited edition or something like that. And my NWSP girls got really pissed at me for not helping.

SORRY GUYS!

I feel really really really guilty. Believe me.

And my days starts with ENGLISH.

Whoopie. The always dreaded English test. Well, I didn't paraphrase much and I don't think my points are spot-on so in lay-man terms, I'LL GET PWNED. Ah shucks, English is always demoralising. Then came Chinese. I felt glad that I actually got 14/20 for my complaint letter. Since my Chinese teacher hates me. Everyone knows that for a fact already. So don't push it into my face. But he's nice. Even if he truly hates me.

Break. Then Math. Rawr. I feel disappointing. And I think Mr Teo felt disappointed in me as well. Shall not go through. But I think I must find him sometime after the quiz. ARGH. Lets just say today's academic part wasn't that nice for me. Biology I was bracing for the quiz results but then she didn't give it out. Instead we had to fumble and frustrate each other because we had a limited supply of micro-pipettes. Yeah, so academic part wasn't exceptional today.

Ate lunch and went to the library to try to finish the biology practical. Because that was really the only homework I could do then and there. Then found out that my results are really screwed because I don't get what Han Siang's results are. Then we discussed NWSP and our proposal and stuff. Then I went for netball. Which was honestly the funnest thing in my whole day.

We ran fark leg. 1 warm up and 3 rounds. Wasn't too bad. I think I'm mentally deranged. I can stand fark leg but I can't stand 20 minutes run around the school. And I'm not that good a sprinter either. Got overtook by Wenli and Stacy a few times. BOO. Then we had steps on the grandstand to improve our leg muscles. I should learn to jump with more grace. LOL. I land and the whole world shakes. I could barely finish the 4 sets of alternating, single leg jumps. I always had to take a step forward so as to not hit the face of the step whilst jumping. Eventually did it though and went for ball drills.

The ball drills weren't too hard. It just trained our arm strength and aiming. But we have to rid our old throwing habits and start to pick up on the new one. Which will take a lot of time. Shucks. Then we played court! Whee. I like being center, though it's freaking tiring. But I think I lost the courage and speed to dodge when I was WA. I keep trying to dodge but just can't make the full turn fast enough. And without contact too.

Then Wenli and Stacy left for tuition and we had street netball. 3 against 3. [HUIXIN+ANGELA+LORNA] VS. [MAYFONG+SHARMILA+HILDA] . We won them by one though we kept laughing throughout the game. And my "stinging tenticles" flopped onto MayFong. LOL! Erm, it would be really funny if you were there. Then we played street again, this time with [MAYFONG+HILDA+LORNA] VS. [CHERYL+SHARMILA+ANGELA]. My team won again! By the time I left, we were winning 5-0. :D Mayfong is a good shooter!

OK anyway, got some outdated/outdue photos.

New Netball Tee Design! PRETTY! ME LURVB!

Yong Qin's Birthday Cake! Made from scratch too! :D Technically.

Chian's Birthday Present! (Outside)

Chian's Birthday Present! (Inside)

Naomi's Birthday Present!

This is to show you that Chian's bag can fit into mine. WITH BOOKS!

My Dichotomous Key. Leaves side.

Valentines! :D

Chian's Birthday Present 2! CUPPYCAKES!

FAST FORWARD TO TODAY!

Stupid Micro-pipettes which cost a fortune and are limited in supply.

YES! With MY BARE FINGERS! I've clicked the cliker 406 times.

I did this shot once last year. With the same stopwatch! Now, UPGRADE!

I find this soooo racist.

And the ink fought back and spurted all over my paper.

Money Honey

2009-02-21T09:19:00.005+08:00

Thats m-o-n-e-y, so sexy

Damn, i love the jag, the jet and the mansion
Oh yeah
And i enjoy the gifts and the trips to the islands
Oh yeah

It's good to live expensive
You know it
But my knees get weak intensive

When you give me k-kisses
That's money honey
Well i'm your lover and your mistress
That's money honey
When you touch me, it's so delicious
That's money honey
Baby when you tear me to pieces
That's money honey

Thats m-o-n-e-y, so sexy

Damn, i love the boat by the beach on the west coast
Oh yeah
And i enjoy some fine champagne while my girls toast
Oh yeah

It's good to live expensive
You know it
But my knees get weak intensive

When you give me k-kisses
That's money honey
Well i'm your lover and your mistress
That's money honey
When you touch me, it's so delicious
That's money honey
Baby when you tear me to pieces
That's money honey

You know i appreciate the finer things
But its not what makes me happiest baby
(i can do without a thing)
The turn in loving is more than i can handle
Never burn out this candle baby, baby

K-k-k-kisses
That's money honey
Well i'm your lover and your mistress
That's money honey
When you touch me, it's so delicious
That's money honey
Baby when you tear me to pieces
That's money honey

When you give me k-kisses
That's money honey
Well i'm your lover and your mistress
That's money honey
When you touch me, it's so delicious
That's money honey
Baby when you tear me to pieces
That's money honey

When you give me k-kisses
That's money honey
Well i'm your lover and your mistress
That's money honey
When you touch me, it's so delicious
That's money honey
Baby when you tear me to pieces
That's money honey

Thats m-o-n-e-y, so sexy

Oh gosh. I think I'm such a wimp.

English, I think everyone got owned. Yup. Even Shriram JUST PASSED with 1 mark. I failed of course. Terribly for the structured questions. Summary wasn't that bad.

And PE was slack again! Although the warm up JOG felt more like a warm up RUN with Janice+Joanna+Jerlin leading. LOL, seriously couldn't keep up. Then we did conditioning. My aches from netball PTs hadn't gone away so I was struggling with the leg lifts. The statics/bridges were alright. My elbows and forearms hurt more than my abs. Hmm, then I think we went to do jumping on the grandstand. That was simple. And Joanna really does look like a bunny when she jumps. I kept looking at her because she was really cute! Oh and I have train myself to jump with two feet simultaneously off the ground and land simultaneously too. My left leg always lags about 0.5 seconds behind my right one. My left leg also lands further back so that's gonna cost me points in SBJ. Which I hate the most.

Then we ran down to the fitness corner. The guys did 3 sets of 4 assistant chin-ups and we did 3 sets of 15 inclined pull-ups. And I have literally no arm strength. Naomi, who was my partner did, one set in like 10 seconds? While I took like 40 seconds just to do one set. Oh and my arms are aching right now as I type this.

Then we proceeded on the the MONKEY BARS! Which I'm very proud of because that's one station which I don't screw up in. The girls were supposed to do one set across and the guys 2 sets. It somehow surprises me that some people who can do like 50 pull-ups can't go across the monkey bar but people(like me) can go across it. Maybe because I've been doing it since young. Then Shane was just jumping across 4 bars at once and he went around 5 times? I did it 4 times because we have very little girls. And now I have this HUGE WOUND on my right palm. It's because I was being such a show-off and doing it like how many times. I think it was the last set which really pulled off my skin. Didn't feel the pain at first but when I looked down, I saw the huge dangling piece of skin ripped off my palm. And I thought, shit this is really going to hurt.

Janice had one too, but wasn't as severe as mine. Shane had two which were as severe as mine. So I kept whimpering like a baby. But I still managed to complete 2 circuits before I finally admitted defeat and went to the G.O. for some first-aid. Then they were like "EWWWW" because I told them to cut of the excess skin tissue. LOL. So they took out the alcohol swabs and I was like going faint. Because I still have a really really sharp recollection of alcohol swabs on wounds. And they even want to spray me with that thingy too. Which I also experienced. And then I went all dizzy and felt like vomiting. Then the just applied the plaster and I rushed out before they could do anything else.

Then I went to talk to Mr Goh and he let me off. So I went to sit next to Roslyn who was shocked that my face was so white. See! I'm not lying. That's probably why Mr Goh let me off. Then they finished circuit and everyone gathered around me and Ros. LOL, so Ros was like "Is everyone gathered here because of me?" And we were like "Yeah". So she said that she would leave, hoping everyone would follow her. but no one left until Mr Goh came and called everyone back down. The played Captains Ball with a rugby ball. Which I found very amusing but I couldn't play because of my hand. Then we were eating into physics so we left.

We quickly went back down for physics and Dr Chong went on with explaining more formulas which I really have to revise if not I'll miss out on what he was explaining. Then YQ bribed Dr Chong with twisties. Everyone wanted the assignment deadline to be pushed back so JOHN offered him a bag of twisties as a sort of peace offering. He accepted it. And everyone was laughing. LOL! I think DCSS is nice. But I keep calling him Mr instead of DR.

After Physics we had break but I stayed back again to finish up on Biology Report. Then Chian and Fabia came in to ask me what was testes for Cell Bio quiz. Then I told them vaguely and well, they memorised a whole chunk of information. Then I quizzed them. Then Htoo came along to ask me what was tested and I just said everything. LOL. Then he got frustrated so he went to ask Han Siang for help. Then was Math. Mr Teo is like going one example by one example so that we get the gist of M.I.. It's supposedly really important. But I'm scared of Binomial Theorem because I freaking don't understand a thing. AND THERE IS THE QUIZ ON NEXT TUESDAY! I'm doomed. And I have to get everything right for this assignment because I handed it up late. BOO! That means no upgrade of marks. Shucks. But I don't want to hand in a half filled assignment to him either.

Then I wanted to attend the extra lessons but he said that those who got 18 and above for the test couldn't come. RAWR! I managed to sneak in some "free" revision material though. YAY! But I'll have to clarify it him on Monday before the quiz.

CCA time, I FINALLY SEE XINYI FOR TRAINING! Almost every training, she has rehearsal for SLI. So I was concerned about not being able to play with the wound on my hand. Then MAYMAY was kind today so we only did s short 10 minutes run. Didn't expect it to be that short though. 15 minutes is optimum timing! We should stick to it instead of the 20 minute runs. Oh wait, we had team sharing before that. Which ate a lot of our time because 15 minutes for discussion and another 15 to share. A+Recreational team didn't share because our Captain, didn't want to get the ball rolling.

So, we went for the run. Came back and we had a lack of balls, so we decided to do steps first. Steps wasn't really tiring. I just dread them. I don't know why. But I didn't have the giddy spells when I was resting so it was better.

Finished steps and got 3 balls and headed down to track. Then before we could get anything started, the lightning alarm sounded. And we all had to head indoors. With like NO SIGN OF RAIN! Or looming clouds anywhere. Then we played in the concourse and did ball passes. I only managed to do chest and half of shoulder when MayMay stopped me because she was ultra scared that I might injure my hand again.

Then I did some PT's all by myself so as to not waste time. I couldn't so push-ups so I did crunches, rangers and star-jumps. And everyone was saying I was so cute. LOL, she did let me do bounce and underarm passes. Then we practised highest points and one arm passing and catching. Then we practised our coming out for center pass. Then one occasion, everyone defended MayMay! Then she couldn't move back or forth. LOL!

Hmm, then I think we just ended. We did ball handling but that was it.

RAW ROCKS!

2009-02-18T23:49:00.003+08:00

True love always reigns. LOL! HHH comes to the rescue of Steph! :D Erm, I was watching RAW. Love love drama. :D

Of course, better video quality here.

Hmmm, Happy or Not?

2009-02-18T20:33:00.002+08:00

I finally found my very precious shoe bag. THANK GOD! If not the person who actually did have evil intentions for my bag would die an early and horrible death after he/she's lost all of his/her possessions. Just an eye for an eye basically.

Speaking of eyes, I was searching for NWSP related notes and I came across this video where this poor soul got a fish hook stuck in his eye ball. Another one had a hook stuck between his cheek and his lower eyelid.

This seriously ain't for the faint of heart. Oh and there was a little fish stuck in the eyeball too. I guess that was the bait he used for his fishing trip. Oh, and I'm second guessing Lasik Eye Surgery already. After the videos that I've watched.

First issue: We can't be totally sure that the eye drops will sufficiently numb our eyeballs to the point where we can't feel anything. Yuck. I don't know. Just gotta have faith I guess.

Second issue: What if the doctor makes a mistake and shaves off too much of our lens? That would cause even more implications.

Squirming in my seat already.

And I'm going to see this with CHIAN! Anyone interested?

The film is an adaptation of a Swedish book called "Let me in". It revolves around this normal boy and this vampire girl who's just moved in. And suddenly, all of the neighbors go missing. Oh, and the vampire has a guardian too. Which is human by the way. So it's a wonder why she doesn't kill him too. Maybe it's because she needs him for a "normal" life. And the guardian encourages her feeding too.

Its NC16. Mwahaha. I feel lucky now. Feels creepy too. Life gave it a rating of 4/5 stars. Pretty good rating. And since I didn't get to catch my Underworld: Rise of the Lycans, this will have to do I guess. And how can this not be more violent than Underworld? The film rating advisers have a screw loose in their noggin'.

TODAY:

Well, lots of drama for only 3 hours of normal school curriculum time. If you exclude Da Vinci that is. Shan't talk about it anyway.

Da Vinci is also screwed because all our experiments are a total flop. All the plants are either too hard to get or they are just too big for container planting indoors. Now we're trying to look at African Violets. I think the one Ms Lim "stole" is really cute! It's the miniature version I think. It's white.

Oh and I have a cough now. Ugh. I've lost my voice.

Just the skin I was looking for.

2009-02-17T23:04:00.003+08:00

I think I'm turning into a pessimist. And to think that I was that joyous, overly bubbly girl back in year 1 and 2 and maybe some parts of year 3. Hmm, it's not that I'm not having fun now. It's just that part in my life where everything just seems to be about school and nothing else. Putting my best foot forward and trying achieve whatever is in my reach. The rest I leave it up to fate and faith.

Math test didn't do too well. Loads of careless and questions that I can supposedly get correct but because I was careless, didn't get the marks. This stupid test is around 16% of the whole module. WHOOPIE DOO. But Mr TTTK is really nice. He gave me an extra one mark:D

As for some other subjects in particular, I don't really give a damn anymore. It's self-demoralizing and its punishing our self-esteem. Like, yeah yeah our foundation isn't good. So just help us. Don't come into class and give us a one hour lecture on how bad your paper is. You're not doing anything to help. You're just making the whole thing worse.

NEVER IN MY 16 YEARS OF EXISTENCE

HAVE I EVER COME ACROSS

SUCH STANDARDS!

Like who are you to keep pulling me down. Is it fair to me and to others? Sure you think you're some big saint who's come to save us all but that's all in your screwed mindset. So I'm weak, I get it. I'm trying and it doesn't get any better. You just mock my mistakes or use me as a silly illustration to get your point across. We all know what simple words mean. You don't have to go to such an extent to prove your point. I just don't feel like attending those classes anymore. I've really had enough of your egoistic chauvinistic ways.

I'm admitting defeat. I surrender. "Wo to xiang." Happy now?

ANYWAY:

Today we had physics for the first lesson! I think Dr Chong is nice. And I finally understood the calculus part and derivatives. Although I'm still a little mixed up on the integration sign. But somehow he just loses me towards the end of the class. I just go off into my little own world and just wait for the recap the next lesson to process what he did the previous week. I've also finished the physics assignment! It was pretty easy. But of course I did have some help. Studying with friends is a good way to learn! :D We exchanged notes and everything. So we learn more with peer-tutoring. And I've found out that HUSSY is really careless. But who am I to say?

Then straight after we had Math. Mr Teo announced to us that our invigilator didn't have nice things to say about our class and the way we took our test. He was also given some names. Then, he immediately asked the guys to help move a table and a chair outside of the classroom. I was like is he removing someone from the class because of the test? Then everyone was oh RESHI hasn't taken his quiz yet. So I was like, phew. Then he asked Reshi NOT to go outside but stay in class instead. Then I was like, OMG maybe he really is going to send someone out of the class. Then Joanna said that Naomi hadn't taken her test yet. Then Mr TTTK was all smiles and "invited" Naomi out and she had her test there.

Well, then we got back our test paper. Me and Joanna got some pretty disappointing results. As I was mentioning earlier. So I shall not talk about that anymore. But some "GUY" forgot and carelessly put "...." instead of "..." on his test paper. Thus he had to right the "therefore" sign with an extra dot at the side for 50 times. I know who it was. But shall not embarrass ~~my lab partner here~~ him. =X

Finally had break. Quickly rushed down to canteen to grab food. CHICKEN RICE IS NICE! And then we rushed up to the Chem Lab and had our practical test. My lab partner was POH JERLIN! :D So I was safe! We finished the experiment pretty fast. Around 30 minutes and we were done. BTW, the lab doesn't mean 30 minutes. It means 3 minutes. The graph was really easy to draw. And lab partners must work together! Make sure you guys multitask!

The practical wasn't hard. But was very misleading and really really tedious. Both Jerlin and I had back and neck aches respectively because we were hunching over those darn papers too long. We were the first group to finish and hand in. We left class on time actually but relatively early compared to the others.

Then I went down to get a drink with Chian and Fabia and rushed up again to do homework! She was in the midst of finishing her physics assignment when I interrupted her. LOL! She always blames me for int interrupting her when she's in the midst of completing her work. Then when we came back, I managed to finish Physics in about an hour and she almost finished her Chemistry practical. And we were correcting each others mistakes and what nots. Peer tutoring is FUN!

So I'm halfway through my Chemistry WS3, not bothering with the subject that I really really hate now. I'm going on STRIKE!

WHEE!!! And Timo, Cheryl and I are going to get owned tmr.

HUSSY's SWEET SIXTEEN!

2009-02-15T00:00:00.001+08:00

A Sweet 16 is a special day to every girl
She is no longer just a child
She's growing into a beautiful woman

She giggles and laughs with all of her friends
About the cute boy across the hall
She always laughs at the man whose a little too tall
And the new teacher in math class who likes to yell and howl

She is beautiful, smart, loyal and funny
And always has a clever tone
She brags about making money
From the nice lady across the hall

She learns to drive her very first car
And passes all her tests
She finds her first real job
And gives it all her very best

She dreams about going to college
And seeing the entire world
She wants to go sky diving
And meet all the celebrities in the world

Today is her sweet sixteen
And as proud as I am
I'm going to miss the little girl
Who played with shovels in the sand

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MON CHERIE! :D

We ALL LOVE YOU for who you are. You're the bestest bestie anyone could have so stop worrying about everyone else when you've got us! You've always been there for me in times of trouble, sorrow, regret, complaint and just CRAZINESS!

I wish I could JUMP ON OPRAH'S COUCH(1.19-1.27 secs) just to show you how much I love you! Hope that you'll enjoy this joyous day when the world welcomed the most life-changing person for me. I feel so lucky that you chose to go here instead of all the other great options like RGS that were offered to you.

16 THINGS WOULD NOT HAVE HAPPENED

IF YOU WEREN'T HERE!

If not, I would have missed out on loads of sweet talks and just lying on the grand stand in the middle of the night and talking about random things.
We wouldn't have been caught by BIG-EYED, LONG FACED GOLDFISH by sitting on the railing.
We wouldn't have great ideas for class deco!
And we wouldn't have so much fun shoving brooms and mops into your mouth.
We wouldn't have the pleasure of staying overnight after Opening Ceremony in 07 and trying to fling your shoe off the lights.
We wouldn't have openly discussed about what we wanted when we were attached and tried hinting but it failed miserably.
I wouldn't have gotten pissed at you and you knowing me so well bought that netball that we could shoot with when we had the free time.
We wouldn't have played badminton and I wouldn't have dived for the shuttlecock like an idiot.
Roslyn wouldn't have been smashed in the head by your racket.
We wouldn't know how much PITA was CO.
I wouldn't have a smashing birthday party every year.
We wouldn't have gotten any of our guys if not for your "secret" counselling!
Ryan wouldn't realize what he was missing out on!
John wouldn't have someone to call noob everyday!
We couldn't torture anyone else with the same boring reactions, unlike you!
I wouldn't have such a great life here in NUS HIGH without you.

AND NOW, it's your turn! Sorry we couldn't celebrate it earlier because of some school scheduling issues but I promise you that we can celebrate your birthday on MONDAY! SO DON'T LET THE TEST RUIN YOUR MOOD! ): SMILE! :D And let this moment be the greatest day of the year! Because you only turn 16 once!

MWAHAHA! :D

Motivational Support, Thats what I need.

2009-02-14T21:41:00.008+08:00

I feel that I'm a real dumbass who can't differentiate her true friends whom really care about her from those that she just wants to hang out with and don't give a damn about her.

Sigh. My life is seriously screwed. My relationships with the people I supposedly care about the most are all on rocky terrain now. Like my best friend, my mum, my dog. Hell, I'm just one sick jerk who doesn't know when to shut up. It's as if the whole world is revolving around me and I don't give a damn to what other people think and just care about me me me and what I get and benefit. And my biology project is screwed. I can't identify my leaves! ARGH! And it's freaking due in 2 days. And I haven't really revised for math test either. I've just done some simple questions, thats all. I don't think I'm prepared at all.

Botanical Gardens Field Trip Report
Physics Assignment
Cell Biology Quiz
Chinese Composition
Geography Research and Presentation
Chemistry "DEMONS"tration Day Video
Chemistry WS 3
Math Assignment 3
2 Article Reviews
OWE $50++ to Mr Jay.
HUSSY'S BDAY SCHEDULE
HUSSY'S BDAY PRESENT

I feel useless right now. Like I can't get anything done. Oh, and I got like 0% for MP OE question. Like, how can my day get any worse? Isn't this day supposed to be like friendship and lovey-dovey? Shucks. But anyway, thanks to everyone who gave me something! I really appreciate it! Sorry, but I didn't have anything to reciprocate it with! ):

And my roses are dying. During the match with Kranji on Friday, with the sweltering heat and all, my roses all decayed. Then I managed to stuff them into a bottle of water and they "drank" and at least 3 of them bloomed. The rest are still really black and I think they were still budding when they were cut. I gave 5 of them out. To all of my family members! Including my maid and my dog! I left one for myself.

Then we had a "save-money" scheme of cooking dinner for ourselves by grilling 4 beef steaks, German sausages, prawns, squids and we had packaged salad (with no dressing), hamachi(yellowtail) and kajiki(swordfish) sashimi with EXTRA STRONG wasabi sauce, corn soup, corn, carrots, peas and slightly alcoholic peach juice with ice. YUM!

Was a far cry from a scrumptious dinner at a nice restaurant but the atmosphere was slightly sour at first. Because this idiot was pestering my dad for a survey. She called us like 10 times?! Like freaking idiotic. She was like using her sweet voice and whatever. Even my dad got pissed. My mum was like a real superwoman. She was like shouting into the phone to that girl because she sounded she kept pestering my dad although she knew he had a wife and kids. Then after that she stopped pestering us already.

The steaks weren't as good as the last time as the table was way too crowded with food items. So we were all squishing at the dining table trying to find a place where we could squeeze our plates and utensils and cups in without disturbing the two extra large grills. LOL! Then my mum was funnily frustrated because we kept wanting her to turn over stuff because it was getting charred and she was like

"I only have 2 hands. You sit there only eat eat eat never help one! Expect me to take everything for you. I'm not a waiter or a chef or anything OK! This is valentines day! Should be you cooking for me, not I cook for you!"

Well, in a funnily sarcastic tone. The last part was meant for my dad. Should have taken a picture of the table to show you how crowded it was. And oil was splattering everywhere because we put too much butter on the steaks. I got splashed by hot oil at least twice today.

Oh, and though the drink was only mildly alcoholic (3.5%) my sister and I were flushed like tomatoes! Seriously! I looked like those kind of stage opera actors with loads of blush and lipstick piled on to my face. I felt super hot too. And the fan was blowing at maximum speed but I was still burning. Oh and me and my sister were acting drunk and all and laughing like mad women. And my mum and dad were laughing at us because we couldn't even take that little amount of alcohol.

All in all, I still feel useless now. But the dinner was really fun.

Oh and I probably should make a dedication to my secret admirer:

THANKS NIC!
He's also carrying my bag for me! Because I was trying to take a nice angle of the plants at Botanical Gardens.
PS: Didn't make him carry it ALL the time ok!
Who's also secret admirer to ****** and ***. ;D

I A HAPPY GIRL!

2009-02-10T20:49:00.002+08:00

I have just secured 2 roses from my best gal pals! Mwahaha:D And Fabia is really cute! Someone better watch out and I pity the rose that goes to that person because he'll surely trample it to death. Sigh.

And I'm really happy with the progress that I'm making in school! Slow and steady. Nice and easy. Although I'm really sure I'm going to fail English because EC is teaching us. But I'm sure that most people will fail with me. With the exception of Shriram of course.

Really disappointed with my cell biology quiz as almost everyone got at least 2 marks higher than me. Although I passed. But a B- isn't really something to be proud of, at least in my case. Ah well, since there aren't any tests and the quizzes weigh such a high percentage, I shall study EXTRA HARD for the upcoming one on Monday. Also with the exception of having to study harder for MATH and ENGLISH tests which weigh a lot more. Seriously, I'm really panicking about those two. WHY MUST THEY BE ON THE SAME DAY?!

WHY?!

And I have really good friends! Like really really good that they'll do ANYTHING for you! Hehe:D My life is saved. And have to finish Chinese before BG Field Trip if not I'll get totally screwed by LJL tmr.

Accomplished!

2009-02-09T21:36:00.003+08:00

I feel really accomplished! I've finished Geography Research, Chemistry Report, Math Reflections, Biology Lab Report and Mastering Physics all in an honest days work. That way tomorrow I won't have to work my ass off. Although I probably will because I have 2 Chinese articles to write about, study for physics quiz, math test, english test and biology test, biology project. And probably get owned by Ms Cheng for both my formative assessment and semester assessment.

At least we'll get to skipped maybe 1.5 hours of geog tmr? But we never really do anything productive anyway. It's mostly go home and revise or research and come back to class to discuss your findings. And xunwei thinks I'm a physics pro. =X That is the total opposite of what I am. Hmm, better study for the physics quiz tmr even though CSS said that it was relatively easy. DIE!

Oh and I still have to run some errands for John and myself as well. BOO!!! Spending more money again. Frankly, I have no clue how much I've already spent.

Something Random

2009-02-05T15:00:00.003+08:00

Rules:
It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people.

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Lorna

2. A four Letter Word : Love

3. A boy's Name : Lawrence

4. A girl's Name : Lily

5. An occupation : Lawyer

6. A color : Lavender

7. Something you'll wear : Laced-up wedding dress

9. A food : Strawberry!

10. Something found in the bathroom: Leave-on conditioner

11. A place : London

12. A reason for being late : Left my bag at home!

13. Something you'd shout : LOL!

14. A movie title : L: Change the world

15. Something you drink : Lemonade!

16. A musical group : Lighthouse

17. An animal : Llama

18. A street name : Lornie Road :D

19. A type of car : Lambourgini! :D

20. The title of a song : Love story, Taylor Swift

Headaches. They never stop coming.

2009-02-02T14:50:00.018+08:00

And neither does the homework. Although some of my friends are really really free to go bowling. I WANNA GO! :( The last time I went bowling was the 201 outing which, not surprisingly, half the people turned up.

Currently in school. Waiting to go to house meeting and training later on. :D I think I'll enjoy both! And Ms Kong can solo for house cheers because her spirit beats all of the Nobellians combined! Have loads of photos that I'm trying to edit and post up but that will have to wait as I'm in school. I don't know if I can survive up till training. I'm like almost dying from the migraine I'm experiencing now.

From left to right: Chian(erected) watching Vampire Knight, Fabia reading her Manga and Xinyi reading her LONG LONG LONG list of emails.

*UPDATED*

Wednesday: HortPark

We went to HortPark last Wednesday after a fruitless search for Journals on the NUS Database. Even Mrs Lim had to help! But to no avail. So we rushed down to HortPark and inquired about container gardens and jasmine flowers. Then we spent the remaining time doing our Biodiversity project. Well, them mostly. I was busy taking pictures of the flowers and foliage and myself.

We also went to this really really nice "house" It smelt really good because of all the flowers. And it had like 50 inch plasma TVs. In both the BEDROOM and LIVING ROOM! And it had two really modern fish tanks. And loads of fish too. Plus, they had a patio and rocking chairs! Dream house. But the only reason why it smells so good is because no one lives there. So, maybe it will have to do without the smell.

HORTPARK HERE WE COME! :D

Container Plant 1

Container Plant 2

Pretty Pretty Orchid.

Extra cool Venus flytrap!

My NWSP mates! :D

A gourami! My dad used to have those.

Fish with constipation.

The culprit! PUSH MATE! PUSH!!!

Another criminal! With constipation.

Really cool piece of art.

Camwhore time! :D

I'm short, the mirror's tall. I need support!

That HUGE Plamsa TV I was talking about. This one was in the bedroom.

CAI SHEN DAO! *i look deformed*

Jasmine Flower! PRETTY!:D

I pity my shadow. It carries all my fat!

Caught RED HANDED!

Flowers. I think it's ginger.

Yup, I'm a work in progress too!

My current wallpaper that I absolutely ADORE!

That patio I told you guys about.

Wayang Kulit testing in progress!

This one was pretty tricky!

To end the day off with LOVE!

Thursday: Netball!

I'm starting to like A-Div more and more! :D We ran 15 minutes around the school, literally. Like we ran the perimeter of the school. Wasn't that tiring. I find running around in circles more tiring than this if you get what I mean.

Then we did passes, ball drills and team drills. We did a short half-court game and we still need to work on center pass. Mainly because I keep passing to them even though they haven't run out of the 1/3 court yet. Then Yang Xuan had a cramp and we had to rest and do PTs.

52 Pushups. (20, 17, 15)
52 Burpees. (20, 17, 15)
120 seconds of 90 degree squats against the wall. (40 sec x3)
44 leg lifts. (17, 15, 12)
44 dibs. (17, 15, 12)

THE PAIN! Lol, I was sore everywhere! Especially from the dibs. Luckily we didn't do stats.

Friday: Game!

The only thing I remember was PE. I was sore all over from netball yesterday so PE was a little hellish. I like failed almost everything because my inner thigh HURT like crap. I couldn't manage to jump more than my height for SBJ. But that one, I fail like every time so doesn't really matter. My record jump was 164. =.- That was last year and I still didn't get gold.

Moving on, my sit and reach didn't go over 43 cm. Where last time I could at least manage a 46. Which is really crap because I'm aiming for A and no less for this one. Shuttle run, I was 12.1 sec. Hehehe, everyone was saying that I don't need even need to reach for the blocks. Shriram was like having the worst time. His legs are like 1.5 times as long as his body. So he was like bending all the way down to get it. And everyone was laughing.

Then I went for the match! The match was really cool! :D:D:D:D:D We were against Yusof Ishak Secondary. And we won! But they play like seriously damn fast. And their shooter is darn pro! She just shoots without aiming. No pun intended. Like she just grabs the ball and just throws it in. And she almost always gets it in. Everyone was SUPER DUPER UBER HAPPY with the score. 31-4. Their best score yet!

MONDAY: SUPER BLUR QUEEN!

SUPER DUPER UBER HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY TO LIN XINYI! A.K.A WIFEY!:D

Hope you like the present! A Precious Moments Figurine that plays Vivaldi's Spring. And a Mango Jacket!

*PS, you can see Whiskey at the back! :D

Erm, this is probably the weirdest question I've attempted to answer.

I guess today my brain was half dead after English. During English I was really sleepy. But I couldn't doze off because Ms Cheng was right in front of me and was looking me straight in the eye. And she was talking about the summary which I guess that no one really did. Except for Joanna. Then she went on and on. And she talked about the Sunday Times and that reminds me. We haven't gotten our Newsweek yet and others have already gotten their second issue! And I still have the commonwealth essay and reading article dangling. Better go do it soon.

Chinese we had to write our gong han. Which was a complaint letter about youths who abuse the privilege of MRT seats. Mr Lim was like pointing out my mistakes and like I was feeling really groggy. LOL! And I like got 3 or more wrong words that he pointed out to me in class and I the second time I wrote it down he corrected me again! And when it was time to hand it in, I stapled the reference sheet instead of the question paper. Then everyone was like laughing and teasing me! And Mr Lim seriously called me a "Super Blur Queen" just before he left the class! LOL, I didn't feel insulted. Just embarrassed. Whoops.

And my second blur mistake happened later on in the day during netball practice. I wanted to change and get ready so I took my bag to the toilet thinking that my clothes were in the shoe bag.

So I go into the cubicle and I open the bag and try to find my clothes which just happened to be my black OBS shirt and my hot pink FBT shorts. Hot pink won't be too easy to miss right? Wrong! Not when they're wrapped up in my black shirt making it impossible to distinguish from the black inner lining of my bag. So I went back to my school bag to look for my clothes.

To my horror, they weren't there either. So celine was watching me as I frantically searched my bag for my clothes. I even poured out all my contents. But to no avail! Then I went back to check my shoe bag and after some careful digging, I finally found my clothes. And celine was speechless! LOL! :D Blur Queen indeed! So I made a round trip for nothing.

Reached home at around 8? Ate a super late dinner and went of to sleep after completing some planning.

TODAY: Tired much?

HAPPY SWEETEST SIXTEEN JOANNA AND AIVAN! :D (pics later!)

Even though I slept at 11 which is considered early, I felt awfully tired when I woke up this morning! When I climbed into the car, I like slept throughout the journey. THE ENTIRE JOURNEY! I usually don't sleep in the car. I just stare blankly outside as the cars drive past and listening to my dad complain about inconsiderate pedestrians or motorists. This time, I was like so tired, I plunked out across two seats and wedged my head in between two headrests and dozed off. Then my dad had to shake my knee to wake me and tell me that I had already arrived at school.

Zzz.

Then Nic tried to draw on roslyn's hand while she was sleeping. But she awoke after she felt the pen scraping against her skin. LOL! And Janice has a nice watch now. She leaves her watch on every time! She never takes it off, not even for training! And now she had a watch shape on her wrist.

COOL!

I think it applies to our schools ever changing policies, don't ya think?

NIC! Caught in the action!

Lets see what he wrote!

A 17 year old. Sigh!

The rest of the day today was OK. Except that our chem DEMONstration was EPIC FAIL! Although I think we didn't have enough time to complete the experiment. And we need HELL lot of sodium -------. Which alot of other classes are sharing as well. Ah, might as well make our own. I think our storyline will win us marks though.

And today during chem, I heard about someone being emo. Tried to ask about what happened and got utterly rejected. Went to the library and talked to Ros! Feels good after so many days of coldness. Although the cause of the talking was also caused by coldness from someone else. Ah, the irony. Then xinyi came and we talked about stuffs! Felt like the good days again. Then xinyi left for her big council meeting for SLI. And I went for Geog lesson. To get utterly rejected again. Then was pissed. Ah well. The geog was boring and now I have F-ing messy notes because I kept dozing off when writing something and now they're all illegible squiggles. My highlighting is also all over the place. Went back after some singing with Cheryl!

I have the cutest family!

2009-01-27T20:18:00.002+08:00

I have the absolutest cutest family ever! :D:D:D:D:D:D

How could you NOT call this cute?!

Tournaments.

2009-01-22T21:49:00.008+08:00

I'm really happy about my biology practical! :D

And planning something of such importance is really taxing. And I think everyone of my teachers is really nice.

ANYWAY:

CONGRATS B-DIV NETBALLERS! :D:D:D

AND DON'T LOSE FAITH B-BALLERS!

I envy princesses and their fairytales.

This isn't a fairytale.

2009-01-20T19:59:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FABIA AND HAN SIANG!

I miss my daddy! He went to Solo, Jakarta. Now my whole house is filled with women and a whole lot of estrogen. And I've been really grumpy today! Wasn't looking forward to Carbon Monoxide. It's a lethal combination of chemicals. *coughcough*

Sheesh. I screwed up Math yet again. But I'm looking forward to CNY holidays! A little short break. But we'll be missing so many lessons! =X Especially Chem! I feel very distant from someone. Shucks. I haven't finished Chinese either. I'm not feeling like my normal self. I'm not eating alot too. Or I'm eating less than I would normally eat. I felt so hungry today but I didn't even finish a plate of Spicy Chicken rice. =( And my ear has an infection. I'm aching all over too.

I"M COMPLACENT TODAY! x_X Sorry to all those that I've shown less than acceptable behaviour to. LIKE JELLY AND GEN! :X Hope they read this. BLEH. ~~Whatever.~~ And I'm way too pampered and spoiled for my own good. I complain every time my dad goes off for a business trip because I can't ride his car and I have to get up super early in the morning and blah blah blah. And next year we'll be staying in the hostel so I'll have to learn to quit complaining if not my roomie will DIE. :D I hope we get to choose too! Shall choose JELLY! Because PBnJ sandwiches taste BEST! :D

Slow down baby
And don't act crazy
Don't you know you can look all you want but you just can't touch? (Just can't touch no)
So slow down baby (Hey)
I'm not your lady (Lady)
Boy you're never gonna get it from me coz I'm with someone

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause
I honestly believed in you
Holding on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should have known, I should have known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Baby I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance.
I had so many dreams about you and me.
Happy endings;
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry

Cause Im not your princess
This aint a fairytale
Im gonna find someone, Some day
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rearview mirror,
Disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your White Horse
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
Whoa-Oh
It's too late
To catch me now.

I LOVE LOVE CHRISTINA! :D

2009-01-18T18:43:00.002+08:00

I'm Exhausted.

2009-01-17T02:22:00.002+08:00

I've been really really tired for the past few days. I just plunk onto the bed and just stone there because I don't have the energy to even stand. Oh and John just ruined everything for Jelly's present! Thanks a lot John... And I'm scared that my silver marker will get lost somewhere during all the transitions.

But I've got inspiration for new presents! And I feel that I need LOADS more financial support other than the 25 people I've already rallied up. I think I can manage. Plus, I got support! Whoopie! I have great friends!

Hmm, today although there weren't many classes I still feel mentally exhausted. It's as if you were running a marathon and once you reach the end you just collapse because you know it's the end and you don't have to push yourself anymore. I think it wasn't just today but the entire week that drained me. There were like so many birthdays this week. Jiayi and Benjamins, Ting Yis, Mine. And I'm going bankrupt soon. BOO! One of these days I have to get Naomi her present. Although she already knows what it is. I can't stand the sight of her not having her pencil case. So I'm getting an early birthday present. Maybe this weekend if I have the time to go out that is. HOMEWORK piling up high again. Must try to keep the rhythm or else I'll have a really hard time trying to catch up.

So we had English first. And this time we watched the Royston Tan short film again. About HHL. I think it was Hock Hiap Leong. Reminds me of Jelly's favourite word. Cha-chambo! LOL;D English is getting more interesting I must say. Sort of a reminiscence of biology back in year 3 where everyone was putting in their opinions and discussing which was the more politically right terminology to use. Although it doesn't really stack up to the discussions for Bio. I MISS MS FONG! ): And I think Evangeline Cheng isn't that bad anymore.

After that we had break. I didn't really eat. Bad memories. Moving on to PE.

PE we ran two rounds for warm-up. I got 1.58 minutes for the first round and 2.23 minutes for the second round. I think I was the last girl to reach the finishing point because I wasn't sprinting like all the professional runners in my class. I wasn't LAST, but I was the LAST GIRL. There's a difference. Or at least I think I was. Because you can see everyone sprinting and over taking me. Next we did two of the five stations. Inclined and Sit-ups. My inclined is F-A-I-L! But I was laughing at Janice. So I guess It didn't really count as my best attempt. I did 16! Because I just turned 16. I could have actually gone for more. But was lazy I guess. Then the guys did pull-ups! Well, some of them. But somehow they weren't as good as last year though. Maybe it's because it's the start of the year so we're all still in holiday mood. Then we went back up to the track to do sit-ups. I did 35. Don't know what grade that is. But I did an extra 5 from last year! :D I beat Janice and Joanna! :D:D:D Big improvement! Mwahahaha. Jerlin did 36 ): Forgot Naomi's score. And after that we played captains ball! We were so lucky because we had Chen Pai and Kyle in our team so one was captain and one was defender. :D:D:D We won. But Fu Nan did catch some good balls I must say. And guys as usual don't pass to girls. The only time I got the ball was either throw in or I intercepted or I chased after it. Elijah passed it to me a few times though.

And everyone was late for Physics. I don't really get why everyone dislikes CSS so much. OK, maybe he's not the best teacher but still you shouldn't be rude and turn up for class 15 minutes later. It's unfair to him and to the rest of us who were waiting for you guys to start the class. I was super pissed off at those people who were just strolling in without knocking on the door. And while the teacher was in class too!

OK, shan't rant too much. Anyway, after that was break and I only managed to chomp down half a bruschetta. Wasn't feeling too good today and that was what I ate for the rest of the day in school. Jerlin managed to gobble it up in 2 minutes. =O Someone should enter her in an eating contest. That's mostly healthy. LOL.

And after break was Math. I think Mr Teo is a nice person. Just a little too scary when you hear his warnings. I think he really cares about his students. But I would be scared too to be his mentee. Unfortunately, he didn't give us any cryptic crossword today although I have a clue on what might be the next one. :D:D:D Like I said, I have great friends!

After math, there was still an hour till CCA so Joanna, Naomi, Janice and I went down to the Student Lounge to play cards. And I haven't played hearts in a long time! :X Oh and Johnny has some serious issues.

Then CCA time! Actually training with A Div is more fun and less demanding than training with coach. And I think MayFong and Elaine would be training us for the rest of the year since coach is training both B and C div plus the new ones. Did fart-leg for 2 rounds. And surprisingly I managed this better than the two rounds for PE. And we did ball-to-wall passes and pair drills. Did more than Mondays training as we did all the more complex versions of pair drills. Haven't done highest point, V-lop, straight shutter and anywhere ball for LONG LONG LONG time. Must improve on the urgency. Did team drills too! Australian Tramp was easy and then we did square drill. We took a long time because our passes weren't that accurate. So we kept trying and trying until MayFong and Elaine just told us to continue on at 15 if we missed a ball. Then we had court work. Half court and we were basically refreshing all the strategies that we should try to execute and mostly we were trying to teach YX about the rules and how to come out and so on. I played center and failed miserably because I can't throw a good pass and I have absolutely NO STAMINA! Even last year I died whenever I played center. So netball was exhaustingly good. Mmhmm. It's a stress-reliever because you get to sweat.

Yay. OK. :D Bye. It's late. I'm posting this at 3.00am in the morning. x.X And I'm supposedly going out early in the morning for NWSP. I'm screwed! CIAO!